Loving my Friend's Beloved

Loving my Friend's Beloved
The s3 eps 218



A few weeks after Barra's warm treatment of Carissa after attending the festival, the two have never met again. It was all because Barra's work was so solid. Especially his cooperation with Xavier which sometimes had to make him review the project directly outside the city. So during that time Barra seemed to put aside her feelings for Carissa.


Carissa's relationship with Dhefin went on as usual. Sometimes they both spend the night after Dhefin gets home from work.


Dhefin almost never took Carissa to the road on weekends, citing the time of the weekend he used for his Papa. Carissa alone does not know that actually Dhefin weekend time is used to have fun with other women.


Meanwhile Carissa felt something was different with her heart. If in the past when invited Dhefin out even if only eating, already makes Carissa very happy. But this time it was different. He felt ordinary even there was no special impression if he went with Dhefin who was his lover.


Instead Carissa felt very upset lately because she had never met Barra again. Even he came to Jenny's boutique who knew accidentally met Barra but reality did not match his expectations. Barra wasn't there.


Carissa remembered the woman she had met while she was with Barra. Maybe they're both dating.


“Argghh why am I thinking about Barra. Naw. It'swrong. How about Mas Dhefin if I know I'm thinking of another man.” Carissa muttered her stupidity.


“Honey!” call Dhefin who just walked into Carissa's room.


“Mas? Since when did you come?” Carissa asked confusedly. He was worried that Dhefin heard his mutter just now.


“Newly. Why hem? Are you surprised by my arrival?” Ask Dhefin.


“Iya. Mas kayak ghost just suddenly appeared without knocking on the door.” Reply Carissa pretended to be pouting.


It makes Dhefin even more anxious with his lover. Dhefin could no longer bear to marry Carissa. But Carissa is not ready. So what can I do.


“Honey, next week come with me to the reunion with my college friends yes!” bring Dhefin.


“Ngak ah mas. I'll be taken there.” Answer Carissa.


“Ngak. I invite you to let me have a friend later. Surely my friends all also bring their lovers or even have a family. So, would you like to accompany me?” dhefin Pinta.


“Ya already Yes.” Answer Carissa.


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Meanwhile since these past few days Astrid felt her body so limp. Until now he has not found a job. Coupled with the condition of his weak body made his spirit to look for work so decreased.


Her mother also continued to nag because her money was running low. Astrid is confused where to get money from. Although Dhefin also sometimes gave him money, but still his mother felt less.


Suddenly Astrid's stomach churned when she had just woken up. He quickly ran to the bathroom to spit out his stomach.


Huekk hueekk hueekk


Astrid's body squeezed after spewing out her entire stomach. I don't know what she ate last night to make it like this, and when she cleaned her mouth, Astrid remembered that this month she had not found her moon guest.


“Jeez!! Not likely. There's no way I'm pregnant” muttered Astrid while shaking her head.


Astrid recalled that during several times related to Dhefin, she never used safety. He deliberately did not use safety because every time he was in contact with Dhefin coincided with his infertile period. Dhefin also does not like to wear safety. She also often threw the results of her romance outside so as not to cause Astrid to get pregnant.


“No! This can't happen.” Astrid Mumbled.


Being very anxious, Astrid finally decided to go out to buy a pregnancy test kit. She just wanted to make sure she wasn't pregnant.


“Where are you going?” Tanya Melly who was sitting in the living room as well as the family room.


“Elvin wants to buy Ma's medicine. Again not feeling well.” Astrid answered and went out of the house.


After buying several pregnancy test kits, Astrid is now in the bathroom.the woman has tried 5 pregnancy test kits with different brands but the results remain the same that shows two red lines.


“How is it. I'm pregnant. Mama must be very angry if she finds out I'm pregnant.” Astrid murmured in confusion.


Astrid thought of a way how someone could be responsible for her pregnancy.There was currently only Barra's name on her mind. He had to meet Barra and ask for her back. Somehow. And for now Astrid doesn't want to tell Dhefin if she's pregnant with her child.


Astrid is currently in one of the restaurants where she used to have lunch with Barra. Astrid hopes to meet Barra. After ordering her drink, Astrid still saw some restaurant visitors. And it seems that the goddess Fortuna is on her side. Her eyes accidentally fell on a man who had just finished meeting with one of her clients. Astrid smiled faintly and then moved from her seat.


“Barra!” call Astrid in a soft voice.


Barra who was enjoying her lunch alone was shocked to find her past person standing before her. But Barra was still unmoved when Astrid called out to him.


“Bar, forgive me!” Astrid's Speech.


Astrid sat down in front of Barra. He put on a sad face full of regret to attract Barra's attention.


“Bar, please forgive me. I deeply regret all my actions.” Astrid's Speech.


“Already! No need to talk about it anymore. I've forgotten everything.” Barra answered and made Astri smile.


“Thank you Bar. So can we start our relationship from the beginning of the Bar? I promise I'll change.” Astrid's Speech.


“If for this one, it may only exist in your dreams.” Barra said firmly and made Astrid surprised.


“I have forgotten everything. For to me, a traitor is a traitor. You better leave this place right now while I still have patience.” Barra.


Astrid's guts shrieked. But on the other hand he was very angry and did not accept Barra's words. Astrid immediately stood up and left Barra without saying a single word.


He was already determined if he could not get Barra again in this way, forced him to use other means even though it was a dirty way. And a smile appeared that could not be interpreted out of Astrid's lips.


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*TBC