Loving Adopted Sister

105. vent

" sat.hem... You sure want to listen to my curses." Tanya Ayra hesitated.

" Yes I will hear your curses, but today we are off so I have plenty of time to listen to your curses." Reply Fatimah.

Ayra tried to catch her breath and exhaled her breath. Ayra tries to convince herself to tell a story

" Fat, you never like the opposite sex." asked Ayra.

" never." replied Fatimah.

" You've always liked men but only kept them in your heart without any intention of telling you how you feel."

" Ever."

" Fat you don't think it's wrong that you love your cousin."

Fatimah looked at Ayra while frowning her forehead.

" Why is wrong! Even if your cousin doesn't have blood ties."

" It's not wrong how much less no blood ties from your big family is not a problem." Reply Fatimah.

" I love my cousin in silence and hope that Allah SWT unites me to her. At first I felt like I was wrong for loving my cousin. But if you look at the blood bond is not at all. I'm just my family's adopted son at the moment. While his father he was his adoptive brother my mother. That's why I keep loving and expecting my cousin."

" But now I have to erase the feeling I'm fat, last night when I opened the phone all day yesterday I didn't have time to hold the phone. And in the family group I saw a video sent by my cousin to the family group. And in the video it shows the man proposing to my cousin." Said Ayra while wiping away her tears flowing down her cheeks.

" sthat mean?." Fatimah did not understand because she did not know about her friend's family.

" So Opa and Oma I have five kids, when Om Rayyan's only been a few months. Opa and Oma I have to move to Japan. And in Japan, Opa and Oma, I raised two children. Om sakti and Aunt Dania were adopted after their parents died in an accident. And how many years later Oma gave birth to twins, om Zafran and mami me."

" Om sakti had two children, the first was Ghaizan and the second was Mezzaluna, Mas Ghaizan was my older cousin who I liked. And then Ghaizan proposed to his son, Rayyan, Oma's first son. His name is Breeze, Breeze is triplets and he's the last. Now you know the fat." Ask Ayra.

" Now I know. You are indeed all this time if you gather again you never see your cousin who is also Ghaizan mas ya." Ayra nodded.

" You never saw Ghaizan's mas glancing or stealing glances at your cousin Breeze." Ask Fatimah.

Ayra nodded

" What age is Breeze?." Ask Fatimah.

" Breeze just graduated high school." Answer Ayra.

" Ay may be Ghaizan's mas is just as rich as you he's liked your cousin Breeze a long time ago. It's just that Breeze is still in school so it's only now that he says and applies for Breeze. Especially in your family, there is no such thing as dating." Fatimah.

" Now you better erase your feelings because later you will also feel hurt because you will always meet them at family events" said Fatimah.

" It's true that you're fat, I must throw this feeling away."

' Now don't cry anymore, meningan we make a cake tomorrow Michelle birthday." invite Fatimah

" Well, what cake?" ask Ayra.

" Don't know yet because you haven't bought the material. I'm just going to the supermarket for a nitip."

because Ayra did not want the nitip so Fatimah was willing to leave.