Loving Adopted Sister
12. go home
"Not only nervous but you have to be mentally prepared!"
"Don't say that, donk, I'm really afraid of it!"
"I'm also like that, Zi, not good at first want to tell the same story you, but I'm afraid that until you don't know what's going on here, what's going on here, I understand that Aunt Liora and Uncle Nickolas won't say this" Shasa said.
Hearing Sasha's words why suddenly my chest feels pain yes, I hold this already tight chest, the feeling of heart is not good getting yelled at.
"Zi, I hope you have to be patient and not cry!"
"Kok you said that, anyway! Don't tempt me, donk Sha!" I was upset by Shasa suddenly talking like that.
Oh my God why Sasha's words even make my eyes heat up. Is this news about Zicko and the woman.
"Say Sha, there's no need to beat around the bush!" I can't wait to hear the big news of what it is.
I saw Shasa take a deep breath and exhale slowly.
"I'm sure Zi that you definitely don't know about this matter yet, because it seems to be very secretive!"
"Is this another woman's problem?" Shasa just kept quiet while sipping his drink.
Only Sasha knows about my relationship with Zicko. I believe in this woman because since our teenage years we've been sharing stories with each other.
Shasa was still silent, making me even more anxious.
"Jeez Sha, just tell me, don't make me curious!"
I can't stand it anymore I want to know what news is in secret.
Sasha seemed to take a deep breath and exhale slowly.
"Zicko is married, Zi, and now he is waiting for the birth of his son with his wife!"
BOOM!!! Jeder!!
Like being hit by an atomic bob in my heart, what news is this! Oh my God, what really happened? Zicko is married and will have a child?
"Don't you prank me, Sha?" I am still trying to strengthen myself to be ordinary, it could be just Sasha's wits to welcome my arrival.
"I swear I didn't lie, Zicko's wife was my lover's cousin and I didn't know this long ago when Sonia came to Alan's house. She told me about her life and what I don't believe is that her husband is Zicko Ferguson!"
God, hearing the news it feels broken already this heart, it feels like knowing people who have always said love instead choose another woman figure, Sonia the name is very familiar.
The tears that I had been holding back, my chest felt so tight, why Zicko was so heartless to betray me, like in a sharp knife and directly in the right stab at this heart.
Cracked, crushed and the pain I felt, why? why are all the bad guys to me! why does Zicko do all this, doesn't he love me anymore? what do the words of love she has been saying?
What wrong? why did God give me this kind of trial, it hurt so much to be betrayed, Zicko who I believe also loves me turned out to prefer other women in his life.
My body was limp, I hit my chest so many times to breathe, Sasha who saw me like that immediately hugged me.
"Prophet Zi, I know how you feel, I'm the only one who doesn't experience and only sees the fact that it hurts, let alone you Zi, Zicko is indeed a jerk!"
"Sha, do you know where they are now?" I have to find them, I don't accept being lied to and betrayed like this.
"I heard from Alan that Sasha went to the hospital last night because of bleeding, that's all I know!"
"Let's go to the hospital!"
I'm going to hit them, I'm not going to let Zicko and his wife be happy behind my suffering, Zicko should have said from the beginning that he was married!
Completely deserted this confine my own
Drooping chewed by fiery fishermen
Down the streets deserted
Wreath without purpose
Losing your face insinuated
Bring a line of happy words that drown the conscience
Above the endless hope
All this time
I always try to understand my heart
But it turns out everything is still all I feel
The name engraved in the coral of my heart
Now it's eroded
By the waves that hit..
Me and saturates me, together mute
It was too far away to reach the star I was looking at
Me and my smile
Following the pensive silence
But created a dream
It disappeared in an instant
Heart Shouts
When I think about him
Which I don't know where
Sometimes the heart cries out with its voidness
Seeking and waiting for his love
With a weakly limped step I stepped towards Sasha's car which would lead me to meet Zicko and his wife in the hospital.
I never imagined Zicko would betray me like this. It hurts, hurts, breaks my heart right now. No matter how many tears have come out, the betrayal Zicko has done will never be forgotten.
All my thoughts were shattered at once seeing how he was so willing to treat me like this, Zicko did not pick me up at the airport turned out he was taking care of his wife who was bleeding. Oh God!! why is everything like this!!
I still hope that Sasha lied to me or just prank me! but it turns out that everything is real.
It feels like knowing that fact, he already has a wife! I know that his pregnant wife is more important than me, but she should be able to tell me the truth. Wasn't there a cell phone, or did he intend to lie to me and not tell the truth if he was married?
Or did Zicko not contact me because he was busy looking after his wife, why did my heart become more and more sick! Zicko is married, already has a wife, it turns out the love he revealed all along turned out to be just a falsehood. Your love has been divided and may not even exist at all.
I saw a hospital nameplate specifically for mother and child, which means that Zicko really loves his wife, the proof is that she is pregnant.
"Let's go out Zi, don't be sad that I'm here!" Sasha clasped my hands in encouragement. I was a little overwhelmed by my friend's care.
"Stay strong, do not be weak, you must be strong!"
"Either Sha, I will be strong or not, I just want to hear an explanation from Zicko, maybe after that I will choose to avoid him."
Yes, I must leave immediately, if I can get out of this country, I would not be able to see the traitor Zicko.
Sasha opened the car door and took me out. My legs feel heavy to step on, it feels unable to if I have to know the truth.
My heart rumbled, I really couldn't.
Seriate.
