Love Words

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Layya narrowed both her eyes looking at Rayyan. More looking for the purpose of Rayyan's words.

"I hope you're just playing Mr. Andryatama!"

"Are you interested in my body?"

Layya lowered her gaze looking at Rayyan Yang's body that wasn't decorated with a single thread. He was not at all embarrassed or embarrassed. But, on the contrary.

'I-wanted to touch it, that muscle.' Layya again buried her face.

Rayyan chuckled amusedly. With his index finger Rayyan raised Layya's head to be able to see her.

"You haven't given me Designer Zunaira's answer. Right, the CEO of the Imperial Group offers himself to you Designer Zunaira," Rayyan brings her face closer to Layya. Only a few fingers remain, then the nose of both will touch.

Layya quickly put her face away.

"Imagine! An Imperial CEO, who became the target of the women. Offering herself to a woman with 2 children! How can I thank you!"

Rayyan lowered her gaze looking down. Which of course is covered in cloth. Different from himself.

"Enough with your body I think, Designer Zunaira,"

Layya stared at the face of Rayyan who was close to her face.

One word. Always a word for this guy. Handsome, handsome,

In the middle of Layya still watching Rayyan's face. But Rayyan was still with her chatter.

"And the 2 kids you mean. It was the result of the hard work of the Imperial CEO as well, Designer Zunaira!" Her smile before noticing Layya's gaze on her was so intense.

Rayyan fell silent and the look on her face turned flat. Seeing Layya's look at him.

"Layya what's wrong?" Her question was not heard by Layya at all.

Layya drifted in her daydream. His memory goes back to the time when they were together.

In the past, they were often like this. Joking, jailing together, laughing with trivial things, quarreling made and ending in bed, saying miss each other and if there is more time Ray. We will walk a small street around the apartment with each other hand in hand and end up hot in the apartment park.

We have never dated in a fancy place or to a mall together. For avoiding media crews and camera flashes. He did not want Rayyan's career destroyed just because he married her. And also, for some reason at that moment he felt. He does not want their relationship to be known by anyone even Rendra.

At that time, only a few people knew about their relationship. His uncle, Rayyan's assistant, and several witnesses Ray's side and himself.

Ask what kind of relationship they are. He doesn't know either. But one that he clearly knows. Never for a day did he feel happy with Ray. He was always happy and filled with happiness by Ray.

Till end. The end has arrived, and,

Layya's face immediately looked sad and she again buried her face into the blanket between her thighs.

"Layya what's wrong? Did I hurt you earlier! Which part hurts?"

Heard the worry in Rayyan's words. Layya snorted in disbelief.

Seeing the anxiety on Rayyan's face. Layya immediately smiled wryly. When I saw Rayyan.

He's always been like this. Worrying about her, worrying about her, often forgetting the fatigue in her body due to her busy schedule. Just to think about it.

'Where is it wrong?' Inner Layya was sad.

The corner of Layya's eyes let out tears. He was still staring at Rayyan.

Rayyan saw that. Of course panic instantly.

"Layya what's wrong? Are you really sick? Over where? Tell me. Do we need to go to the hospital?"

Layya who was still staring at Rayyan's face. Even the anxiety in Rayyan's face was not at all missed by Layya.

Layya put one hand on Rayyan's cheek. Which immediately made Rayyan's anxiety dispersed and replaced with a sense of warmth and a passionate longing for this feeling.

Rayyan closed her eyes enjoying the touch of Layya's hands which were so warm that even her heart was like melting ice.

"You can always control me Layya!" Rayyan said after opening her eyes and gazing into Layya's bead. The usual thing he did, first.

"Have you finished talking? If yes, then stay away. I'm going to go to the bathroom" Layya threw away her thoughts.

"Isn't this still the beginning. For those of us just starting out,"

Layya forced a smile.

"You didn't think to keep me here until night! And your work is neglected. You should set a good example for your subordinates, Mr. Andryatama!"

"I've been working there like a fortress for years without a break. And refreshed my body just one day a night. It won't bankrupt my company. Designer Zunaira!"

"I envy your position, which can relax as you please!" Sindir Layya was still with her face smiling forcefully.

"Are you interested in being part of it!"

"And being hurt again you mean!" Sarcas Layya looked at Rayyan sharply.

Rayyan was silent. The look on his face that had been smiling forced to equalize the smile like Layya, vanished already. A thousand words to say today with Layya. Of course, both. Wither away.

The atmosphere that was warm. Suddenly it became cold and gloomy.

"Where's Ray's wrong? Why can it be like that? Why are you so?" Layya's question briefly confused Rayyan. Before then he realized Layya's intentions.

"Layya you,,,"

"Why did you suddenly change? Why did you do that to me. Why could that be? Sentences like that keep haunting me Ray. All this time," Layya stared coldly at Rayyan.

It was as if Rayyan's breathing had stopped hearing Layya's line of speech. Add Layya's different gaze a few minutes ago, warm.

Lying if he said. If he had forgotten everything. Because in fact, the memory was reluctant to go from him. Tens of times, no. Thousands of times he tried to deflect. He will not be able to forget it. He will never forget this man.

Without Layya knowing. Her tears fell. Remembering the pain, though,

Rayyan immediately raised both her hands cupped Layya's cheeks. Let Layya look back at her face. And wipe away Layya's tears.

"Don't cry! I've never seen you cry. And like her I can't see that. I'm sick, my heart hurts Layya. So stop it, here you are not wrong. I was wrong. You're right, I betrayed you, I hurt you, I played you, me,,,"

Layya immediately rejected Rayyan. Which made both of Rayyan's hands slip off her cheeks.

"You think I believe it was Ray? You think I'm that stupid to believe so, Ray? No, at first I believed. I strongly believe, but. The sudden events, your sudden change, your rude attitude and words arrive, your exorcism and do you know what's stranger Ray! Your hateful look at me. Like I'm a disgusted and dirty man. Like I've been playing you,"

Layya's last words were almost like whispering after Layya shouted in front of Rayyan's face. Success made both eyes of Rayyan rounded wide.

"I feel all of a sudden. Then you disappeared, as if you didn't want to see me again in your life. And that's after 3 nights with Ray. You threw me away, "

Rayyan's eyes quivered with Layya's words. He closed his eyes. A memory he does not want to remember anymore. How fucking he is. How cruel it is.

"Stop Layya" he said with a mutter.

What made him sick wasn't because of that night. But it's a puzzle he has to solve every day. He was tired and came to a conclusion. Conclusion not to hurt yourself. And selfish conclusions. Rayyan betrayed her. Rayyan played him. Rayyan lied to her. Then until when. He lives on in the conclusion he made himself.

"No, I'm not gonna stop. You said we finished it. And yes, let's finish it now. And tell me everything,"

Rayyan still silently looked at Layya.

"Do you think it's good to live in confusion. Do you think it's good to live in obscurity. Do you think it's good to live after you made me so?"

"What's? Not love me? From the beginning you didn't love me? Did you forget Ray! From the first time we met. You never said you loved me. And did you forget. Why we got married. Do you love me? Do you remember what you said at that time! " Layya shouted in wrath.

"Tell me what happened Ray? I can go crazy every time I remember her," Layya cupped her face and cried as she pleased.

"Where is his mistake! At that time I was very happy. You know what Ray feels like?" Layya looked back at Rayyan.

"It's like someone in the air flew into space and then after he's down without any equipment in his body. That's me Ray! That's what you make me."

"You destroyed me, arrived,"

Rayyan was silent.

'No, it's Layya's fault. I'm also broken. If you knew what happened to me after you died. ' Rayyan closed her eyes. He lowered.

"I'm sorry, I'm Layya. " But I am the one who hurt you. I'm the one who ruined all of it.