Loving My Cousin

Eps. 59# Sleeping Temple

"Za, I'm sorry Fely's attitude. You are patient with Fely" mama Weni felt bad finally trying to break the tension that just happened.

"It's okay Ma. I can understand, it's natural that Fely is angry because I have lied to him" said Ferdi lirih.

"You'd better follow Fely to his room, you'll have to talk carefully so that the matter doesn't drag on." Tell papa Bagas.

"Wouldn't we just leave Fely alone, Pa, I'm afraid Fely is getting angry and hating me" said Ferdi.

"Even if the longer you let him alone the longer he will be angry, even that is not good for your relationship. However you are still Sah Fely's husband, persuade him, papa sure slowly surely he will forgive you." explained papa Bagas again.

"Both Pa, Ma, Bang, I say up first" seen Ferdi steps hesitantly up the stairs but keep his feet, keep his feet up, while his two in-laws and brother-in-law just nodded and smiled as if hinting at encouraging Ferdi.

Slowly Ferdi opened the door of the room in front of him, the room they had once occupied both passed through various flavors. Seen Fely curled up hugging the bolster, it seemed Fely had fallen asleep because there was no movement. Ferdi walked closer to the side of the bed and then sat in the corner of the bed, he looked at the sad face of his wife who was still clearly there sadness there. Ferdi gently stroked Fely's hair and then kissed Fely's forehead very slowly.

"I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry, baby.I'm stupid for doubting your love and loyalty" Ferdi said softly tears dripping down Fely's cheeks made his sleep masters disturbed but Fely refused to open his eyes and still pretended to be asleep.

"I don't mean to lie to you, I just want you to be happy. I don't want you to waste your life taking care of me who's paralyzed first. But the way I've been completely wrong, I've made my own decisions. It's true that you say I'm selfish and cowardly, but just so you know I really can't lose you. All this time you are my spirit to heal, I work harder to make you and our children happy. But all that seems pointless if I lose you baby. I beg you to forgive me, give me a chance to repair and make up for it" Ferdi's tears dripped down the umpteenth time making Fely unable to stand to not move, Fely was actually moved by Ferdi's words but still he held it...Fely was not strong enough to continue pretending to sleep in this situation but Fely also did not want to be that easy to accept Ferdi, he said, at least he wanted to give Ferdi the punishment first until he completely forgot the annoyance of his heart as he thought.

"Mmmmmmm" Fely pretended to moan and turned her back to her husband. Ferdi immediately wiped his tears, then headed for the bathroom to wash his face.

The door to the bathroom that was closed, Fely opened his eyes.

"Am I too angry with him? am I too evil? Ahhe..

but let it be.. let him be a little tormented... let him realize his mistake... would you seduce me?? Oohh..it's not that easy as Ferguso..." Fely continues to monologue with himself.

"Ckleekkk.." Before long the bathroom door opened Fely went back to pretending to be asleep.

Ferdi finally decided to sleep next to Fely, his eyes were not able to stand to not be closed because from yesterday he could not sleep in addition to many documents that he had to check. Today Ferdi did not enter the office he told Om Johan to replace him in the office for a while until his problem with Fely settled.

"I can't imagine losing you dear" said Ferdi, who is currently tilting her body and gently hugging the slender waist Fely. It didn't take long for Ferdi to sleep comfortably.

Unlike Fely who is currently a little uncomfortable in the hug like this because he has not been this intimate with men even though Ferdi is not someone else for him but still there is an awkward feeling to at present. Fely finally kept awake because he wanted to move Ferdi's hand in fear of waking up.

"Are you awake, baby?" ferdi asked in a very soft tone of voice making Fely's heart feel warm but Fely still pretended to be indifferent.

"HMmmmm" that's just Fely's answer.

It turns out it is true that people say that a woman's weak point is silence, if the woman is silent it means that she is not okay.

Ferdi was not currently protesting against Fely's attitude towards him because he realized the burdening of all this was him. Ferdi thought it might be a punishment from Fely for him so he had to be patient and strengthen his heart. He only hoped that time could heal Fely's heartache towards him.

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Yach brother Ferdi...💪💪

Hope the Fely comes back soon...

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