Luciana Beautiful

POV Hendra: am I being too much?

I'm still here, the atmosphere of the office has been quiet because the office hours are long over, maybe only Mr. Surya who is standing guard in front of the guard post, maybe, I closed my eyes while leaning my head on my oversized chair.

Today for some reason, my emotions peaked and I took a look at Luciana this afternoon. What is that girl doing in her house now?

There was a sense of regret in the depths of my heart, I had already snapped at Luciana. I know she cried even though she shrank her tears silently.

It was all because of Nino, the obvious man who dared to openly want to get close to Luciana. I also asked Susan for Nino's purpose to visit the office.

I realized I was starting to get jealous, I didn't like to see anyone interested let alone approach Luciana.

Luciana is innocent, she only meets Nino who Susan says is looking for Luciana because there is a need.

I'm too much, I can't control my emotions. Maybe I accidentally hurt Luciana.

What right do I have to be angry? I'm no one to Luciana. Only the relationship between superiors and subordinates.

Luciana is also innocent, she receives guests at recess that do not interfere with working hours. Then why am I angry?

Suddenly my phone on the table rang, I immediately saw a call from my mother. God, I forgot to tell him I was still in the office.

" Hello, ma."

" Daughter, are you still in the office? why haven't you come home?"

" Yes ma, there's still something to do. Sorry I forgot my mom."

" Yes no pa-pa, the important thing is that you know where you are. Have you eaten?"

" Bentar again ma, Hendra also wants to be ready to go home ma, mommy and papa eat first do not wait for Hendra. Hendra will find a place to eat if Hendra is hungry."

" Yes, son, don't come home too late, work can be resumed tomorrow."

"Mama shut the phone first."

" Yes, bye.ma.."

I sighed, this feeling was stifled due to the guilt feeling towards Luciana.

I have to apologize to the girl, otherwise I might not be able to sleep well tonight.

I type the name of Luciana in my phone contact number, then I press the hp number, sounding the dial tone on her phone but not lifted.

Where's the girl? is he asleep or does he deliberately not want to pick up his phone. Is he angry and hurt?

I nodded, ah.. Luciana picked up the phone. I'd like to apologize.

After the third call, his phone still not picked up, I scratched my head in annoyance.

How'this? it's all my fault, emotions can't be patient. I keep blaming myself.

I'd better get home, night's creeping. Poor mama, usually she patiently waited for me in the family room. My mother wouldn't rest her body if her son hadn't come home.

Mr. Surya opened the gate when he saw me running my car.

" Good night sir, hearts on the way."

I raised my hand and honked the farewell horn at my office security.

I ran my car in the dark of the night. Tomorrow I have to apologize to Luciana, because my heart has not calmed down with guilt.

When I got home, I saw my mother welcoming me. The woman who had given birth and raised me smiled at her fierce son.