Love Without Conditions

Chapter 90

After Ilham's departure, Ian sobbed. It has to be how? What steps does he need to take next? Does He have to defend his household with Inspiration or leave everything He has built in the last 9 years?

It's really a dilemma. He was ashamed of himself and his parents. If only he had listened to what Imran said, maybe his life path would have been different. But he was in such a hurry to decide to stay married to Ilham even though he had to fight his parents. Now he just realized that the blessing of both parents is very important for the continuity of his marriage.

In 9 years Ian literally threw his crown and tried to get into the world of Inspiration. But no matter how hard he tried, he could never be free. Not because he is arrogant. No. gabe. Ian was really trying to get to know the environment of Inspiration, but he transformed into a figure that did not talk much so many friends of the man who speculated that Ian was a figure who did not want to blend in. Even to just come to the house, many of the friends Ilham did not dare to go into the house because they felt disinclined to Ian.

Inspiration also rarely invite himself or the children to go to the mall or just a walk to the park. In 9 years of marriage, the man just spends his time working. When at home was only spent by playing mobile phones or hanging out with friends in his home complex. Ian really felt alien in an unfamiliar place. When she should be able to lean on her husband, but things like that she did not get.

Ian sat pensively thinking about everything that had happened and the steps he might take. He can no longer be in an unhealthy relationship.

"Ma.. How's mom's eye?". Asked Varo who had just approached Ian.

Ian smiled faintly and kissed his eldest son's forehead. "Yes, my mom's eyes were dusting in.."

Varo looked at Ian's face closely. "Mama lied.. Mama must be crying again, right?".

"It's okay, son.. Is Kai awake yet? Varo wants to go to Grandpa's today?".

Varo's eyes sparkled at Ian's words. "You! Go to grandpa's, Ma! Varo get up on Kai first!".

Varo then ran small to his room. Ian simply shook his head looking at his eldest son.

Ian grabbed his phone and called someone's number. Within 3 times the phone connection is connected.

"Why Ian?" There was a voice of a man across the phone.

"Lo's not busy today? Can I ask you a favor?"

"Why?What do you need help with?"

"Gw to Bekasi dong, Riv.. I want to go to the bokap house with my kids".Ian said to Rivan one of his best friends in the Huruhara squad and was his little friend.

"Where are you going?"

"Don't talk about him.. Do you want to help me or not?!". Ian asked who was upset.

"Jeez sewot nih man.. PMS or hahahhaa.. I went to Bekasi. Wait, I took a shower and it was immediately numerical!!". Rivan's on the other side of the phone.

"Thank you Rivaannn!". Ian immediately turned off his phone and stepped towards his son's second room.

He could have booked a taxi online himself but in a state like now who has not returned to work and his savings have been exhausted without making him think very hard if he had to use his money to hire a taxi from Bekasi to Jakarta. The car in the garage is not finished. Bummer everything! Ian grumbled in his heart.

Two Hours Later

"Lo want to stop by? A lot of stuff, Yan". Rivan frowned looking at the pile of bags in front of him.

"Can you say that". Ian said casually.

Rivan gawking. His face looked very surprised. "Relse.. Waita.." Rivan said, holding Ian's hand.

Ian turned his head and looked at Rivan waiting for the next word from his best friend.

"So you ask me to come here in order to stop by?! So I'm now gonna help get some people to escape?!". Rivan asked in surprise.

The plot!

Ian hits Rivan on the shoulder with Kai's toy. "No noise, you can't have your mouth! Here the wall can talk you out!".

Rivan just watched the walls around the house. "Lo ngawur, by the way, Yan. Where there's a wall to talk to".

"That's kiasaaannnn Rivaaan!". Ian said annoyed and sahuti by Rivan who laughed loudly.

Not long after, Ian had finished tidying up the house of Ilham. He circulated his gaze to all corners of the house which he had lived in for several years. Not many beautiful memories were engraved in the house but only a sense of loneliness and deep sadness. If only the house could talk, it would be able to describe how much heartache Ian had endured all this time but he had to try to be okay in front of everyone including his parents.

Throughout the journey Ian just kept silent. The screams of Varo and Kai sitting in the back seat did not bother Ian at all.

Rivan glanced at Ian who had just been silent staring at the streets even though his mind was like a tangled thread.

"Yan, you're okay, right?". Rivan's question breaks Ian's daydream.

Ian looked at Rivan. "Riv, right up to the house later I can not at home you first.. Do not bring down my stuff. Anterin aja aja children to my bokap..."

"What do you mean, Yan?". Rivan asked who remained focused looking forward.

"Gw do not want to bokap see I come with a stack of bags in the trunk of your car. Must have been in his interrogation.. I am not ready yet.. I want to remember my thoughts first at your new house later tonight I talk to bokap. Can ya?".

Rivan took a quick look at Ian and smiled. "Don't you have permission to relax into my house? You used to cross the road to my house using diapers is normal, right?".

Ian hit Rivan's shoulder hard. "Heh that was when I was a kid! Fuck lo!". Ian scolded Rivan but laughed out loud.

"We are friends, Yan. You can andalin.. But this time you have to tell me. I don't want to be like Rio who nagged himself every time he was confused as to what problems you face". Rivan turned to Ian and was nodded by the woman 2 children.

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Warm kiss from me!😘