Loving my Friend's Beloved

Eps 15 Crushed

It was as if it had crashed from a height, and fell mired into a very steep ravine. Make all the bones on as if they were separated from the body. That was how Delia felt. His entire body was squeezed instantly, to stand even he was unable to support his own body. He held a strong tightness in his heart by pressing his chest firmly. Delia's heart was completely broken. She held back as hard as she could to keep her tears from falling. What can he do at the moment. Is this indeed a bitter reality that must be accepted for the rest of his life. Can't he be happy?

“3 More months Radit will be home and we will be engaged” is still ringing Viviane said a few minutes ago.

Viviane sat down next to Delia after ordering a drink.

“ehm... Congratulations Vi, may you always be happy, and I wish you good luck until the day of your wedding" said Delia with quivering lips and forcing a smile. “iya thank you Del, Del, you are indeed my best friend” said Viviane with sparkling eyes. “later anyway I want you to help me take care of all the needs for my engagement event yes Del, no rejection” continued Viviane.

“i..iya Vi” replied Delia shriek. A few seconds later there was a video call from Radit on Viviane's phone. Pucuk dikita ulam also arrived, just talked and now doi is on video call. Viviane enthusiastically raised it.

“hello dear” greet Viviane

“Iya dear, again where ko' kaya'nya outside?” ask Radit

“this is me again with Delia in the canteen” Viviane replied as she pointed her camera slightly towards Delia. Delia and Radit's vision met, though not directly. Delia immediately threw away her face. Radit realized that, and it appeared that Delia was avoiding him. Radit feels even more guilty when he finds out Delia's throwing her face away. Does Delia hurt. Inner guessed.

“Ih dear, ko' even dumb?. O yes, later our engagement event I've asked Delia for help.. Because our taste is the same. Is it Del?” Viviane nudged Delia's arm and was only taken by the head.

"deg" immediately Radit was very anxious how Delia responded when she knew her engagement plan with Viviane to be held in 3 months. "O Lord, may my choice not be wrong if it is wrong to show Your truth" Radit said in prayer.

“Iya darling, it's up to you. I close first yes want to meet” Radit immediately end his video call because he did not have the heart to see the sadness that Delia is experiencing at this time.

Radit was so hurt that he saw Delia's sad face like that. He was confused about what to do. Is the decision right to immediately carry out his engagement with Viviane?

At first he was already convinced of his decision, even he was impatient to get married with Viviane. But that was before she found out about Delia's feelings. Is it still continuing? After all, she had no feelings for Delia, maybe just pity her so she felt guilty and heartless.

“Ahh... Shit!” yelling Radit while pulling his own hair out of frustration. He finally decided to get out of the office to clear up for a moment the burden on his heart. No matter the business, later it can be overcome.

Radit decided to go to a cafe that is located not far from the company.

Arriving at the cafe he was immediately greeted warmly by the owner of the cafe who was none other than his own friend.

"tumben at uda is here? sultan's son doesn't have a job, does he?" ask Surya

"what time is the ban here?" ask Radit jutek.

"woy.. relaxing bro do not need to use urate.emang berurat can not ration huh? sewot very" Surya trying to melt the atmosphere.

"it was yesterday" Radit replied.

"have a lot of bac*ot you, make me as usual"

Radit digested Surya again. "can't make pu*as??" masa' anyway?" his mind is not satisfied but the shadow of others who suddenly dispel his mood to achieve his satisfaction. Radit also did not think, could-can when going to make love with Viviane suddenly failed just because the shadow Delia appeared without permission. "huuft..."

Finally Radit's coffee order came.

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After returning home from college, Delia immediately went home. Now he is in the bathroom.

When he came home, he went straight upstairs to his room without returning his mother's greeting. Until his mother was surprised by the behavior of his favorite daughter. But his mother did not dare to ask what had happened, and let it go. Maybe her daughter needs some time alone.

Delia is now in the bathroom, just under the shower without taking off her clothes. He released all the grief in his heart, all the tightness in his chest. He was crying loudly under the water. “Yes God... Is this fair to me? I want to be happy God... Do I not deserve the happiness of those I love? It hurts so much that this feeling is not

Delia continued to cry lamenting her sadness to feel her body cold due to being exposed to water for too long. Fortunately, he was still conscious, and immediately stood up to leave the bathroom. Even with a pale face.

“Deliaaaaaaaa!!!!!” radit shouted in the middle of the night waking up from his sleep, due to a nightmare. In her dream she saw Delia her face was very pale. Radit immediately grabbed a glass of water that was on the nightstand and gulped it down. “what is this? What happened to Delia?” holding his chest Radit looked very anxious.

 

A few weeks have passed. Delia as usual went through her lectures while selling online. He has told Radit to leave. He tried hard by doing busy so that his mind could be distracted from Radit.

Viviane is also living her life as usual. But he rarely even met Delia. Either Delia was deliberately avoiding or indeed both were very busy.

Radit too, he prefers to busy himself with his work in the office rather than having to keep thinking about Delia. But his communication with the lover still remains smooth and friendly. Although Viviane does not know what really happened between Radit and Delia.

At this time Radit was busy in the office, suddenly there was an incoming call on his cellphone. Radit ignored him because there was no caller id. Only no unknown. And the more ignored, the phone call further disturbs his concentration. Finally, Radit lifted him up.

“Hello... Don't bother! I'm again busy” replied Radit lazily and immediately closed the call. But before closing it, he listened to the voice of the caller.

“Ra...Radit”

*TBC

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