Loving you One

20. I Want You

Chapter Twenty

I Want You

***There has been a lot of time we have been through

Maybe not enough time to explain

I've had days without you

What I feel is emptiness

I've remembered our story

I remember our struggle

I have regretted

Now I'm alone here without you, without your shadow

What do I mean

Too much wrong to forgive

But I still hope you forgive me

Too selfish to hear

But I want it

Give me a chance

Give me time to explain

Let me hug you

I just want you

Sorry, sorry, sorry!

That's the only word I want to say to me

Don't shy away from me anymore

Allow me to meet

I can't stand to see you anymore

From a distance I cannot reach

Let me hug you

Just once

I still want you***

*****

Three years later

Tama now sits in his big chair, as CEO at a major company in Indonesia. One year as CEO, he has achieved many aspirations. Make the company increase rapidly, both domestically and abroad. He was now fully entrusted by his father.

"Sir, for our project with designer Kiuw Andari how? Did you make his work visit?" ask secretary Tama.

"Return as soon as possible" Tama ordered in a cold tone. Tama is now born again as a very cold, arrogant, and hard figure.

"Well sir," Tama simply nodded her head without looking at her interlocutor.

"I'll pick you up," said Tama.

Elsewhere and other countries saw Kiuw again busy with his work. Work has been an entertainment for him for the past few years. Because it is the work that can make him comfortable, without having to think about things that make him sick.

Kiuw's phone rang, Kiuw saw who called him. Kiuw smiled looking at his phone screen.

"okay!" answer Kiuw briefly.

"I picked it up at the boutique."

"Ready!" Kiuw put his phone back on the table. Soon someone knocked on the door of his room.

"Lake in!" kiw's orders.

"Her Lady, I've come to pick up the Princess," Kiuw just smiled at the silly behavior of the man in front of him.

"okay! Wait a minute," replied Kiw mimicking the man's tone and tone.

How many years has this been only this man who accompanied Kiuw. His name is Barack, he owns a restaurant in Paris. During these three years, Kiuw developed his boutique to Paris. Back to topic.

Barack smiled seeing Kiuw also mimicked his way of speaking. They walked outside. When Kiuw just arrived outside his shop, it turns out he had many journalists who surrounded him. Ask questions to Kiw.

"Miss Kiuw, is the one with you right now your girlfriend?"

"Miss Kiuw, is it true that until now you have not been able to forget your lover before?"

"Miss Kiuw, when do you want to return to Indonesia?"

"When is the latest design launch?"

"Miss Kiuw."

"Miss Kiuw."

Kiuw smiled in response to reporters' questions. Barack protects Kiuw from a jostling journalist.

*****

Kiuw and Barack arrived at a famous Japanese restaurant there and they had already ordered food for them.

"Why are there so many journalists? When I entered there was none. I feel guilty for you, too" Barack feels guilty for bringing Kiw out at the wrong time.

"I don't know either. Yeah, nothing, you were trying to help me."

"But I still feel bad about you" said Barack staring at Kiuw. " Oh-yeah, there's one question I want to know the answer to right from you?"

"What?"

"Are you right you haven't moved on?" ask Barack carefully.

"Move on what do you try?" Kiuw pretended to be confused.

"Honestly, I'm the same. The past three years we've been together, you've been hiding something from me. I want to be his replacement."

"You don't fuck! I have nothing to hide from you" Kiuw tried to stay calm.

"Times!" Barack still could not believe it.

"Mister's order," breaks Barack's words. Kiuw felt grateful for the arrival of the restaurant waiter, because he could avoid Barack's question. They ate quietly, without saying a word.

"Are you going back to the boutique or going for a walk with me?" barack asked as they finished their meal.

"I'm just going back to the apartment. Sorry, can't accompany you for a walk."

"It's okay. I'm a relaxed person" Barack said with a smile. Barack finally drove Kiuw to his apartment.

*****

"I haven't moved on?

I don't know! I also don't understand my feelings

Move on a word that I don't yet know what it means"

-Kiuw