Loving my Friend's Beloved

Eps 9 Love In Silence

Arriving in Delia's room to prepare and organize books for tomorrow's lecture. While reading a little material on his notes. After that, he was just getting ready to go to sleep.

A few minutes to a few hours in fact Delia's eyes were not also closed. do not know why it feels very difficult to close her eyes.when the time of chatting with her brother earlier she yawned many times. "strange" thought so. After that he decided to wash his face.who knows after fresh face, eyes can be closed.

He threw down his body, hugged his soft roll, closed his eyes.His eyes were closed but his mind was flying everywhere. "arghhhhh. then he woke up and grabbed the glass that was on the nightstand and drank it. After drinking suddenly appeared the shadow of Radit's face. Delia was just a whimper of her own.Radit's face could appear just like that. Recalling from the first gaze met, until this afternoon when in the mall. despite the different gaze, Delia did not know the meaning.but why even so Delia felt like she wanted to continue to see the gaze of those eyes.

The more Radit thought the stranger Delia felt. Even though it was the time to meet Radit, and get a very different look like a disappointed or hateful look. I don't know, Delia doesn't know either. But Delia could not come back with hatred either because there was no reason. Instead he remained with a look of admiration and love.

Delia has realized that she has dared to love Radit. Don't know what the reason is so that Delia can fall in love with Radit from first sight. Love must be present for a reason. And whether love should choose to whom it should anchor. No. gabe. Love is present without us knowing it and there is no need for concrete reasons why we can fall in love with someone.

After realizing that Delia is really in love with her best friend's lover, she is determined in him to be able to contain her feelings. He would have to be willing and sincere had he seen the affection between Radit and Viviane. He cannot show true feelings in front of Radit. Because he'll know the consequences. She does not want her friendship with Viviane to be ruined just for loving the same person. Delia had strengthened her own heart. He could not possibly possess Radit, and it was impossible to also snatch Radit from Viviane's hands. It is not that love should not have. Although I had to feel a deep heartache. But Delia could only love Radit in silence, and in her prayers. He did not expect more of the miracle of his prayers. The important thing is that he can only pray for it.

Meanwhile, elsewhere, after Radit finished delivering Viviane bought the book. They decided to go home soon. Radit escorts Viviane to her apartment, but Radit leaves because she says there is little business. So he couldn't spend the night in Viviane's apartment. Viviane can understand it.

Radit had already laid his body on the bed after turning off his phone. Because he doesn't want to be disturbed. He lied to Viviane that he had business. But it's true he has some business. That's business with his fucked-up feelings. On the way home he was still thinking about Delia. Until not focusing on Viviane and immediately leave home.

Radit doesn't know his own feelings. Just like Delia, Radit's thoughts and feelings are also in turmoil when remembering about Delia. About the first meeting, the second meeting, and the third one at the mall. He could not avoid Delia's gaze. The same look he had since his first meeting. That look never changed, it stayed the same. A very shady look lovingly. Although Radit gave a different look.

“why did Delia's eyes look like it was opium to me? I want to see that gaze continue.” Radit muttered

“maybe I'm in love with Delia? Is it okay if I fall in love again with someone else when I already have a lover? How will Viviane feel if I know I love my best friend?” various questions came to Radit's mind.

“no. I can't fall in love with Delia just because of her gaze, but can I love her in silence? because that's the only way not to hurt Viviane later. But wait, who is he? Does he deserve to be loved? In fact, she is a matre girl who likes porotin his men's property. It could even be that he would later have a bad influence on Viviane. Yes, I can only fall in love with Viviane. Because she's everything to me.” Radit muttered that he was trying to deny Delia's presence in his heart. Radit finally fell asleep after tired of thinking about his own erratic feelings.

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