Loving Qiana

Part 50 - Sapphira-5

...Pov Safira...

Qiana Larasati's. That girl hurt me to the bone marrow. I won't be able to forgive him. I will take this pain back to him!

I was there when Raka and Qiana said the sacred promise of marriage. I was there just to remember the girl's face. The face that made me feel this endless pain.

One year I disappeared from Raka's life. This pain makes me no longer able to see the world. But, my grudge against Qiana made me able to survive. Initially, my father would revoke all cooperation projects with the company owned by Raka's parents. But I forbid it. Because it'll only cost my father's company. However, the partnership will soon end his contract.

Revenge on Qiana brought me back to England. Country of a million memories. This country brought me to remember those days. Recalling the times where I became very close to Raka. The times where I tried to get close to Raka's family. Also the time where I knew Qiana.

I hugged the pain. I accepted everything to the point of making me willing to do anything to avenge Qiana. This pain, I'll give it back to the girl. The girl who pretends to be innocent. The girl who pretended to be the sender of my love for Raka. In fact, it was he who took Raka from my side.

I made sure the girl would beg under my feet!

Tommy Cullen's. He is the one who will help me throw this pain at Qiana. He was a man who tirelessly convinced me, if he was much better than Raka.

He was on Raka's side. Become a friend. Just to make the man I love seem worse than him. But, of course it's impossible. Raka was much better than him on all sides. Except for one thing.

Tommy has far more wealth than Raka. Of course it doesn't make me bend my knees to him. What a day of treasure if I don't love her. I repeatedly refused her declaration of love. I repeatedly ignored his words.

But, that was before.

In the past, when I felt if I could reach Raka. When I felt that Raka had the same feelings as me.

Now, that situation is no longer the same.

I can't ignore Tommy anymore. Because only that man can help me destroy them. Only that man had the power to destroy Qiana.

“So mine, then anything I'll give you.”

I also exchanged myself for the destruction of Qiana and Raka. Tommy and I arranged everything carefully. For a year, I was a prisoner of his love. I gave it all to that guy. Including kegadisanku. The one thing I wanted to present to Raka on our bridal night.

I lived with Tommy for a whole year. All that time, never once did Tommy treat me so badly. He was always gentle. He even treated me like a queen. But it still could not open my heart to her. Raka still occupies this part of the heart. I still want that guy.

One year I designed it all. Before finally returning to Indonesia and bringing disaster to a pair of humans who hurt me.

I accidentally came the day after Raka and Qiana's wedding anniversary celebration. Bring them a gift. A one-year late wedding present.

I thought, after one year of my departure, Raka would miss me to the point of making her run and hug my body.

But that was just my fantasy. More precisely, it was just a dream of mine.

In fact, I was immediately confronted by the sight that made my heart that had not healed, again hurt.

Without knocking on the door of his study, I barged in. My body trembled immediately. Anger almost controlled this self while watching how Qiana savagely devoured Raka's lips.

“Where are you going, Fir?”

The man's words awakened me to the anger that once controlled this self. I walked straight into a couple that I hated so much. The girl came down from Raka's lap. From his gaze, he seemed to have no idea that I was now present in their lives.

Does he feel bad for me? After all, that girl was the one who knew the most that I loved Raka so much.

“I have not congratulated you on your wedding,” I replied gently. Even I smiled as if I was the happiest girl in their marriage. The man even returned my smile. A smile that was as charming as ever. He remains the same and does not change.

“Why didn't you come to my wedding with Qia?! You always tell everyone that we are friends. You are very familiar with Qia. What friend does not come at his best friend's wedding?!”

That guy looks so good looking at me. I can see the sad expression of the girl.

Raka, did you finally realize that you missed my presence?

“Sorry because I cannot attend your wedding. There's very important business. That's why I can't even attend, I can't even meet you for a year. I miss you so much. Don't you miss me, Raka?”

Raka simply replied to my question with a small laugh. And I could see Qiana lowering her face.

May the man's laughter be a sign that he misses me too?

And I immediately told him about the offer of cooperation with the company where we interned while in the UK. The company that Raka always dreamed of forging cooperation. And I brought him that offer of cooperation.

Of course Raka looks very enthusiastic. The man even directly agreed to the cooperation offer without examining it closely. Just like Tommy and I thought.

“I trust fully with you, Fir!” Raka firmly.

And when Raka expressed her trust in me, I could see that the girl's eyes were condensing.

And from that day on, every day we met and talked a lot about the new project. But what made me not believe was Qiana's presence. The girl always goes wherever Raka goes. It was as if he was afraid of losing Raka.

That is the fate of thieves. He would always feel scared if his property was stolen!

But, of course I don't care about the girl's presence. Precisely with the presence of him among Raka, I can show him, how close I am to Raka. How can we discuss with you.

Day by day passed. Although I feel closer to Raka. We communicate from morning to night. But, I still can't keep Qiana away from him. The girl still followed Raka everywhere.

In fact, today Raka looks different. The man looks cold and ugly. He was just talking about work. The man was no longer looking at me.

Is this Qiana's order? Did that girl feel that she couldn't stand my presence on Raka's side?

Just look at Qia, I will make Raka sacrifice your marriage!