Love Words

Chapter 88

Rayyan fused her forehead with layya's forehead. After giving an artificial breath to layya, she grabbed layya's body and hugged him tightly.

Rayyan's breath seemed to be bored being inwardly there, shouting call layya. But Layya was not conscious either.

'layya please don't do this!'. The inner rayyan was weak as well as tired.

His chaotic heartbeats were already in there he did not care. Fear is what is ruling him now.

'wake up!I beg you.this is too difficult for me layya. You have to explain this to me layya. Why am I like this. Why am I so scared. Why am I shaking like this. Why is my heartbeat not what it used to be Layya'.

'wake layya. Answer me'. Rayyan further tightened her forehead with layya.

'All I know is that layya I don't love you layya. I love Reina. I don't hate you, maybe I did. Before I know the truth. But now it really doesn't layya. The same feeling as you used to. It's still the same until now. Comfortable and always fun to be around. Can I say layya. Ye...Carrying its own color in my quiet and cold life. Both then and now. Ye...Like forcing me to get out of my safe zone. Tenangku zone. Life is my feet and relaxed. With you I admit layya. I know the meaning of the word joking and laughter. Your funny behavior, want to always make me interested in teasing you, guarding you, and joking in making you cry. Because after that your face is lashed, annoyed and angry with me. It was fun layya. You know that. Of course you know. I like to watch you and prank you. Even remember you. You named me Zebra, and you used to call me by that name, to piss me off, to get back at me. Because my time and schedule were very busy at that time. We are rarely together. Even if together it is only about 2 or 3 hours. It made me feel so guilty about you. You are my wife but I live often. Even when you are sick, I cannot accompany you. Because I have to shoot and leave for the city. Really layya. That's what makes my steps so hard to go. All my life, only then did I feel a sense of unease. You told me to leave. It's pissing me off. Why don't you ban me. Why don't you arrest me. Why don't you stop my steps. Why don't you yell and tell me you need me and tell me to postpone my schedule. Sanggu layya, I will do that. But what you did was the opposite. I was disappointed at that time. You pushed me away. You told me to leave. And don't think my feelings are good when it's Layya. During the trip even while doing a photo shoot. I'm reminded of you. Your face is pale. Your weak voice and the heat of your body I can still feel. Even then I got a reprimand several times from the photographer for not focusing'.

Rayyan kept her face away looking at Layya's calm face, as if very comfortable in the depths of her eyes.

"what's...? Now you're avenging me layya? But this is too scary layya? Reply to me in another way layya. Get up and beat me all you want. I promise I won't fight. I promise I won't retaliate. I promise not to avoid. I promise..hiks...". Sobs of rayyan who could no longer hold her back.

Rayyan looked at both of layya's eyes while her forehead was still fused with layya's.

"do you want your divorce papers? Wake up, I'll give it. You want me not to interfere with your life anymore? Wake up, I will. You want....Layyah?". Rayyan's voice that was almost like a whisper called out the name of layya.

Rayyan kept her face away from Layya and looked at the face of layya, who was already very cold as well as the body of layya who was drooping weakly. Cupping both of his hands on Layya's face. Rayyan spoke. His voice could be heard by some people there. Including papi, mami and Reina who are still there.

"you want me to stay away from your life and our two children, right? Alright. I'll do that...But the condition is that you have to wake up first. Let's get up and let's talk. We need to talk a lot about Layya. Let's get up and talk. Give me a letter whatever it is for me to sign. Shouldn't Joseph and Maryam go to school? That means the cost should be me who bears, right? Also..also.their daily needs, months months months, years, until they mature until they are...". Rayyan's voice instantly weakened as she recalled her next speech.

"...Until they find their partner...Didn't they need me until then? Especially Mary, right? Yes that's true layya? They still need me so let's get up layya and let's make that letter of agreement. I promise I won't interfere with your life nor will I show up in front of our son but...But let me...Seeing them from far away, huh?!". Racau Rayyan had nothing of his own and only the three people there had faithfully heard.

Papi Rayyan who clenched both of his handbooks while staring at rayyan furiously would get angry. Imelda shut her mouth in shock at what she heard. Reina was agitated. Don't know what to do.

He was going forward to calm Rayyan and want to try to resuscitate layya but...Cold words from Mr. Andryatama, who told him to stop. Make himself what he is now. Standing, silent, with a restless feeling. He's very sure. After this. Rayyan's not gonna be okay.

Mr. Andryatama is famous for being very cruel and cruel. In educating rayyan. Just skipping school rayyan can be beaten until his legs are swollen especially after later knowing what really happened between layya and rayyan. And how rayyan has hurt layya. It won't be difficult for Mr. Andryatama if he wants to find out. It only takes 2-3 days. All he will know.

He's not worried about himself but Rayyan. He can be battered in the hajar sir Andryatama. Maybe some of his bones could break if nothing could stop him. Don't expect and think. Aunt imelda can stop the anger of Mr. Andryatama. Nah! Not at all. Even wrong wrong. Aunt Imelda herself can be angry with Mr. Andryatama if it blocks her.

He was very sure Mr. Andryatama stopped him. Karna was very curious to know what really happened to her son at once. What kind of relationship they have. Looking from Rayyan's panicked face, anxious as well as there was fear there. He thought that everyone who saw him would also feel very strange.

"i said wake up layya! Didn't you hear?!". Rayyan yelled in frustration in front of Layya's face while shaking layya's body strongly.

Rayyan's breath was seen going up and down.

Rayyan faithfully looked at layya. Waiting for layya to wake up. Seeing the movement of layya's eyelashes that move. Yet. Rayyan let out a heavy sigh while dropping her weak shoulders.

Clenching his two handbooks Rayyan stared at the 2 maids, who were standing nervously. Yep. They are assigned to look after their two children.

"you...". Rayyan's fists stared at the two sharply.

"You can't swim?!". Rayyan asked restraining her emotions. His red eyes will be angry.

If they can both swim. Layya couldn't be like now. If they can swim. Layya and her two children will not be in the water for long. And Layya will not hold the bodies of their two children for long. And Layya is now awake.

Both of them were nervous.

Rayyan gritted her teeth.

"that basic thing you can't? And sign up to be a babysitter?! Should I drown you guys here too?!".

"sorry sir. We're really sorry!". Both fell to the floor apologizing.

"sorry?!". Rayyan hissing with a vibe of anger.

"does that make my wife okay?!". Shouted rayyan wrathfully.

"wrap your clothes and get out of here?!". Shouts again.

"and you! ". Rayyan yelled at the other maid who was just standing around.

"what are you guys waiting for, huh? Quickly grab a towel and call an ambulance here?! ". His screams made the maids there look at each other.

The thing. The great master even brought the hospital here and some hospital equipment for Joseph and Maryam to be examined and treated at home. Then the towel. Being fetched.

Rayyan lowered her gaze staring at layya back. Rayyan slowly lowered her emotions. Breathe slowly to make him calm down. Layya lay back to the floor. Closed his eyes for a moment before it opened again.

Rayyan made a request.

And that request is.

"o Allah, bring my wife back to me. And I promise. I'll never hurt her again. My life...The stakes'.

Rayyan again lowered her body, bringing her face closer to Layya's face. Back giving artificial breath layya then pressing layya chest as much as possible and as strong as layya's body in holding the weight of his strength. His heart did not stop begging. His eyes continued to stare at Layya's face. Hope and keep hoping.