Love The Bungsu Tooth

Stop lying to yourself

Satria looked at Rara who was saddened by the heartbreak she had just received.

" From my analysis, it's not love, it's just your obsession." Said Satria.

The words made Rara startled and stared at Satria in disbelief, which was possible if she did not love Bima.

"What obsession do you mean?" asked Rara who did not accept when Satria said that.

" Okay, I'll give you a simple example. You see those flowers?" tanya Satria showed a flower blooming not far from where they were sitting. Rara looked at the blooming flower.

" If you think they are beautiful. That means you start to like the flowers or are interested in them. If you want to take it, it means you are obsessed with them. However, if you take care of them and make them grow, it means you love them." Satria said and then looked at Rara, and Rara also looked at Satria.

" Let's say Bima is one of those flowers. So now tell me what do you think of her?" satria asked and nudged Rara on the shoulder.

Rara felt annoyed and pushed Satria's body away, Rara then turned her face to the side.

"Yes, I think I want to take care of her" replied Rara.

"Ra, stop lying to yourself.it's a disease" Satria said.

Rara is upset when Satria says she has a disease.

" What disease? there's nothing wrong with me." said Rara annoyed.

"You love to deny" said Satria.

" No!" shout Rara.

" Yes" said Satria.

Until there was a war between each other said yes and no between Rara and Satria. Rara pushes Satria's body, but Rara's hand is directly held by Satria so as not to push her body again. Making Rara stare at Satria face, Satria felt a pulse in Rara's hand. Rara also felt the same way, her heart rate racing.

" You could have told a lie. However, your physical reaction cannot be." Satria said.

Rara became misbehaved when Satria said that. He is confused to do, seen alcoholic beverages beside Satria who was once offered to him. Rara took the canned drink and looked at it until there was nothing left. Satria looked at Rara in confusion. Instantly Rara felt dizzy in her head she was unconscious. Rara fainted, head leaning against Satria's shoulder. That made Satria so worried about him.

" Ra, are you kidding me? Ra!" satria held Rara with her hand.

Satria tries to shake Rara's shoulder, maybe Rara wakes up. However, Rara still closed her eyes. Suddenly Satria felt a drizzle in her hand. Satria cursed, why should it rain at a time like this. Confused to be taken where, it happens that his house is quite close to Bima. Rara was forced to be carried away and taken to her home. Lying Rara in her room, covered by Rara's body.

Satria sat beside Rara, looking at the girl's face with a smile engraved sweetly on her face. However, as Rara was writhing, Satria immediately dodged from it. If you feel Rara has fallen asleep, Satri comes back closer. Satria knelt down, staring fixedly at the girl's face. And also Satria stroked the girl's hair. Not tired of Satria staring at Rara's face.

" Ra, I want to take care of you" Satria said with a smile looking at Rara's sleeping face.

Suddenly Rara's eyes flickered, Satria's reflexes immediately moved away from Rara. It makes Satria's legs stuck. Rara moved her body, Satria immediately pretended to stand up while draping her hands on her chest.

Rara stretched her hands together, she felt that there was something strange about this bed. Rara looked at the blanket that was covering her.

"God! you're awake? Just one gulp you even fainted." said Satria.

Rara felt confused by the room she slept in, like it was not her bed.

" Where am I?" ask Rara who is still confused where she is.

Rara was shocked by Satria's reply, Rara then asked, "Your room? What time is it?"

" Nearly one o'clock." replied Satria.

" Crucified! I forgot to tell my parents. Mom will definitely scold me. Then why did you bring me here?" tanya Rara woke up and sat on Satria's bed.

" It's raining soon. Your house is too far away, so I can't take you. You want us both soaked. I've had a lot of trouble bringing you here. I've been guarding and covering you. Didn't you at least thank me?" Said Satria.

Rara felt as Satria said that, but Rara's ego was high it was impossible for her to say a word of thanks to Satria. Rara cursed at Satria and immediately got up from the bed. Rara immediately picked up her bag and was about to leave. He was arrested by Satria.

" Ra, are you so scared when you're with me?" ask Satria who feels Rara looks scared of her.

Rara fell silent, she felt guilty towards Satria.

" I'm dizzy. I have to go home." Rara said.

" You're not running away from reality, are you?" Ask Satria.

Rara paused for a moment and replied, "No!"

Rara then immediately left, while Satria just stared at Rara's departure.

Rara has arrived at the house, it looks like the house is deserted. Rara thought that her father and mother had fallen asleep. Slowly, Rara climbed up the stairs to her room. Rara is upset with Satria, because of Satria's attitude which seems to know everything about her. Rara opened the door of her room slowly, and unexpectedly Rara's mother was already in the room. Rara was so shocked to see her mother, even her mother sat while holding a book in which there is a photo of Bima.

"Did you read that mom?" ask Rara to make sure.

"Yes, I saw this book on this bed so I took it." replied Rara's mother.

" Mommy shouldn't be so lazy to touch my stuff" Rara said resentfully.

Rara's mother fell silent, trying to calm herself down to face Rara.

" Where have you been? why did you just come home at this hour?" ask Rara's mother.

"I'm learning" answered Rara lying.

" Mom can smell alcohol. Are you drunk?" ask Rara's mom to worry.

" No ma'am, I was just chatting with my friend" replied Rara.

"Why should you get drunk?" ask Rara's mother.

" But mom really doesn't care to touch my stuff" Rara said.

During this time, Rara's mother made rules for her daughter. Rara's mother strongly does not allow Rara to date. Because his mother was afraid of the events that his mother had experienced. Rara's mother had lost her virginity at a young age. So that's why he didn't want his son to experience the same thing. Because of that rule sometimes the relationship between the two children is not so close. The reason Rara doesn't like the rules so much, she feels grown up and has the right to do whatever she wants.

" Why aren't you being honest with you, Ra? Are you not aware? you have been so far away from my mother. You don't even talk to mom." Rara's mom said.

Rara just fell silent, she felt annoyed. His mother did not feel guilty when her own mother made the rule. Rara took the book in her mother's hands. Rara's mother stood up, staring at her son.

"My mother wanted to learn" Rara said, leaving her mother.