Loving My Own Friend

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"I love you Wid!"said Sandi loudly, suddenly making Widya fixated.

Widya stared fixedly at Sandi, trying to find sincerity in both eyeballs belonging to her little friend. In his heart of course he was very happy with Sandi's statement just now, only there was still something stuck in his mind.

Widya brushed off her joy, because she did not want to expect too much that might not be in accordance with what she expected.

"Yes I know, you are my best friend from childhood. Time is not dear, is it?"elak Widya turned her face in another direction.

Sandi frowned at Widya's words, not expecting Widya to even think like that. Maybe she doesn't have the same feelings as him? Inner Password.

"Wid, look me in the eye!"said Sandi while pulling Widya's shoulders back to face her. Inevitably, Widya finally faced her and immediately met with Sandi's gaze on her.

The deg!

Just looking at Sandi, it made her heart work faster than usual. His body felt the heat, but his palms instead let out a cold sweat. Especially when Sandi held both of her hands.

"Wid, are your hands wet?"tanya Sandi sontak made Widya immediately release Sandi's hand.

"Good, eat it dry." replied Widya a little nervous.

"Wid, I want to be honest with you. And I hope you are not angry or even ngejadu me later."say Sandi directly make Widya more pounding.

"Duh, Sandi wants to say what the hell? Why even make me become more deg with gini."batin Widya.

"Wid, do you want to promise me? Whatever I say to you, I ask you not to get angry or stay away from me!"

"Huh? What are you going to say? What kind of honesty makes me angry? Did you lie to me?"widya was confused.

Again Sandi also sighed heavily, dispelling her nervousness. Sandi intends to be honest with Widya about her feelings. Although perhaps, Widya did not have the same feelings as him. Sandi will remain honest with him and accept all Widya's decisions. Unless Widya stays away from him, Sandi won't take it.

"No Wid, I never lied to you. Actually I love you, really dear as a man to a woman. Not just a love for his best friend." explained Sandi straightforwardly, although in his heart he was really nervous.

Widya still silently digested the words that had just been spoken clearly by Sandi. He still could not believe Sandi would say that to him. Something he always waited and hoped for. And of course hearing Sandi say that she really loved herself as a woman, making her heart very happy. Finally his feelings were relieved.

"You're serious San?"widya asked again to make sure that she did not hear wrong.

"Well, how could I possibly mess with Wid's feelings?"answer it weakly.

"Yes can, the proof is that you've often been really gonna change girls. Even the last one, still deket aja."remember Irda Widya's feelings again deteriorated.

"Ish, what the fuck I never gonna change a girl like that. And about Irda, are you the one who said the same to me if I can't continue to be an enemy right with her? I'm on the same page he's also pure temenan now tuh!"clear Password at length.

However, Widya was still doubtful. Because all this time Sandi's attitude towards him is no more like a friend. Could Sandi be telling him the truth?

"Wid, why dream? Are you angry with me? You... You don't like the same statement I just said?"tanya Sandi grew limp, but her hands were still tightly grasping Widya's hands.

"No San, I'm not angry. Actually I'm... Me,"

"Emm, actually I also love you San." Widya said softly, but still can be heard clearly by Sandi.

Both of Sandi's eyes widened after hearing the sentence Widya had just said. His heart was pounding more and more times than usual. It felt like he was dipped in ice water that made his whole body feel fresh, but it was very sultry.

"What do you mean dear?"ask Sandi to clarify.

"Yes, like you!"widya answered while pulling both hands, then stood back to Sandi.

He was really embarrassed, but there was a sense of relief to be able to tell Sandi honestly. Plus the feeling that he had been keeping meetings, it turned out to get a reply from someone he loved very much.

While he was regulating his heartbeat which was still pounding, suddenly Sandi pulled him to turn his body. And in an instant he was now in the warm embrace of his own friend. A friend who loves himself more than a friend.

Both cheeks Widya increasingly reddened because of embarrassment is also happy. Is this a sign they've been made? Inner Widya.

"Thank you Wid, thank you! I thought you'd get angry and stay away from me. At first I was afraid to say this was all the same to you." said Sandi who still hugged Widya tightly.

"Well, I can't stay away from you San! From the first we were always together, eating the affection that I have for you is increasing."reply Widya who also increasingly tightened her embrace.

Sandi let go of her embrace, looking fixedly at Widya.

"So, have you loved me before?"ask Sandi.

Widya simply nodded in response.

"Couldn't you? Why didn't you ever say that anyway? It would be that I even have to date first with Irda." complained Sandi.

"Yes I'm afraid of San too, afraid you can't return my feelings. I'm afraid you're keeping me away. I feel like you just think of me as your best friend."

Sandi flicked Widya's forehead slowly, but still made Widya grimace.

"Aww ish sick tau!"squeak Widya while rubbing her forehead which now turns a little reddish.

Sandi immediately stroked the soft forehead of Widya who had been sentil herself.

"sorry. Sorry because I may have hurt you Wid, consciously I even dated another girl. But that's also because I don't think you have more feelings than a friend. Yes maybe you could say when I was dating the same Irda, just as a diversion. But, actually, it didn't work."

"How did it work?"

"Yes, it didn't work out, not that I felt like you. Even my feelings are the same you are getting more and more. Especially when I see you with the Dawn. Keep the Irda using the cheating event again with another guy. I'll be back with you." said Sandi chuckled at the end of the sentence.

"Reverse again? It's so delicious you! Hugh basic bummer!"Widya smacks Sandi's arm. Sandi also laughed satisfied to see Widya's upset face.

Until Sandi again grasped Widya's hands and looked at her intensely.

"Wid, will you not be my girlfriend?"