Loving My Own Friend
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Widya and Sandi are now in the rooftop, they sit side by side while staring at the twilight sky that will soon turn dark. There was no conversation between them, too cool with their thoughts. Until finally the first password starts making a sound. Sandi turned to Widya who was still cool looking at the sky.
Seen from the side of the white face Widya more beautiful with a nose that looks sharp. Anyone would be fascinated with Widya. No exception Sandi, who is from a small always together. You know the good and bad of both. Over time, the feelings Sandi felt towards her little friend deepened. Not just the love of friends, but the feeling that wants to increase more than just friends.
Widya who felt noticed, turned her head towards Sandi who was still staring at her intensely. Their eyes were locked on each other, as if they did not want to be apart. They channel the pent-up taste into each other through their eyes.
"Wid, you know what?"tanya Sandi was still staring at Widya.
"No, you haven't said it yet" he replied innocently.
"Ck. You mah, funny!You want to know?"ask Sandy again.
"Yes what is it?"Widya started to get anxious.
"I don't like it, you whip with other guys."Sandi said seriously.
"Why?"ask Widya astonished.
"Yes.me, I don't like it!Moreover, you are very close to the Dawn. Starting tomorrow, I'll pick you up. I'm back anter too!"said Sandi who impressed maksa.
"You why the hell San?Strange you know, not usually also possessive gini!"Widya pursed her lips in annoyance.
"So you don't want me to take Wid?"ask Sandi sesedu.
"Well, that's not it, I want it. Just that I don't like you to ban me from talking to each other, especially Dawn. He's our friend, yes I can't stick with him." said Widya who looks upset.
Sandi let out a deep breath, "Yes okay, I'm sorry. I just don't like it. I don't forbid you." he smiled.
"But I'm still curious. You know why, break up from Irda kok so possessive gini anyway the same me?"Widya felt astonished by Sandi's attitude that suddenly changed.
"I'm not possessive. I'm your best friend, naturally dong if I take care of you from other men who might just want to harm you." the reason Sandi that sounds strange to Widya.
Widya could only gawk at the answer from Sandi. Inexhaustible thought, why Sandi could-can his have such thoughts. Dawn was a friend of both of them. Moreover, Widya already knows the Dawn of the 10th grade.
Widya put her palm on Sandi's forehead. "Not hot, but why are you so gini ngawur huh?"gumam Widya.
Sandi brushed aside Widya's hand. "What the heck Wid, I'm perfectly fine!"gerutu Sandi was upset.
"Yes, you're weird, you know? Your mind is far away, anyway all this time I've never been close to another guy. Besides you're the same Dawn."
"Just in case or Wid. Why the hell, you don't like me taking care of it?"
"Yes that's not it either. Ah well, what you obviously know is that I can't get along with other people I don't know yet. And if it's Dawn, she's good and she can't be evil to me."
"Yes yes. But, tomorrow we start going together again huh!"
"Yes San, yes! Yauda yuk get down ready maghriban!"Widya immediately got up from her seat and passed leaving Sandi who was still staring at her.
Sandi continued to stare at Widya's back which was getting further away and disappeared from her vision. Somehow, it feels like Sandi wants to express all the feelings she has felt for Widya. Sandi did not want to lie to her feelings anymore, especially she increasingly disliked when Widya was close to Dawn. Now Sandi is convinced that she really loves Widya, not just love her as her little friend. But, he also fears that his friendship will be destroyed if Widya does not have the same feelings as him. Widya will stay away from him, and that's the least she wants to do in her life.
Widya went inside her room, immediately closing the door of her room. Widya stood behind the door, thinking about Sandi's strange words. There was no way Sandi was jealous, he thought. Soon Widya went into the bathroom to get ready to perform the Maghrib prayer together with her parents and Sandi.
"San, how are your parents?"asked Shofi's father, when they had finished praying.
"Alhamdulillaah, they're good Dad. They are just now he said again in Surabaya." replied Sandi.
"Oh, thank goodness they're in good health. Oya, plans after graduation want to continue college where?"ask dad again.
"Sandi wants the hell in Singapore Dad."glanced at a glance at Widya who was also staring at him.
"In Singapore?Why?"ask Dad while drinking tea water that Mother has provided on the family room table.
Daritadi Widya just listened and looked at Sandi with an incomprehensible look.
"Where are you going to college?"Dad turned his gaze to Widya who was sitting next to Dad.
"Widya wants to study at Mahardika Yah University. Hopefully the hell can get away with it."sid the spirit.
"Aamiinu. Wherever you go to college, the important thing is that you learn! Don't take the habit of time in High School brought to campus!"at length Dad gave me a message, which he heard can only be bearded.
"Jaudah Father, Mother. Sandi's coming home now."Sandi also moved, kissing the back of the hand of Father and Mother Widya.
"Yes, be careful !Don't speed with the motor."said Mommy gently. Sandi just smiled nodding. Password came out followed Widya behind him.
"Write..."Call Widya when you're on the terrace.
"Yes?"sandi turned her body to face Widya.
"You..really going to college in Singapore?"widya asked quietly while looking down softly.
"Just Wid's plan, I'm not too sure either. Wh why?afraid of kangen is it the same as me?"he said while raising his eyebrows.
"Ge Er!"elak Widya turned her face away.
Sandi just smiled anxiously at Widya who was salting. Sandi stepped forward to approach Widya, suddenly making Widya shocked because of their distance so close. Sandi stood right in front of Widya's face, holding Widya's right hand.
"Honestly, I also want it here just like you Wid. But, yes, I also want to study independently there."said Sandi looked into Widya's eyes intently.
"But you have been independent all along. Far from papa to mama."
"He is different. Singapore is far away, besides there is also a good campus. I want to learn business, so I can nerusin papa company. I don't want papa to keep working. So is my mom."
"But here too can San. The time you have left me? He said he'd take care of me,"
Sandi grasped both of Widya's hands, looking at her with a warm gaze as well as a smile that made Widya's feelings always calm.
"You're calm, Wid, that's just the plan. Are you so scared that I'm staying?"goda Sandi raises both eyebrows.
"Ish you mah!"Widya took off Sandi's hand. Suddenly his heart was pounding so fast because of their position so close. Widya immediately stepped towards Sandi's motorcycle.
"Yaudah said he wanted to go home, already home!"widya said a little bit.
"Yee even ngusir." said Sandi chuckled, he also approached Widya. "Yaudah, I'll pick you up tomorrow! And you calm down, I will always take care of you."sandi stroked Widya's back head gently.
Suddenly it makes both cheeks Widya red, even though hanua touch usual. But, it has made his heart fall apart.
"I'm home, bye!"Sandi also drove her motorcycle out of Widya's yard.
After being invisible, Widya immediately entered the house. Without Widya noticing, there was a pair of eyes that saw the incident earlier. He looked at Widya with a sharp gaze, felt furious and did not like to see Widya with Sandi.
"Anyways, Sandi has to come back with me!"sahut Irda was full of anger.
Yes, Irda who was at the house of Ms. Resni accidentally saw Sandi with Widya. Irda wants to separate Widya and Sandi. However, Irda has to return with Sandi. Irda who had been standing on the balcony, entered the house with a feeling of anger.
Widya is in her room, Sandi's words keep ringing in her ears. There is a happy feeling knowing that Sandi will always take care of her. Although it may only be as a friend, but it really makes his heart happy. And a little hope, that maybe someday Sandi will reciprocate her feelings.
sorry if this part feels disconnected
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