Loving you One

13. What's up with me?

It has been almost two months since Kiuw avoided Tama since the incident that night. While Tama continues to pursue Kiuw so that Kiuw will hear the explanation, but continues to avoid it and does not want to listen to the explanation.

Tama had run out of sense to be able to invite Kiuw to speak four eyes. When visited at his house, his mother said Kiuw was not home and Tamapun knew that Mama Kiuw did not lie because the car that Kiw usually used was not parked in the gerasi.

If you ask the same friends Kiuw also free, of course they do not want to tell where Kiuw now. According to Tama the only way is his own mother to persuade Kiuw let Kiuw want to stop by his house.

The problem is now, whether his mother wants to help him, "aaaggghhhh .. how to be so complicated gini," said Tama in his heart.

Tama runs his motorbike to his house, until Tama's house throws his body in the living room. Tama also saw her mother was cool watching gossip on one of the private television stations.

"Ma," call Tama slowly.

"Hmmm...."

"Help me dong!"

"Help what?"

"Take Qy here, Ma."

"For?"

"I want to talk to him."

"Speak what?"

"Ma, don't answer that. I'm gonna be scared."

"Fearful?"

"Ma.. please Ma, please persuade Qy to come here."

"Make what? Make you sick?"

"Please help me Ma...!" Tama kept pleading with her mother.

Finally, "Alright!" with a heavy heart Mama assented Tama's wishes.

Mama Tama took her phone on the table and called Kiuw. Not for how many seconds the phone is connected.

"Hallo Qy."

"Hallo Ma" replied Kiuw across the street.

"Qy to Mama's house well, Mama misses you very much," persuaded Mama Tama.

"But Ma."

"There's no Tama at home, Mama wait!" cut Mama Tama fast and end the phone connection.

"Remember your pain in Qy again, you'll really lose him Remember that! Mama wants to go shopping first. Happy fighting!"

An hour passed by and Tama waited for Kiuw at her house, "how long, how long," Tama's inner self and continued to stare at the clock in her living room.

"Did she know I asked Mama to help get her here?" burned again.

Fun with her own mind, Tama is shocked by the door knock. Tama immediately ran to open the door, because she was very sure it was Kiuw.

When the door opens it turns out that people knock on the door are sales who offer their products.

"Sore Mas, sorry to interrupt. I want to offer our product. Our products are of quality ...."

"Sorry...! I no longer need the Mas product, so I beg very Mas can go. Okay!" Tama closed the door in annoyance.

"The rich man is doubtful," Mas sales went from Tama's house.

While Tama is still standing behind the door, taking a deep breath trying to eliminate her irritation. But he heard another knock made the annoyance he had lost earlier, suddenly rise to the surface again. Annoyedly Tama opened the door and shouted at the man.

"MAS I DON'T NEED YOUR STUFF! NOW...!" Tama hung up her words.

"Needle?" kiw was confused.

"Qi! Sorry it wasn't you I meant," Tama replied quickly.

"Ooo, where's Mama?" ask Kiuw to the point without stale bases and flat facial expressions.

"Mama goes shopping he said," replied Tama what to say. At the moment he is very salting in front of Kiuw.

"Ooo, I go first," Kiuw directly left Tama. Tama was really confused what to do when Kiuw in front of him. By the time he realized Kiuw was almost in front of the fence of his house.

"Qi!" call Tama spontaneous.

Kiuw stopped his steps, but did not turn his body.

"Qi! I want to talk to you," Tama approached Kiuw.

"Sorry! I'm busy, so I don't have much time. I have to go now." Kiuw is leaving Tama. It's a pity that his body was grabbed by Tama from behind.

"Qi! I'm sorry." said Tama lirih.

"Take me off!"

"Never Qy, before you forgive me."

"Deliver!"

"Qy I beg you to forgive me."

"Deliver! Otherwise I will scream," threatened Kiuw not to mess with Tama.

Tama was forced to release her embrace from Kiuw's body, but she did not give up so easily. Tama knelt down, held onto Kiuw's leg and pleaded with Kiuw.

"Ciuw I'm sorry. I know I was wrong. I betrayed your trust. I beg Kiuw to forgive me," Tama continued to plead with Kiuw. So that Kiuw would forgive him.

"Then you say something like this. Stand me say!" kiuw's orders to Tama.

"I don't want to until you forgive me" Tama remained in her position.

Kiuw raised Tama's body and told her to stand up. "I've forgiven you."

"Oh-yeah!" Tama seemed happy what she heard. "Is this really Qy? You're not duplicating?" Kiuw just nodded his head.

"Thank you Qy, I'm so happy."

"But our relationship won't be what it used to be. I'm sorry I have to go" Kiw said and released the happy look Tama had.

"What do you mean by this," Tama blocked Kiw's hand as she was about to leave.

"What else does Tama mean? You're sorry about me. I'm so sorry, now I'm asking what do you really want?"

"I can't be like this, Qy," replied Tama who did not accept Kiuw's decision.

"Hell up!" Kiuw releases Tama's Hand and leaves in front of Tama. Just a step Kiuw stepped Kiw walked, but suddenly Kiuw felt his body float. Tama lifted Kiuw's body and brought it into the house.

"Tama put me down" cried Kiw, as Tama continued to bring Kiuw into the house.

"Take me down!" Shouted Kiuw, as Tama continued to bring Kiuw to his room.

"Yes!"

"Yell out Qy, no one will hear you. In this house there are only two of us, so no one will hear you," explained Tama and Kiuw body jolt on his mattress king.

"Why are you going to Tama?" tanya Kiw was afraid to look at Tama and kept shifting her body to the end of the bed.

"I want to do it up to me, this is my room," Tama replied lightly.

Tama who saw that was very surprised, Tama immediately chased after Kiuw. Tama saw Kiuw had fainted on the floor, saw the state of Kiuw who fainted Tama felt very sorry what had just happened.

Tama lifted Kiuw's body and placed it on the bed. Tama looked at Kiuw with regret.

"I'm sorry Qy, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you like this."

Tama tried to take telon oil and rubbed it on Kiuw's nose. Kiuw has not given a reaction, "does it need to give artificial breath," thought Tama, "i try it," thought Tama again.

Tama slowly brought her lips closer to Kiuw's lips, not until Tama's lips touched Kiuw's lips, kiuw's eyes slowly opened.

"Why are you?" ask Kiw lirih.

"I'm sorry!" put his face away again.

Kiuw did not reply, Kiuw simply turned his face away from Tama. Without saying a word. Tama got some water for Kiuw.

"Sit down and drink this water" Kiuw sat down and took the water.

"Drink! I'm not going to die, drink that water," when Tama still saw Kiuw just looking at the water.

Kiuw drank the water and placed the glass on the nightstand, "I want to go home," trying to stand up from the bed.

"Can't! You're still sick," Tama held back Kiuw.

"What do you care? Do you care about me? Do you care about me when you don't tell me and don't reply to my chat or pick up my phone? Do you care about me being with other girls? Do you care about Tama when you're making out with another girl? Do you care about my heartache? The pain I feel right now is not as painful as what my heart is Tama," Tama could not make another sound.

"You don't care! I'm the only one trying to get your memories of us back. And you what? What are you doing Tama? I can only mess around here and there without caring about me. Sometimes I think about whether I should end it all and let you go," Kiuw overflowed what was in his heart, which had been buried all along.

"Qi! I'm sorry, give me a chance to change everything."

"Free Tama, free, we're not meant to be together."

"No! No it's impossible I can't be like this. You promised me Qy, you'll always be by my side" Tama couldn't believe Kiuw said he would end it all.

"Why can you be this selfish Tama?"

"Wild! Let me say I'm selfish I don't care. I don't want our relationship to end."

Qy tried to stand up again, but Tama was arrested again so that Kiuw did not stand up. "I want to go to the bathroom or do you want me to do it here?" after saying that, Tama allowed Kiuw to stand up. Kiuw stepped into the bathroom unexpectedly Tama followed him instead.

Kiuw came out of the bathroom, still seeing Tama faithfully standing in front of the bathroom door. Kiwi seemed surprised by what he saw.

"Why are you standing there?"

"Waiting for you."

"Ooo," Kiuw stepped away from Tama.

"Where are you going?" tanya Tama when Kiuw almost reach the door of his room.

"You're home! What careyou? Just take care of your girl!"

"Qy, please listen to me!" Tama continues to chase Kiuw.

Kiuw continued walking without caring about Tama continuing to call her name. Tama's out of her mind, but she's gonna try the second plan. When Tama arrived at the last level Tama dropped his body on the floor and it immediately made Kiw shocked because Tama fell suddenly.

"Yes!" kiuw shouted while running towards Tama.

"Yes!"

"Yes! Get up don't leave me, Tama! Wake up don't leave me, "Kiuw can no longer find his tears seeing Tama lying on the floor. Tama still holds his position, actually he can not see Kiuw crying like that, but it must be like anywhere else to get an apology from Kiuw.

Kiuw looking for wind oil in a cupboard near the TV. Fortunately Kiuw found the wind oil and breathed the life of Tama. Shortly after that Tama opened her eyes, although in fact she did not faint at all.

"Your name is up?"

"Hkmmm," Tama tried to stand up and was willing to step into her room.

"You go to the room, I'm dizzy, and my head hurts," Tama held her head and limped. Kiuw who saw it so did not have the heart, finally Kiuw helped Tama walk by breaking it up to the room.

Kiuw stepped out to fetch some drinking water for Tama. How many steps, his hand held back.

"You want to leave me?" tanya Lirih with her eyes closed.

"I'll get you some water to drink."

"I don't want to!" pulling Kiw's hand so that it falls on the mattress over Tama's body.

Kiuw shocked because now his position is pressing Tama. Realizing that Kiuw quickly rolled his body beside Tama and intended to sit directly, but again his body was detained Tama. Tama hugs Kiuw from behind, Kiuw wants to get rid of Tama's hand.

"Let it be like this first" whispered Tama lirih in Kiuw's ear.

"But...!"

"Qy.. pliese!" Tama pleaded with Kiuw. Inevitably Kiuw let Tama embrace him.

"Tama, I haven't forgiven you yet" Kiuw said.

"I know and I'll keep trying to fix everything."

"Then why don't you just let go of me. You don't remember me either."

"Who said?"

"I."

"I remember you, you were always the best in my heart, then, now, and forever."

"Lied!"

"I want to sleep," Tama tightened her embrace towards Kiuw, "don't intend to leave me Qy."

Kiuw who also felt comfortable in Tama's embrace, also closed his eyes and finally they both fell asleep.

*****

"***What is this called love?

Who can forgive a couple's mistakes so easily?

Is this called love?

Which is so easy to give up precious things?

What's wrong with all this?

Why do I feel I have to do that?

Does love have to be rewarded?

I don't get it

Give me your opinion on my love

Why am I so easy to forgive?

Is it because I just love him?

Or is he really my destiny?

- Wew***