Loving My Cousin

Eps. 58# Explanation

Varel drove his car at moderate speed, in the lyrics Fely was still silent and reluctant to tell what happened. Varel who could not stand this kind of situation ended up pulling his car over in a rather quiet place.

In the Car

"Dek, if you have a problem with your brother's story" Varel started a chat.

"Sorry, I'm just not ready to tell anyone. Everything is very surprising." said Fely lirih, unconsciously he again sobbed.

"You have a brother, don't be like this. You feel useless for letting you cry again. Though brother has promised in his heart that brother will take care and will not let you grieve, but now what? even my brother doesn't know anything. Brother feels like a fool for not knowing the fact that your husband is alive" Varel said, hitting the steering wheel.

"Bang, don't mistake yourself, brother, this is all Eza's fault. As if he were like this, creating a big lie, I don't want to forgive him. He thought I was not hurt to lose him without knowing his body, when I had started to accept reality, he suddenly came again to appear before me pretending to be someone else." said Fely fiery.

"So.so, is Reza really alive?" Varel stared confusedly at Fely but he tried to digest Fely's verita.

"You can't be so deck, Reza must have had a reason to do it all. I'm sure Reza loved you very much, you were horrified Reza's explanation not to be sorry" Varel advised his sister wisely.

"Whatever the reason but he's already too much bang, joking with the pretend dead is not funny at all. You didn't know I was like crazy when I heard that he died" Fely cried again remembering those times, although he had once felt his world was destroyed but he still tried hard and got back up.

"I need time bang, I'm still disappointed. I know that maybe Brother Eza doesn't want my future to be unclear because he takes care of a disabled person, but he can't be as willing as that to make a decision. She thinks I'm a girl, I don't think Eza's sister can't seem to me like that" Fely was still as happy as she was but kept on expressing her heart.

"Udah you calm yourself, you rest first now so that later you can think clearly, do not let you make the wrong decision." said Varel.

"Later when you get to the house of your brother woke up" Varel stroked the top of his sister's head and returned to drive his car.

They both took a journey of approximately Two Hours to reach the city of B. And it turns out at the house of Fely's parents, Mama Weni, Papa Bagas, and Ferdi are waiting for their return.

"Assalamu'alaikum.. mama. Varel was smiling behind his sister.

"Wa'alaikum dear greetings." replied mama Weni in a soft voice. Fely's face immediately changed because he saw someone who had disappointed him. That man is Ferdi/Reza.

"Why is he here?" ask Fely flat.

"Felysa, you sit down first we talk carefully" papa Bagas this time said firmly and Fely was obedient. Because Fely has a lot of respect for his parents.

Fely finally sat down with a forced and angry feeling as if he wanted to eat people, his sharp glare at Ferdi who looked a little agitated because only now did he see Fely looking at him like that. While Varel who did not want to interfere just sat back and listened to the chat of four people in front of him.

Papa Bagas helps his son-in-law explain the events of Three years ago experienced by Ferdi, although angry, upset, disappointed, Fely still listened to his papa explanation. Ferdi did not want to not explain himself to Fely but he did not want to make the problem so he entrusted to his in-laws because Fely would not dispute his parents considering he knew how much Fely loved his family.

"Fel, papa hope you can forgive Ferdi" said papa Bagas with a hopeful look.

"So, all this time you have been conspiring to hide the truth from me" Fely concluded.

"It's not like that dear, we have no intention to lie to you" this time mama Weni voiced out.

"As far as you know, I've been living my life well for four years, healing my wounds slowly but why? why when everything starts to heal you just tell the truth. Ohh.... Or maybe if you don't see another man approaching me you won't tell me the truth? you want to hide it forever like that?" fely said fieryly while pointing at Ferdi.

"Eca, all of that is not true. Unlike the apq you think, please listen to me and give me a chance" Ferdi ventured to speak.

"Reza Ferdinand... I didn't think you were a coward and a selfish hahh" Fely smiled cynically. "what do you think I am? I didn't expect in your eyes I was that low... You're afraid I can't wait to take care of you? or are you afraid I'm leaving you because you're handicapped? it turns out you don't really know me yet, and you don't fully believe me" Ferdi just shut up and thought about what Fely said. There is a point in Fely's speech, although not everything is true.

"I'm tired.I want to rest" Fely walked up one by one the stairs that led him to his room. He closed the door and threw his body violently on a soft mattress that he had not occupied for a long time and soon he fell asleep adventuring into the dream world.

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