
"Gw know what you think, Riv". Ian turned to Rivan with a faint smile and Rivan looked at Ian's bead with question marks.
"What first........ Rio cheated too?". Ask Rivan carefully.
Ian smiled as he stared at a painting hanging on the wall. "Not cheated.. More precisely he could not control himself at that time. Maybe get carried away? Ah.. I don't know.." Ian shook his hand.
Rivan looked at Ian waiting for further explanation. Ian kept his mouth shut.
"How much do you cover from gw and others actually? When you broke up from Rio, we all didn't know what the problem was. When you decide to marry Ilham also so. you seem sudden. Now 9 years old marriage lo who looks all right, suddenly you stopped from the house of your husband...".
"Do you have KDRT? Did Ilham ever mukul lo?". Rivan asked again, looking at Ian.
Ian shook his head. "If he'd flirted to me maybe it'd be better, Riv..."
"The injury from the blow could be gone, but the wounds he had made for years I could never be gone.. It's like it's imprinted here.." Ian pointed at his chest.
Rivan took a slow breath. He picks up his phone and is seen typing something on the screen. The man kept his cell phone back on the table.
"If I may guess, it seems like your problem with Ilham is more than just her affair, right?".
Ian nodded. "Earlier than she cheated, I and she were in an empty, lifeless relationship".
"Why do you choose to survive like that?".
Ian paused for a moment and exhaled a rough breath.
"Gw's got Varo, Riv... And now there's Kai too. Inspiration is always changing. Sometimes he's nice to me and it's like giving me hope but sometimes he doesn't hesitate to yell at me for the little things. Even he did not hesitate to fuss with gw in front of the children. The screams he made to me I always remember..."
"Verbal Violence.. He's playing with a psychic lo, Ian".
Ian rubbed his tears that fell on the cheek. He could no longer hold back his tears.
"Gw in fact the last few months have always been a visit to psychologists. Even for the cost to get there I have to be kumpulin first hehehe". Ian chuckles even though his tears keep falling.
"Gw always cries while sleeping, Riv. The pain I felt in my heart was real even though my eyes remained closed. My heart hurts so much.. I also often feel worthless. I feel like I'm unwanted and not worthy of love..." Ian continues.
He finally cried sobbing no longer hold her. He really needs to take out all the burdens on his stomach. Rivan approached Ian and gave him a box of tissues.
"Udah enough.. If you are heavy for more stories it is better to stop here. I already know what kind of marriage you live like..." Rivan.
"Gw what should it be? What should I do?". Ian turned to look at Rivan with his eyes reddened from crying.
"Lo doesn't have to do anything. Right now you need to just calm yourself down first". Rivan.
The man stood up and disappeared behind a towering pillar as if holding his luxury home. Rivan returns with two coke in his hand.
"Drink first...." Rivan gave 1 can of coke to Ian.
"Lo must remain spirit, Yan. Maybe I'm the most bego to entertain people who are sad, but I can always be lo andalin. You know, right?". Rivan looked at Ian.
Ian nodded with a warm smile and wiped the tears on his face with a tissue.
Thirty minutes later a car horn was heard from outside Rivan's house. Ian and Rivan who were having a casual conversation looked at each other.
"Not those who come...". Rivan said as he got off the sofa and stepped onto the terrace. Ian followed her from behind.
When on the terrace of the house Ian's eyes just widened when what he saw was a sedan car that was very familiar to him.
Ian patted Rivan on the shoulder quite hard. "Lo tell Rio that I'm at your house?!". Ian asked annoyed.
Rivan chuckles. "Sorry hehehe's".
"Ember is leaking your mouth!" Ian and turned around and stepped inside the house.
Rivan and Rio walked inside and sat on the sofa in the living room where Ian was. Ian did not look at the two men. He was still very upset with Rivan who informed Rio of his whereabouts. He was also ashamed of Rio because it must be his face was very chaotic because he had finished crying.
Rio was seen looking at Ian. The man's eye beads scanned Ian's appearance which was far from good.
"Why'er?". Rio asked turned to look at Rivan who was sitting beside him.
Rivan flicked his shoulders. "Lo asked the same person directly".
Rio looked back at Ian who was still not staring in his direction. He breathed his breath slowly. Rio received a message from Rivan while he was in the office. When Rivan tells himself that Ian is in his house and crying, he goes straight to Rivan's house.
"Dian..." Call Rio.
"Hmmm.." Ian said without looking at Rio. The woman's eyes were still faithfully staring at the television screen.
Rio's restoring his hair. Ah. fuck! Rio cursed inwardly. The man stood up and looked at Rivan. "Gw take Ian with you, bro!". Rio then gently pulled Ian's hand. "Let's go with me and get out".
Ian raised his head while frowning. "Where are you? I want to be here".
Rio quickly grasped Ian's hand tightly and pulled Ian's body to stand up. "Come gw".
Ian threw a glance at Rivan hoping that the man would help him but unfortunately Rivan just put his shoulder around.
"Follow it, Yan". Rivan said briefly.
"But the kids...."
"Let's go back to your house again. Lo calm down anyway they feel at home if you live in a house nyokap bokap you right.." Rivan interrupted Ian's speech.
There was no reason whatsoever that could restrain her from following Rio. Ian looked at Rio. The man nodded his head with his hand still tightly grasping his hand.
Ian sighed and walked following Rio towards his car. Both of them immediately got into the car.
"Where are we going, Yo?". Ian asked while wearing a seat belt.
"Later you know..." Said Rio mysteriously.
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