Love Words

Chapter 101

"well mom! Thank you ma'am. Sorry again ma'am. It's been a hassle to mom!".

"you just focus on yourself first, son! They're the same mom. They were fast asleep, so there was absolutely no bother to layya...?".

"well mom. Thanks so much...".

"yes yes yes...Mom understands. Mom close first, huh? You also need to get enough rest, right? ".

"hm...Okay mom...". Feeling noticed by someone. Layya was surprised.

Since both of his parents died. At his age that can still be called. Small-time. At that time, he was still in elementary school. Since then. He started to be independent. Whatever he does himself. Even though he was living with uncle. Brother of father.

"oomkid?!".

Layya gasped from her daydream. Graze. Responding to imelda.

"Wa'alaikum hail ma'am! Kabari layya ya ma'am. If they wake up". Still is. Layya looks worried.

How not. His two sons. Joseph and Mary. I will always wake up in the middle of the night. Seeking himself. And when there's no one beside them. Both of them would cry out shouting to him.

"yes nak layya? Trust mom, huh?!".

"hm!". Answer layya with a murmur. Because he feels himself. Not sure about that.

Not because I don't trust imelda but. Even if ma'am imelda contacted him when they woke up. Sure at that time. He also can't do anything. It's here with a cross-infusion. As the doctor said. Must be hospitalized for last night.

And at that time. He won't be able to do anything. If they wake up in the middle of the night. As usual happens.

Yep. Both of his sons will wake up in the middle of the night. It often happens that way. And will cry looking for her. Because that too. Every night. They will sleep together in one bed. Always has.

Even though they have their own room. The room was more appropriate. He always made it for their clothes. Or play in the room. Until I fell asleep there. It happens during the day but if it's night.

Both will not be able to.

Layya.

He will only hope. May both fall asleep and not wake up.

Clik...

Hearing the sound on the phone switch off from across.

Layya lowered the thin object from her ear. Staring at him for a moment before turning to stare at Rayyan.

He is very focused on doing his job.

Srak...

Paper page openings, which are done by rayyan. A moment made layya speechless. The rayyan activity.

The sound of silence in the hospital room was very obvious. Only the sound of sheets of paper, which is opened rayyan. It became one of the voices that killed the silence there.

Layya blinked both of her long and pliable eyelashes. Turning to look the other way.

Not wanting to get away from that. He awakened himself.

Long time staring rayyan. He can have his heart shaken. Especially heart.

Which woman tried, who could refuse to look like this man. It doesn't feel there. But...If you remember the pain this man gave her. It's impossible for him to fall in love with her again, no.

Breathe in deeply.

Layya again raised her gaze to stare at rayyan, deeply.

The man he hated... But he still loved. It's very hard to forget. Crazy! ...This is fucking crazy.

Layya squeezed firmly the blanket that covered part of her body, up to her waist. Slipping hard. Reject hard. The feeling that arrived came hitting him.

Like 2 arrows at once hit his heart and heart.

With Layya's gaze still deep staring at rayyan. Layya sighed lightly.

'Crazy?!'.

'No!?'.

'That's not gonna happen'.

'Just me! Who can control myself'.

'Love!?'.

'it's impossible for me....Love again. That can't happen'.

'From it is called love. Maybe now more to be called hate'.

Yeah, that's true.

'I hate it, very much. There is no cure'.

Layya was silent for a moment. With his eyes still staring at Rayyan. However, the blank stare.

In silence. Layya brushed aside, lying to herself.

'Yes?!'.

'On the other side too. I have to forgive him. I had to force myself to forgive him'.

'One of the reasons is... Her...Father of Joseph and Mary. My two children, whom I love very much. More than my own life'.

And...

Layya took a deep and long breath, as.

A shadow. Where Joseph and Maryam fell into the pool this afternoon.

And who saved them....

Is this guy.

Own father.

Miris. Very sliced....

To me...

The only human in the world. Who does not want at all for himself. To say the word...Thank ye.

Layya turned her eyes in another direction while sighing tiredly.

"Your sigh even sounded over Layya?! ".

Raise his gaze back. Layya looked at lazy rayyan.

"this...". Sodor layya. Returning rayyan's phone, which he had borrowed earlier. To contact mami rayyan. Ask the news of his two children.

Rayyan averted her eyes from staring at the beam in front of her. Ke layya in bed.

The distance between the two is approximately 4 meters. With the layya on the hospital bed. Rayyan in kursi+meja designed so special. For clients who can do their work in the VIP room. The workbench, which is complete with its lights as well.

"bet it there! Then...". Rayyan took a breath. Raising his gaze looked at Layya. Those who are still sitting do not lie down.

"your face looks unsatisfied layya?! Would anything serious happen if they woke up in the middle of the night?!". Rayyan asked after hearing all the layya and her mama talk.

And layya's reaction. It was a surprise to Rayyan. Layya replied, without acting as usual to her. Reluctant to tell. Especially if it concerns their two children.

"the two always woke up in the middle of the night and looked for me...And if there's nothing next to them... They can cry hard!".

The sigh that came out of Layya's mouth. Making rayyan see layya's anxiety greatly.

Curious.

Rayyan asked again. Wanna know.

"do you often live?".

"never! Never once. Even if I work overtime at the company. Before midnight. I'm already at home. It happened like I was going to the toilet and they woke up".

Rayyan fused her eyebrows. When something came to his mind.

"wasn't it a while ago! You left them? How about that? You're going to Singapore...Even a few nights".

Layya immediately smiled widely with the sentence that Rayyan blurted out.

"that's to their union. They will fall asleep very soundly without waking up. If it's the day before I leave. I told them first. More appropriate to ask permission? Compromise with them. How many days can I stay!".

"so you mean yesterday wasn't the first time?!".

Looks like Layya's breathing. He thought and then shook his head.

"maybe 3 times, but it's all in their permission".

Rayyan. That meant...

"when I took you to dubai...That was without their permission. right?!".

Layya chose to sigh.

Cccc...

Recollecting. He wanted to punch this guy in the face.

Srak...Phak...

Layya chose to brush the blanket cloth and then followed by stomping hard.

"already! I'm sleepy to sleep. Just be careful if you stay alone in this room. I'll make sure you won't be able to meet your two children!". Threaten layya sharply after herself lying down. Rayyan.

Rayyan would not want to grunt in disbelief, also while smiling.

"why didn't you ask me to hug you while sleeping...? And your sleep will be good".

"try it if you dare!".

Rayyan snorted vilely.

"are you challenging me, baby...?".

Reopens his eyes. Layya looked ahead with a cold and stare.

Heard the word 'honey', which came out of rayyan's mouth. Not to make layya happy or...Amusedly. But...Angers.

Layya answered rayyan's words coldly and sharply. After being silent for a while.

Even Rayyan's heart grimaced hearing Layya's spicy speech.

"remember this one thing Ray? And never forget it...". Layya paused her words.

Reversing body. Staring at rayyan indifferently and lazily.

Rayyan returned Layya's gaze with her amused and gentle gaze. After calming his facial expression. To look calm in Layya's eyes.

"I hate you...Very! Camn it". Wipe his blanket. Layya turned back her body. Immerse his body into the blanket and turn his back on Rayyan again.

"believe it or not? I can get you pregnant again my son".

Yep. He won't be able to. Replying to layya anger with tenderness or seduction. He can't. If Layya gets angry then it's more than that.

In blankets. Layya opened her eyes again.

Gooseflesh.

That's the first thing, that happens to Layya's body. As soon as he heard the sentence glide from Rayyan's mouth.

Doubt...? .

Nah! He never thought this guy. He will not do what he thinks, especially what he plans to do. Because he...

The most selfish man in the world. Who can do whatever he wants. If he wants to.

And about that?.

He is 100% sure%. This guy's gonna do it.

Closing his eyes back. His mind is saying.

'yes. I don't doubt that'.

Layya sighed lightly before answering tiredly.

"can't you just give up and let me go ray...?...I was tired and...Tired of facing you. I miss the day we were without you... Like old times...". Layya closed her eyes slowly inside the blanket.

Wished. Very hopeful. The sleepiness took him away.

Rayyan's sharp gaze to Layya's back. Like a laser beam if sharp. It had already pierced Layya's back from earlier.

And from under the blanket. Layya could feel that.

"what's that word...Have you ever given it to that cute guy Layya? I bet, no!".

Sighs tired. That's what Layya did.

'can't this guy let it go? Even to sleep. Elementary...'. Wait for...

'why did he bring Rendra here? What are they talking about and what is he talking about?.hahhhh...I really don't understand, what he's thinking'.

"your mom told me to rest. Didn't you let me do that?!".

"if you're talking about that little guy. You are aware of layya? You always divert. And I'm not that bad. You who cut me down wither! Sleep until your body bloats". Upset rayyan. While after, Rayyan opened the page of paper in front of her aloud.

'always that cute guy. Always that little guy. Cccc...Damnit...If there is no sin. I really buried that little man in the middle of the blue sea. And...Make it a fish meal there...Cccc... Damn you layya'.

Huhhhhhhhhhhh...

Again, layya sighed.

'already'.

"stop sighing layya? And sleep...That's very disturbing!". Bete rayyan is upset. Raise his voice a little. While both beads of his eyes were staring at Layya's back.

'what was I thinking first? So I want to marry this guy? ...I think I should try to recall that. Of course, aside from his good looks'.

Substantial...

'if you remember. From the past until now...He's always pissed off. I think that's the advantage. Makes people upset. Rayyan *****'.