Loving My Cousin

Eps. 45# Trying Hard

It did not feel like it was late but Fely did not wake up yet, Mama Weni did not deliberately wake Fely because she knew for sure at this time her daughter was still very hit. Losing someone we care about is very heavy, especially without messages and messages. Even the story of the two of them has just begun, indeed sometimes the fate of life can not be guessed and humans can only plan.

" Bang, your sister hasn't woken up yet? " ask mama Weni as the three of them gathered at the dining table.

" His rich is not yet Ma. Eca was still very sad, clearly visible the look of her face "lit Farel while spooning food to her mouth.

" Let it be like that, Ma, Eca now needs support from us" said Papa Bagas.

" Yes Pa, our son is too young to undergo this heavy test" said mama Weni with a facial expression that suddenly returned sad.

" Ma, Pa, what if Eca went to college near my office? later on let Farel help you out." Farel advised both of his parents.

" It doesn't seem bad. All of you let your sister stay in your apartment only ", said Papa Bagas.

" But we have to ask Eca first, what does she want? because he lived "said Mama Weni.

" Yes Ma, it must be. " answered Farel briefly and then continued to eat.

Amidst the silence the three of them suddenly heard the sound of footsteps coming down the stairs. They turned their heads, and it turned out to be Fely.

" Dear, are you awake? " Mama Weni approached her daughter and took her to her seat.

" HMmmm "that's all that's heard from their cheerful daughter's mouth first. Now it looks like his joy has gone with Reza.

" Ca, you eat yes.A little gapapa important you eat. Mama was masakin your favorite food loh "persuak Mama Weni while taking food for her daughter.

" Please don't you ever miss me Eca again. Eca's gone with the man who gave the call. " Today Fely makes a sound even though it still sounds heavy.

" Dek, I'm sure you're amazing. You're strong, you're brother "Farel's best brother walking behind his sister while stroking her head and grabbing her in hopes of giving her little brother some strength.

" You guys take it easy I just need some time to accept and understand this. Felysa is not a weak person "he said flatly and tried harder.

" Why me, Ma? I just had a nightmare. Please don't talk about it anymore. I'm fine" Fely said again. He still tried to cover up his vulnerability.

Not that he had forgotten the painful event, only that he did not want to make his family too sad. Because he thinks everything has happened and it is impossible to return unless there is a miracle. But he did not want to hope for an uncertain miracle, which would actually make him disappointed even more deeply.

Maybe from now on she will be colder and a little traumatized to fall in love again, because the feeling she has is gone with her husband who is very dear to her. However, he is only a normal human being, before he may not take long to fall in love, but forgetting the people he loves may take a long time.

" Yes, Fely went to the room first. You also rest "after finishing your meal Fely was ready to go back to his room.

After arriving at his room he again cried again, no matter how hard he tried to hold still the clear liquid continued to flow by itself. He continued to vent his grief until he was truly relieved.

" Satisfied you made me like this? satisfied you? you think I can't live without you? just look I'll show you that I'm not weak. I'll prove that I'm better than this, surely that's what you want? " Fely spoke at length while looking down at her wedding photo.

" God why so soon you took him out of my life. Even when I started learning to be a good wife to her. It's not that I protested with your destiny, but I'm still not quite ready to lose him at this moment. Why is my destiny so funny, I married her so quickly, loved her for so long and now so soon she's gone." Screeched Feli in the middle of his crying voice, then he re-stressed his head.

" Okay.I won't be a weak woman, from now on I'll prove to you how strong I am " He was still talking to the framed photo and shortly after that he put it in the drawer of the closet in his room. I don't know how long he talked to that thing until he finally got tired and went back to sleep on his own.

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