Loving My Cousin

Eps. 56# You're Only Mine

Ferdi was really confused as to what was possessing him at the moment but he did not let Fely off. Slowly he grabbed Fely and tightened his arms. Fely felt something strange on him. His mouth wanted to resist but the reaction of his body and heart said another. Seeing no rejection from Fely Ferdi slowly pressing down on the nape of Fely then kissed Fely's lips slowly. Fely who was immediately startled to get his consciousness back immediately stood up trying to break away.

"What father do you mean?" fely asked in anger.

"I'm sorry, but I really love you" Ferdi replied in a regretful tone. It turns out that the magnitude of jealousy makes his brain out of sync.

"I don't want you to get along with other men especially to like other men" he explained.

"What right father? it's my life, it's up to me to be friends and like everyone. You have no right to interfere in my affairs" said Fely.

"Guild but I won't let that happen" Ferdi said.

"Basic of callous bosses, a lot of rules, a lack of work that takes care of people's lives" Fely sneered with a hateful look at his Boss.

"Listen well, YOU ARE ONLY MINE, only I can see me, hear me, and love me" said Ferdi softly and then again kissed Fely's lips once again making Fely peck, Fely, he was confused and a little surprised by what he had just heard. Oh God please Fely at this moment really can't think straight.

"I'm sorry to make you this way, maybe you think I'm selfish, have no feelings, stubborn, bad guy, or whatever but I really don't mean it that way. I know this is overkill, but I'm really afraid of losing you again" Ferdi stroking Fely's head gently made Fely even more confused and clueless with his Boss's remarks.

"What in the past we've known each other" asked Fely full of investigators with a sharp look, he already did not care who was dealing with, who, when he was fired, he would apply for a job at another company.

"Hmmmmm.." That's just Ferdi's answer.

"Sure answer sir, have we ever known each other before?" asked Fely again while shaking Ferdi's arm.

"More than know each other" replied Ferdi quietly. Maybe it's time he's honest with Fely, whatever reaction Fely will later he will accept because he's really can't stand this lie. He was so tormented withholding his feelings, his very dear wife was nearby but he could not touch. Sooner or later Fely will also know and deserve to know, the longer he hides from Fely will actually make Fely hate him, so he thought.

"What do you mean, father?" fely asked, getting curious.

"I wanted to be honest a long time ago. Huuufffttt" Ferdi wasted his rough breathing.

"But I was too afraid and very afraid that you would hate me" said Ferdi weakened but full of earnestness.

"Tell me what you're hiding from me" Fely grew impatient with his boss's confession.

"If I tell you the truth, can you promise not to be angry and hate me?" asked Ferdi to make sure before he was honest with Fely.

"Depending. but I will try not to be angry" Ferdi immediately looked closely Fely, the wife he had longed for. There was a sense of happiness being this close to the woman he loved so much, finally, Ferdi slowly opened his glasses and removed his thin mustache suddenly made Fely more convinced that the man in front of him is now her husband.

Seeing Fely who was standing stiff Ferdi immediately hugged him warmly then said, "forgive me.I'm sorry dear.I don't mean to lie to you" Ferdi continued to feel guilty and regretful. Fely who had regained consciousness immediately pushed Ferdi, then ran out.

While running Fely did not focus on looking right left and around until he unconsciously hit his best friend Nella, "Bruuuukk" Fely hugged Nella tightly, at this time he really needed a backrest. He really looks fragile again like he has no spirit of life. Her eyes were already teary and her eyes were empty making Nella even more worried but trying to calm Fely down.

"Fel, you're calm and drink first" Nella thrusts mineral water at Fely as they both sit on a park bench next to the office

"Fel, what's wrong? why are you being like this like you're not the Fely I know" Nella asked carefully.

"Yes already if you do not want to tell a story that is okay" Nella who does not have the heart with the condition Fely does not want to force, let Fely himself tell if he is ready.

"Nell, tonight can I sleep at your place?" fely said with a pleading gaze, for he could not go home to Ferdi, he is also unlikely to go home to his brother's Varel Apartment because he also rented his own apartment and currently he really needs to share with a friend the problem, at least can reduce the burden a little.

"Of course I can, I'm glad I have a theme. But don't be surprised if the place where I'm rich ship broke" kekeh Nella tried to comfort Fely.

"It's easy for Nell, I'm also someone who rarely clean the room" Fely smiled bitterly and then returned to silence.

"Please allow the boss sir if I can't go back to the office under these circumstances" said Fely, looking frustrated. He did not want to leave his job but he was not ready to meet Ferdi. Nella who understood finally gave two thumbs up.

"Siippp. Yes, I have returned to work first.You will wait for me in Mushollah office yes do not go anywhere" said Nella, Felly nodded obediently.

At home, Fely and Nella finally came home together, they both stopped by to fill their stomachs before returning to Nella's Apartment.

While Ferdi was still silent in his study. He wanted to contact Fely but he put up with it because now is not the time to let Fely calm down. Although worried but Ferdi knows that Fely is not a reckless person, he believes Fely can certainly think rationally about their problems.

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