Loving My Own Friend

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Widya seemed surprised by the answer given Sandi. This time, Sandi mentioned the girl's name. Even Widya did not expect, that Sandi had a lover. Cracks. His heart was now like a falling glass and caused cracks on each side.

" Irda who's San?How come I just heard yaa, you have a friend named Irda.." he said curious about Irda mentioned Sandi.

" Irda's boyfriend dong, we've just been so for a few days anyway. Yes, about 2 weeks." replied Sandi with a smile that did not escape since.

"Huh?Pa..car?" Widya was surprised to barely believe Sandi's explanation. It hurts. That's how he feels. " Oh. But why didn't you tell me from the beginning?"he continued, trying to cover up his disappointment.

"Hehe, Yes I was just about to tell a story..."Sandi was silent and did not continue her words.

" What's hayoo?" said Widya poke the chin of the man who became her best friend from the SD.

Teeeetttt

"Eh already bell, yuu entered the hunting class with her teacher!" Take Password without answering Widya's question, while embracing Widya's shoulder passed to class.

" Ish nyantai dong, new also bell!" even the ones that are embraced can only be manyun. "You are sick" he said in his heart.

The lesson hour was finally over, all students were getting ready to go home to their respective destinations, whether it was directly home or someone wanted to gather first in the school yard. Likewise with Widya who is now tidying her book into a bag, with Sandi.

" Wid, I go home first..Daah" said Sandi, as she passed leaving Widya in class.

" Kok Sandi just said now anyway, and it feels very sick.heumm is okay Wid, you will sabahat him.got more!"he said in his heart with a view that was still staring at the door even though Sandi had disappeared from his view.

" Heh, howdid you like to get here?" shouted someone pat Widya's shoulder rather loudly. Samsak kali ya.

" Awwww, ish Fajar you are sick tau uh!" Widya also grimaced because of the loud clapping of Dawn.

" Hehe, sorry kirain will not hurt" he said innocently grinned. " Eh, Sandi went where in a hurry to look like it. Usually you always stick." said Fajar who is now standing in front of Widya who just finished packing.

" Nempel.emang use glue so sticky. Sandi had come home just now." she replied indifferently, while wearing her bag stepping towards the outside of the classroom.

" Yakan really, you two usually go everywhere.. Oya, so you go home alone dong?" said Fajar, trying to align his steps with Widya.

" Why would I go home alone?" widya asked who stopped her steps right next to Dawn.

" Well, I can gladly nganter you home." she replied with a sweet smile. Yes, anyone will be instantly fascinated with the sweet smile of Dawn. Guys are quite popular in JAYA High School, after Sandi of course. But not for Widya.

" Yes if you want that too." scratching not itching his head, seeing Widya's gaze that will definitely reject his invitation as usual. Yes, because not only this time Fajar tried to take home with Widya, this may have been the hundredth time. ( Surely calculated that?)

" Because today I'm still lazy to ride ojol, may deh yuu." replied Widya while stepping to leave Fajar who was still silent in his place.

" So, how about it, hey?!" feeling that no one was following him, Widya then turned to where Fajar was still silent.

" Oh yeah so dong, hayu.." His exclamation while running small chasing Widya who has returned to walk towards the parking lot.

" Yes can finally go home together with you Wid.." said Fajar in a happy heart.

Finally Widya went home with Fajar, the class president who always became Widya's classmate from class 10. Unlike Sandi who is new this time in class with him, even though it is always one school. Even so, Fajar cannot be that close to Widya, like Sandi who can always be together with Widya.

" Hey, baby, how long are you waiting?Sorry, yes, because this is the first time all students enter the morning, so it's a bit long to leave" said Irda approached Sandi who had been waiting for him in front of the next school gate.

" Gapapa kok, yaudah yu riding the hunt more and more afternoon!" answer Sandi while wearing the helmet that always brought her to Irda.

The Widya house.

"Thank you, Dawn has come home." Said Widya who just got off the bike owned by Fajar.

" Yes together, next time I can still anterin you go home so say yes." replied dawn, smiling.

"Heumm.Yeah I entered ya, you be careful" Widya also entered after opening the gate of his house.

" Aah happy.try it every day can nganterin you.." Fajar also reapplied his motorbike from the front of Widya's house to his house.

Inside the room, Widya lay on her mattress while staring at the ceiling of her room. He still felt a very erratic taste. A friend who is always there all the time for her, now has a boyfriend. Did not feel the tears that he had tried to resist not coming out, now down wet his cheeks. Yes, Widya cried thinking about her best friend.

"Kok I don't want you to have San's girlfriend..I'm sorry, because I can't take care of my feelings.I should still consider you my best friend.but, in fact I can't." widya's murmured softly because she could not resist the tightness in her chest. She fell asleep with tears still running down her cheeks.

Widya does secretly have feelings that are more than just feelings for a friend. They have been friends since they entered elementary school. Sandi's parents are always busy working, making Sandi getting closer with both Widya's parents.

In the past, they were neighbors but because of the work of Sandi's parents that required them to move. Because Sandi did not want to stay away from Widya, Sandi finally decided to ngekost.

Hearing Sandi now has a lover, certainly makes Widya feel sick. His heart was like a knife. Sick but not bleeding. However, he could not forbid Sandi for himself to have a lover, after all he was just his best friend. For sure despite the pain, Widya will always support him, as long as it is good for Sandi and makes her happy.