
The sound of the rumbling rain was heard, Rara did not care about the rain that was falling rapidly. Rara kept walking, leaving her body drenched in rainwater. Rara recalled Bima's words to her. His heart ached, remembering the rejection. Rara also remembered the words of her mother just now. Somehow Rara felt if her mother did not care about her feelings at all. Her legs stumbled until Rara fell to the ground. Instead of getting up soon, Rara fell silent and wept for herself. Rara felt herself so bad about to live. Rara kept crying, she woke up and sat on the ground. Rara hit her chest that was so tight that she endured the heartache she had been harboring all this time. Rara felt raindrops like they stopped wetting her body. Showing him up, it turns out Satria stood up and paddled him.
"Ra, are you okay?" ask Satria who looks worried.
There was no answer, only tears streaming down Rara's face. Satria held onto Rara's shoulder, so that Rara could stand up.
" Why! Why it has to be like this! I don't get it. Why is! Why doesn't Bima like me? Why doesn't my mom understand me? Why is! I don't understand this. Why is! Ever since I was a kid, I've never done anything right. I'm a fucking carrier! I've never been lucky in anything in my life! I just.." cried Rara while crying.
Satria immediately hugged Rara, the umbrella that had been protecting them fell just like that. Satria hugged Rara strongly, and let the rain water wet her body. Rara was crying in Satria's arms.
"I'll be the vaccine for you, Ra." said Satria.
"Hiks. hyks.. Don't leave me." Rara said in Satria's arms.
After feeling good, Satria invited Rara to the study, for school children to study. They sit down so that Rara is calmer, Satria takes a glass of water for herself and Rara. Rara drank the water, she began to feel herself calm. Satria went back to buy something. As long as Satria went Rara who sat down was silent, while twitching her dizzy head. No matter how long, Satria brought a snack.
" Do you want to?" tanya Satria offered her the snack she bought. Satria sure if Rara will like the snack, after all Satria had seen Rara eat the snack.
" No! I have no taste." replied Rara.
" Okay, if you don't want to. Let me spend this snack." said Satria. Satria then opened the snack.
Rara looked at Satria, she cursed at herself. Rara was embarrassed, why did she have to cry in front of the guy. Because of that, Rara felt her image crumbling in front of Satria. While Satria was busy enjoying a snack in his hand.
" Eum. This snack is really good. Now I know why you like this snack so much. Are you sure you don't want to eat it? It feels good." said Satria teasing Rara.
Rara looked at Satria, then also looked at the snack in Satria's hand. Seeing Satria eating the snack, Rara changed her mind to also try it. Rara took a snack in Satria's hand, and tried it. While Satria just smiled looking at Rara who again enjoyed the snack.
" Ra, why do you like that snack so much?" ask Satria.
" At first my brother ate this snack. He gave it to me to taste it. With just one bite, I loved it. Since then, this has been my favorite snack. Sometimes, I eat them, forgetting heavy meals. That's why my mother often scolded me," said Rara then silent for a moment, inexplicably the sadness re-emerged.
" I think my mother must have felt a lot sadder than I feel right now" Rara said.
" Hadeh! Though I just wanted to chat let you calm down, uh you even went back to discussing this matter. Then did mom ever forbid you to eat this snack?" ask Satria.
"My mom just complained, I ate it and forgot to eat heavy food" Rara replied.
" I'm not ready yet. That might be hard for my mom to accept. Um, Satria! I'm thirsty. Can I ask for your help?" rara said then sat her closer to the table. It just so happened that Satria was sitting facing him.
"Do what?" ask Satria.
Rara gave the code with her finger so that Satria would get closer to her. Satria who understood then approached Rara, Rara started whispering to Satria. Satria was shocked by what Rara said.
" Are you sure you want that?" ask Satria.
"Yes." answered Rara.
"Better not to. I don't want to ride you anymore." said Satria.
So what Rara whispered to Satria was that she asked Satria to buy her an alcoholic drink.
" You said you were my friend. You couldn't do that to your friend?" Rara.
Satria just fell silent, inevitably she had to obey him. Satria knows that Rara is a stubborn child. Even if he refuses Rara will still force. Satria stood up and went to buy him an alcoholic drink. Because in the study place has a rule not to bring liquor, so as not to be caught Satria has an idea. Satria bought a juice drink, then threw away the juice and replaced it with an alcoholic drink. Satria enters, and approaches Rara. Before giving the drink, Satria again advised Rara.
"Ra, it doesn't seem like a good idea" Satria said.
However, Rara smiles instead and picks up a drink but is held back by Satria.
" Because, the last time you drank it, you passed out" Satria said.
Rara ngeyel and still took the drink by saying, "My sister said I would get drunk easily if my stomach was empty. But now my stomach is filled with this snack."
But Satria pulled the drink back. In order to convince Satria, Rara then said if she would drink it a mouthful, the rest would be given to Satria.
"Are you sure you're gonna be okay?" satria asked worried that Rara might faint again.
"Yes, take it easy." said Rara immediately took the drink and drank it. Rara looked at Satria's face staring intently at her. Rara did not care, she drank it until it ran out. That made Satria immediately withdraw the drink. Satria saw that the drink was left a little. Rara smiled happily, because she had cheated Satria.
Satria who looked at Rara, felt that Rara had started to get drunk. Rara ran, she saw there was a dancing game. Rara shouted and called out to Satria. Satria followed the face so worried about Rara's state. Satria also apologized to the people there. Caused by Rara's screams that had already disturbed them.