
Rara stands on the balcony of her campus library. He stared at the clear sky, somehow confused by his own feelings. Satria yaang from earlier chased after him, looking for the whereabouts of Rara. He saw Rara on the balcony and immediately approached the girl. Satria stood beside Rara, staring from beside the face of the girl, who was still seriously looking at the clouds.
" Can I stand here?" ask Satria to Rara.
Rara nodded, "It's good that you're here. There's something I want to talk to you about. Why do you have to disguise yourself as a Loyal account?"
So while with Bima, Bima told about the loyal accounts that often communicate with Rara. And it turns out that the owner of the account is Satria. Rara finally finds out that her first friend is Satria, even during this time Rara often confides in her.
" Are you angry after you found out everything?" satria asked for fear that Rara would be angry with her because she was the person behind the account named Setia.
" For a moment I felt I was deceived by you" said Rara.
Rara recalled the words of Bima just now, that on Valentine's Day right when Rara first met Bima. It was Satria who gave the umbrella to Bima and asked Bima to wade Rara towards the stop.
" Have you been watching me all this time?" tanya Rara remembered Bima's words about Satria to her.
" Yes." answered Satria.
" If you like me, why are you involving virgin?"
" To be able to provoke you, so that you can tell your true feelings."
Rara was annoyed to hear that answer.
" You angry?" satria asked to make sure, seeing Rara throw away her face with an annoyed expression.
" No." Rara replied without looking at Satria.
Feeling bitter, Satria pulls Rara's body to face her. "Then we make a game?"
" What game! don't want!"
" You should come play, because I'm forcing you."
" It's free for me to refuse, you'll still insist."
" When you hear your own name, what's on your mind?" ask Satria.
" Yes, myself. What the hell is the question!" answer Rara who does not understand Satria's intentions.
" If you hear your name, all I think about is you."
Rara rolled her eyes, "Oh, that's me, Rara's name is just me."
" That means the princess in your full name. The princess is many, yet only every time I hear the word, I always remember you. You're all I can imagine every time I hear the word princess, daughter of your full name, Rara princess charisma."
Rara looked at Satria face, she did not expect that Satria knew her full name.
Rara closed her eyes sighing, remembering the word Satria on her mind. And what he had in mind was Satria who liked to disturb him.
" Yes.. Someone who often bothers me. Bullies, somebody who sucks. And also a friend."
Satria looks a little dislike the answer from Rara. " Aren't you thinking of being a boyfriend?"
Rara chuckled at the question, "You told me once. If I'm not ready, we can start Tan first. You can't just get through that stage."
" At first, I wanted to be your friend." Satria then raised both hands holding Rara's face. " I want to be your girlfriend now."
Rara was shocked, looking at Satri's face. So did Satri who was also looking at him. Their gazes met, Rara's heart pounding. Rara wanted to end this, she let go of the hand of Satria holding her cheek.
" Why do you like me?"
" I like it when you grumble. That's funny to me. Then, I also like it when you're acting so pretentious. But you actually suck. That might sound strange. However, when you focus and work hard for something you want, it looks amazing to me. Looks like my serotonin works better when I'm around you."
Rara laughed at the last sentence Satria said. " What do you mean? Is that the only reason you like me?"
" That's not the reason, because loving someone is no excuse."
Rara was stunned to hear that sentence, "Hmm... How, huh? I didn't know I liked someone. Because I think I'm an unpopular and weird person. Did you like me after seeing me change my appearance?"
" There's something I want to show you." Satria took her phone in her pants pocket. He stands on the balcony and Rara does the same. Satria opened her phone, she showed a picture of Rara taken secretly, in the photo Rara still wearing stirrup and glasses. There was even a new photo when Rara was studying at the cafe, it turned out that the one who cleaned her desk was not the cafe waitress but Satria.
" I want you to know that every time I'm with you." Satria grabbed Rara's hand, and pressed it against her chest.
" My heart beats very fast. I feel happy every time I am with you. How're you? How do you feel when you are with me? are you comfortable?"
Their proposal met, Rara's hand still stuck to Satria's chest. Satria's heart was racing, as well as his heartbeat. Rara quits it all, before her heart jumps out.
" Ra, did you want to know the first impression when I met you? You may have forgotten it, but not me. I didn't forget that."
Flashbacks.
At that time Satria was looking to photocopy his task, it turned out that there was a paper stuck making the photocopy did not work well. Suddenly a girl with a geeky appearance comes along, she helps Satria. Until finally Satria's task can be photocopied. Satria thanked me. As Satria was about to leave, she heard someone call the girl.
" Hey the Goddess the copier! don't forget a copy of my book." the man handed over some of his books, plus some students who also handed over their books to the geeky girl.
Satria felt sorry for the girl, she did not dare to get close to the girl. Satria just stared at him far away, until she finally found out the girl's social media account. From there Satria created a new account called Setia to be able to make friends with the girl. They finally get acquainted, from which Satria knows if the girl's name is Rara. Feelings that are just pity, now become a feeling of liking to Rara. That added up when Rara wanted to get close to Bima, Satria felt that it was an opportunity for her so that she could get closer to Rara by disturbing Rara every time they met.
End flashback.
" Thank you for liking. But it feels new to me. I don't know, if we're gonna hook up later I'm gonna have to. I need some time to think. I need time to understand my feelings first." said Rara then left. Satria gazes at Rara's departure, this time her love statement is again rejected by Rara.