Loving Adopted Sister

21. Bagas.

Happy Reading's.

I looked up at the ceiling in my room. Mommy's story is still running around in my brain.

Mommy said that Sonia was only using Zicko, and that baby was Orlando's son, the man who chased me and I had rejected many times. Mommy says that they conspired because they both felt hurt.

That means they already know my relationship with Zicko to what extent.

Good Lord! Is all this true? Am I just dreaming? I hit my head to wake me up, who knows I was having a nightmare.

As long as I worked with Javier I felt like I was dreaming, that guy always gave me nightmares.

Ah, back to the story of Mommy who was very surprising. As for Orlando and Sonia, who framed Zicko, I'm not really familiar with all of this. If this is indeed a trap, then they have succeeded in making my heart hurt badly. What a drama they are presenting is so ugly.

I remember Sonia, that girl was a friend of Zicko's in college, actually not a friend because they were not close. As I remember it never even.

Sonia had liked Zicko in college since the beginning, the woman did not dare to approach Zicko or just say hello, considering Zicko was always flat and cold towards every woman.

Yes, Zicko's attitude will be gentle only to me, so I trust him so much that I never even get caught up in my mind that Zicko is going to have an affair.

Back to Mom's story. Being unable to have Zicko, and Orlando unable to have me, it was finally at the time when Sonia was pregnant for having become an impingement from Orlando who was also equally hurt by my refusal many times, he said, the man invites Sonia to work together to destroy my and Zicko's relationship by swapping Zicko's hair samples for Orlando's hair samples.

That's Mommy's version of the story, I don't know what the real story is. Although Mommy says many times that Zicko does not love Sonia but how are you after they get married?

Ah, yes, this is what I fear, their marriage is almost a year, 7 months to be exact.

I'm sure for sure they often do husband and wife relations, yes it is indeed a very reasonable thing, considering they are legal to do so

Even Zicko was entitled to Sonia's body regardless of the woman trapping him.

Why thinking about it makes my heart hurt again. Dear Lord Zizi, why are you so selfish, their marriage has been running for almost seven months, of course they certainly need a warm touch and biological needs as men and women.

It's only natural that I'm sick and jealous, even though their marriage is a trap and Zicko doesn't love Sonia.

All this time they had been hiding the incident from me. Zicko, I love you so much, but somehow that lie still can't be accepted.

Tonight I was dissolved in thoughts that were very draining of the brain, mind and heart. Until the time shows at 11 pm my eyes still can not be closed.

Mommy sleeps in the other room because this apartment only has two bedrooms. I know Mommy's struggle to get here wasn't easy either.

For more than a month I've cut off communication with my family. But even so I know that Daddy Nick is always watching me.

Mommy said, Kenzo still can't see me because he has to solve his problems with Sonia and Orlando who are already in prison.

I don't know how long I've been struggling with that thought all of a sudden these eyes feel heavy.

***

"Zizi, baby!"

"Wake up son, aren't you working?"

I heard Mommy's voice trying to wake me up, my legs and hands in motion.

"I'm still fucking Mom!"

"It's almost 7 in the morning, get up quickly if you don't want to be late baby!"

I opened my eyes and rubbed them slowly. "Yes Mom, I'll take a shower first."

"She took a quick shower, Mommy made you your favorite breakfast!"

With a lazy step I went into the bathroom and cleaned myself up.

I walked towards the kitchen where Mommy was very noisy.

Uh, why is there a man's voice there and it's a familiar one. Suddenly my heart was beating very fast. My steps stopped when I saw a man who was always haunting my mind!

"Zizi, have you finished your bath? Look Zicko has come, he has finished his business in Florida, too" said Mommy Liora with a big smile.

I stared at the man who was looking at me with this longing and guilty look.

God, why am I surprised again, I really cannot speak.

Zicko is in front of me? Why does my heart feel a little happy to see this man standing there smiling.

"Zizi, I miss you so much!" I felt my body pull and hit the chest of Zicko's field, the warm embrace that I had longed for I finally felt back.

The scent of Zicko's body always kept me calm and very comfortable. Yes, I also miss him very, very much.

"Please forgive me baby, I'm sorry for being dishonest from the start, I almost lost you, I don't want to baby, don't go again, don't leave me!"

I looked up at Zicko's already wet handsome face. Our hearts snatched each other. But suddenly Zicko's shadow with Sonia flashed.

Zicko has become the husband of people.

I let go of the hug and pushed Zicko's body.

"Dear, why? Are you still mad at me?"

Ah, somehow, how can I describe with words, how I feel right now.

"Zizi, baby!"

"Don't touch me Zicko!"

I saw his eyes perfectly round. It feels like my heart still does not accept Zicko's care.

"Dear, please! I'm sorry, didn't Mommy tell you everything, I was trapped by Sonia and Orlando."

"I know!"

"What else is it?"

Mommy who saw our debate chose to be quiet, maybe Mommy deliberately let us talk to each other.

Geck, tok, tok!

There was a knock on the door in front, without answering Zicko's question I immediately turned and walked towards the door.

Zicko follows me from behind, I don't care, he doesn't know that my heart still hurts.

I opened the door and saw who was visiting.

"Javier's? Eh, I mean, Mr. Javier," said I was a little surprised at the arrival of my boss.

Javier silently stared not at me, but at Zicko who was beside me.

"Zizi, who is he?" Zicko asked.

I saw Zicko's hands clenched. While Javier still remained silent staring at the man who was beside me.

"Mr Javier, you picked me up right, let's go," I went straight out and grabbed Javier's arm. Maybe now it's my turn to use Javier and I'll take him on a show. Like he used me.

Seriate.