Loving you One

14. Our Story

The morning was still dark, as the rain was pouring down on the earth today. Tama and Kiuw close their arms in search of warmth. The small movements of Kiuw made Tama piqued and opened his eyes.

"Thank you you are still here for me," said Tama slowly, while rubbing the face of Kiw who was still asleep.

"I don't understand myself, my heart doesn't want you out of my life, but a part of me wants to have something other than you. I'm sorry, I'll try to remember what we've been through before, "Tama keeps talking to Kiw who is still asleep.

Tama got out of bed and went to the bathroom. When Tama finished bathing Tama still saw Kiuw sleep soundly. Tama steps up the dinner shirt, Tama sees her mother sitting in front of the tv.

"Siang Ma" he said as he passed by his mother.

"Qy where?" ask Mama.

"Still sleeping Ma, I'll eat for him."

"You're okay, aren't you?"

"What does Mama mean?" tanya Tama is confused.

"Yes, how do you know you have Qy again."

"Not Ma. I've had a hard time persuading him I'm sorry, when I hurt him. No way," Tama said, pretending to be offended. "I want to go back, lazy to argue with Mama."

"Basic child, not thank. Even upset with his mother," Mama Tama pretended to frown.

"Eh, I forgot Ma," Tama immediately hugged her Mama.

"You are a big body, but your mind is still like a child" mama mocked.

"Well, I'll get some food for Qy first" Tama left her mother.

"So she's fine."

"For sure Ma," continued walking to his room where Kiuw was.

When Tama went into her room, she still saw Kiuw was still asleep. Tama approached Kiuw and gave a kiss and stir, but was tempted with Kiuw's lips. So that he unconsciously smashed Kiuw's lips.

"Mmmm...!" Kiuw felt his sleep disturbed, so Kiuw opened his eyes. All she got when her eyes were Tama's face that was pulverizing her lips. Kiuw namapak was surprised by what he saw.

"Tama," when their kiss comes off.

"What?" replied Tama who had not kept her face away from Kiuw's face.

"Why did you kiss me without my permission?"

"Why should I ask permission?" tanya pretended to be confused.

"Because I don't like."

"Let's just not like it, because these lips are mine. I won't let anyone else feel how sweet these lips are" while pointing at Kiuw's lips.

"Basic of the mugger."

"Belvin. Now you wake up and let's eat first. I don't want you to get sick from hunger.

"Surge you! How I want to get out of here. If, you are still on top of me," Tama stood up and directly stepped towards the glass window. Kiuw went straight to the bathroom.

When Kiuw had come out of the bathroom, Kiuw had seen Tama was already sitting on the sofa in the room. The food was neatly arranged in front of him.

"Yuk we eat," invited Tama who still saw Kiuw still standing in front of the bathroom door. Kiuw stepped towards Tama and sat down beside Tama.

Finished eating Tama and Kiuw, watching tv in the family room. Suddenly Mama Tama approached them.

"Mom don't start," said Tama pouting.

"Why start?"

"Ma I...."

"We're better off Ma, but if Tama repeats it again. Maybe I won't be this easy to forgive him," Kiuw cut Tama's words.

"Wow, Mama is very supportive of the way you forgive Tama, Qy. So, he's not acting recklessly anymore."

"Kok Mama belain Qy anyway," complained Tama to his mother.

"Clearly, you're wrong" Tama did not answer again, because she knew she was wrong.

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In order to gain Kiw's trust again, Tama tried again to correct the mistakes he had made. Tama now no longer spread the same charm of all girls and Tama also did not come out the night again for just a wild balab.

"Qy, we'll go back to school for a walk!" ask Tama when school hours are almost over.

"okay!"

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***I will change for you

And will not repeat the same mistake

Because I'm afraid of losing you

I don't know why when you walked away from me

My heart rebelled to defend you

Don't release!

Don't let!

Even though I know I let you down

I feel like I've been deceiving myself

So that I don't feel the love that was ever present

I was blinded by my own selfishness

Until I am wasting you

Now I'm trying to fix myself

And try to feel the cry of my heart

But my heart is empty

Our story is still in the depths of my heart

I promise you I will try to correct the error that passed***

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