Love Words

Chapter 107

Astounded...

Swaying in place with stopped breathing restrained...

His brain will, will stop working. So too with the blood flow in his body. Instantly stopped flowing throughout his body....

This second...

At present...

A few words from his son.

Rayyan.

Still trying to digest and spell it back.

3 Words said by his son.

But how many times did he repeat. Both in his heart and mind.

How many times he tried to digest and spell one letter after another.

3 said his son 'No your daddy'. Able to make himself...

Numb off!.

Her...

His son!. Point not use comma.

Her...

The blood of his flesh!.

The seed!.

.....

What's...Confession is that hard?.

Do I have to feel this pain.

Wh why?

Why should that man.

Why don't I.

What more than that guy.

.............

Because he was there when you knew the world?.

Because he was there when you started talking?.

Because he was there when you started crawling and walking?.

Isn't that also the thing I would have done if you were by my side back then?.

I did not know you were already in your mother's womb.

I don't know you were born into this world.

I don't know who you're starting to see and know.

I'm the one who doesn't know you... Who are beginning to talk.

I'm the one who doesn't know you... Who started crawling, walking and running.

I'm the one who doesn't know...

Shall?.

Should he shout in front of this son. If that man is the reason he can't see him born in this world?. Who cannot feel him in his mother's womb?.

And because of that man too...?.

Which makes him crazy.

Not trusting my own wife.

I thought Layya was playing behind me.

I easily converted the cheating layya behind me.

To be in love with a man who is nothing but... Her first love.

On the bike I felt disgust for Layya at that moment.

Hate and be angry at Layya.

Without asking Layya or trying to figure out the truth.

Her...

A name he would not listen to. Neither now nor the future. The good that comes out of his own mouth is more than the mouth of his son. Right now but what...

His son, his flesh and blood, the seed he planted into the womb of the woman he had said he married.

However, he heard the word daddy Rendra.

That meant. Her daddy is...

Rendra.

Not him, but him.

He's the man who destroyed it.

That already made him do stupid things, hurt layya and worse.

He does not believe in Layya.

Underline He who does not believe in Layya. A husband who does not believe in his own wife.

Which woman's heart doesn't hurt. The heart of the wife who is not sick and disappointed. If his wife or himself is very sincere and loyal to her husband. But...

A husband. With his dirty thinking. He plays in the back. He cheated on her with his first love. He's dirtying what's called marriage. She betrayed her husband. He betrayed his word of love. He lied to me. His love is not for me, but always for his first love.

Without trying to think. Layya couldn't have done that. Without me trying to figure out what was really going on behind me and more so that night.

Why are they kissing?.

Why would Layya return the kiss?.

What were they doing in the hotel room that night?.

Have they done it?.

What layya... Is it right to do so behind my back...?.

Wh why?

What mistake?.

Am I too busy for no time to layya?.

Wh why? Wh why?.

Even the words of the question never crossed his mind.

Layya.

Layya played behind him.

Layya is quietly in love with her first love.

Layya is a disgusting woman.

I hateit.

I'm upset.

I don't want to see her again.

I run and always turn my back on it. With what I believe and want to believe for myself.

Sometimes I think.

If only when I looked at them together first. Not going but I went over to them and asked...

"what are you guys doing? ".

Or sentences.

"what are you two doing?".

Or sentences.

"layya, I don't like seeing you with him. You smile and laugh so much, I don't like it. Away from her".

Might as well.

We're still fine. And that will never happen.

I admit. I don't love layya. I'm sure it is. But... To live with layya, spend our day, spend our youth and equally invite old age. Ever thought of me. To live it with layya.

Being next to Layya made me comfortable. Leaning on his shoulders and back layya made me always feel safe. Like all the burdens or problems that always arise in my life disappear instantly. Hugging and grasping Layya's hands makes my body warm and serene. L'm...

Like knowing the meaning of the word home.

She's my. He's the safest and most comfortable place in the world. Before it...

It's happening.

I regret it even so much until this moment.

I'm so grateful. That doctor. The doctor I paid to inject drugs, which could make a pregnant woman miscarry and won't be able to get pregnant again.

Didn't do that. But instead injecting fertility drugs into the womb layya. Which turned out at that time, Layya already contained two seeds.

Injecting the drug. Nothing else is. She did not want to be pregnant with the man's child.

Lying when he said injecting layya with the drug when the first day they became husband and wife because in fact. He injected the drug 3 months after they were married. That is when layya at that time fainted due to fatigue of work. That's what the doctors at the hospital said.

That time...He still remembers. Layya collapsed at the shooting location. But not her self-photography. Except for that cute guy's shoot. He was in Italy for the anniversary of a famous brand. Coincidentally that time. He became one of the brand models. Calvin Klein's.

Hearing layya fall unconscious who was contacted by uncle layya directly. He hurriedly finished his work there and immediately flew here without waiting for Alex.

But until here what did he see? . His worries, his anxieties, his trembling on his body, which he himself did not know why. Replaced by his anger and hatred for Layya.

Flashbacks...

Dress up hospital. Faded blue color.

Layya was on the bed with a sitting position. Rendra was next to the bed sitting in a chair.

Layya whose face looked very pale and limp. With one hand attached an infusion hose. While Rendra with painstaking and loving. Feed bribes for the sake of mouthfuls of rice porridge into the mouth of the wither.

Without both knowing. Rayyan's presence behind the hospital room door. Seeing all those things.

Rayyan's hands were clenched tightly. Rayyan's face looked dark. His bead eyes stared darkly full of anger at the one partner who was inside.

Throw his face to the side. Breathing heavily and quickly.

Rayyan turned around and stepped away from there. With mixed feelings. Disappointed, sad, angry and at the same time touched the hatred of layya.

When a few steps away from the door of the room in care layya. Rayyan stopped. His eyes stared ahead. To the figure of the woman wearing a maron dress was approaching towards him. Or go to Layya's room. Reina's.

Reina glanced at rayyan beside her as she passed through rayyan. Not with rayyan.

Rayyan stared at Reina intensely. Like a plan was in his brain.

When Reina had reached the side of rayyan without reina stopping her steps. Rayyan lowered her gaze not seeing Reina anymore.

"you asked me to leave layya, didn't you?!".

Tuk...

The sound of high heels reina stopped.

Reina turned to look at Rayyan.

"what?!". Reina asked surprised and did not understand.

Rayyan flipped her body staring at Reina while both of her hands were in her pants pocket.

Rayyan's quiet... No more clarifying his words. Because she was sure, Reina heard it.

Reina thought for a moment before answering.

"i'm asking you to stay away from layya ray? Not leaving layya! What the fuck is with your words? Sounds like you're actually in love with Layya, am I wrong?!".

Rayyan walked closer to Reina.

"yes! Wrong, very wrong! ...". Rayyan stopped her speech as soon as she arrived in front of Reina.

"a Rayyan Andryatama...It is impossible to fall for a woman like that. He's not my level. ".

Reina growled not to like.

"b*****you're ray...?".

"Zeeki!".

"who cares?! ...I don't want to know, get away from layya ray. She's a good woman, not a pant...".

"ha ha ha... Alright okay? Ha ha ha...Are you a sign? uh huh?... Huhh...". Sinis Rayyan snorted after stopping laughing.

Rayyan looked at Reina with her eyes glaring with hate and disgust at the same time.

Reina who saw the look on Rayyan's face so. Not at all recognize the rayyan figure that he knew first.

"ray you!".

"let's get married...If you want me to stay away from that woman".

Reina instantly had her eyes round hearing Rayyan's words.

"w-what?!".