Love The Bungsu Tooth

Worrying about your own feelings

It was almost midnight, Rara was lying on her bed covering all her body with a blanket. However, Rara could not fall asleep. Rara tried to close her eyes. But he still could not fall asleep. Rara took her phone, looked at her social media accounts. Coincidentally Setia her online friend is active, Rara decides to start a conversation with him.

" Hey, are you busy?"

Faithful: "No! You just disappeared. Are you dating someone and forgetting about me?"

" No, really! but I can ask you. Have you ever felt anxious and hesitant about something?"

Loyalty: "Yes, ever. Sometimes, I want to eat rice, but instead I order noodles when I get to the restaurant."

Reading the message from Setia made her feel annoyed, even though Rara asked seriously.

" It's not about the food!"

Loyal: "What then?"

"About love."

Loyal: " About love? Didn't you just say you weren't dating anyone?"

" I'll explain. There are two guys. First of all, he's very kind and he's the one I've always wanted. Then the second person, when I was with him." the message was interrupted because Rara was confused to explain her feelings with the second guy.

Loyal: "What do you feel about the second guy?"

" He made my heart beat."

Loyal: "That's easy, don't use logic to judge your feelings."

" What do you mean?"

" Do you want to know what kind of illness you are suffering from right now?

The question made Rara remember someone, for some reason the reply of Faithful was similar to the question Satria had asked.

" You ask like that just like the people I know."

Loyalty: "Who?"

Rara recalls Satria's words about heart disease suffered by him is not ordinary heart disease, but Rara's heart will pound when together with Rara's loved ones. Rara was speechless, she had yet to reply to a message from Setia. Suddenly the door of Rara's room opened, the brother came by greeting his beloved sister.

" Hello, my dear sister. Your brother is home!"

Rara woke up from her sleep instead of welcoming her brother with a hug but Rara cursed her brother because he had brought a laboratory coat without asking permission first to him.

" I didn't mean it like it was my sister. I was in a hurry to accidentally bring your lab coat." Said Raden lying that actually happened if he deliberately brought his brother's laboratory suit. Raden threw the lab coat at Rara. Rara took the lab coat, and smelled an unpleasant scent on the lab coat.

" After washing and wearing fragrance. This suit will come back like new. Just put it in a basket of dirty clothes and I'll wash it." Raden said, then threw the lab coat into the basket in style as if he was putting a basketball into the ring.

Raden saw his brother's moody face. Raden asked what happened to his brother. Rara explained that she did not want to disturb mother.

" You had a fight with mom?"

"Actually it wasn't a fight, so mom walked into my room and saw Bima's picture in the book. You know you really don't allow me to date." said Rara.

"Then how?"

" That's why I don't know what to do."

Because Raden doesn't know how to help Rara make up with mom. Raden decides to contact their eldest brother. Maybe with cleverness he can help the problems that occur between Rara and mother. Raden tried to calm his sister by embracing her and hand-punching Rara's head. As a result, Rara who was gloomy became upset with the treatment of her brother.

" Is this brother calming me or beating me?"

" Cool you. This is how to calm an adult."

The lights in Satria's house are still on, Satria is in her room folding Rara's clothes that she washed yesterday. She looks at the shirt, recalls the moment Rara was drunk and says she was so happy when Satria became Rara's only friend. Recalling that moment made a sweet smile engraved on Satria's face.

" Being your friend is good enough for me right now" said Satria staring at Rara's shirt.

Weekend, is a very happy day for the Rara family. How not, Rara's first brother Rangga will go home. Rara's mother had prepared a good meal for the welcoming of her eldest child. Plus the sister said that she would come with the lover. It was very encouraging for her parents, at least they wanted to see their future daughter-in-law. Rara, who felt with her mother, began to help her mother prepare her brother's favorite food. Although the two did not talk to each other.

Rara's mother prepared a special menu of her firstborn's favorite oyster sauce shrimp on the table. Raden who saw the good food wanted to try it immediately. However, his mother immediately forbade him. Raden continued to force to taste it just a little. Mother still did not allow it, until there was a little commotion between the mother and her second child. Until the father began to break up by saying if the food will be eaten after Rangga came.

Suddenly the house bell rang, the family was very enthusiastic to welcome the arrival of the eldest. Mom, dad, Rara and Raden immediately headed for the door, looking in front of the fence of their house. And true, Rangga came to bring some special souvenirs from where he worked.

" My son." said Rara's mother after seeing Rangga.

They came out to welcome Rangga. Mother and father received gifts from Rangga for both of them. Raden who had not stopped eating shrimp oyster sauce made by his mother immediately asked Rangga to come in and eat together. But the father prevented because he wanted to meet with his former candidate.

" You said you wanted to take your girlfriend home. So, where is he?" ask Dad for not seeing the figure of the girl who came with him.

" He's cleaning things up in the car, dad."

They were all staring at the fence, waiting for the eldest's girlfriend. Unexpectedly, they were all shocked to see the figure of her boyfriend Rangga. It turned out to be a mother who had children. Until finally the oyster sauce shrimp menu was not so tasted. Because the mother is so angry and does not even accept if her child is dating an old woman.

Raden continued to curse, issuing his frustration because he did not eat the shrimp oyster sauce. Without Raden realizing it Raden's hand pressed on Rara's face that had been lying on her thigh while rubbing Rara's head.

" I'm hungry too, bang. But I don't know if the war downstairs is over or not. But one thing you need to know, my head doesn't have to be rubbed like this."

Raden was shocked by what he had just done, he immediately put his hands away and apologized to his sister.