Love Story of Poor Men & Rich Girls
Suicide
That night I was just crying in the room, crying for Adit who was going to marry another girl, my eyes were swollen because I had been crying all day.
Soon there was a knock from outside my bedroom door, and it turned out that it was Bams who was going to leave again to look after Papa.
"Boss...Boss Riri, eat first, I just bought dinner for you boss." The word Bams must have been told by Reni.
"I'm not hungry Bams." Answer me from the room.
"I know the current boss is disappointed, I'm disappointed boss, because I really want to see you and Adit's boss get married, but whatever happens life has to go on boss, boss, you must eat so as not to hurt." Said again.
"Yes Bams you put the food on the dinner table, I'll eat it."
"Yes boss, then I say yes to go to the Hospital again." Said Bams who then left.
Sorry Bams, I deliberately lied and told her that I was going to eat the food, honestly right now I do not feel the slightest hunger or thirst, which I feel only disappointed and hurt, I feel, I am proud of the sacrifices Adit made, but which woman is willing to see the man she loves marry another woman.
I kept crying until I finally fell asleep and dreamed of it, I dreamed of seeing him sitting quietly somewhere, I approached him, he just smiled at me and I hugged him, I said that no matter what happens I will always love him, after that I went out from his presence with him who was just lamenting my departure.
In the morning I woke up, this chest still feels tight, especially today is his wedding day, I want to go home and see him, even though it might be the last thing before he belongs to someone else.
That morning Reni came into my room, she was sitting right next to where I was lying.
"Already Ri, don't cry, Adit said, maybe he's not your soul mate." Reni.
"I also want to sincerely take it off Ren, very much want to, but somehow it becomes very difficult." My answer.
"I understand Ri, but at least you eat first yes, from yesterday you have not eaten, the food that Bams brings is still intact on the table."
"Riri's not hungry Ren."
"You should eat anyway." Reni said forcefully and pulled my hand to the dining table.
"Now you sit down...I've prepared breakfast for you." Reni.
There was bread and fruit on the table, but my vision was not in the direction of the food at all but on the knife to cut the fruit next to it, did I kill myself and end my suffering? maybe that way I can forget it, as if there were a whisper of a demon at that time.
"Oh I forgot to take milk." Said Reni leaving me.
I thought for a moment that before I could get the knife on the table, I put the knife in my veins, it seemed like my determination had been rounded to eliminate this pain, because I couldn't bear the weight on my shoulders.
Reni who saw me from a distance running while screaming at me, almost did it if there was no phone coming in from Rai.
"Yes De." I said while sobbing.
"Brother cry?" Ask Rai.
"Yes De, you can't hear the news of your brother's wedding." I said with a louder cry.
"So, don't cry anymore, the marriage is off." Rai said while telling me everything and then hung up.
I was very happy to hear that, finally Adit did not get married because it was replaced by Iman, while Reni was still running frantically towards me.
"Don't be a fool Riiiiiiiiii..." Reni.
"You're going to kill yourself, aren't you?" Said Reni again.
"No, man, I want to peel fruit." I said with a laugh.
"Yeee Bambang's....I was so worried seeing you holding a knife."
"Cieeee again miss Mas Bambang yes, already ah I want to eat really laper." I said.
Reni was flabbergasted to see that morning eating me so greedy, indeed the hunger only appeared after I got the happy news from Rai, understandably because yesterday I did not eat at all.
"You have Ri's trance?" Reni looked astonished.
"No." Answer's short.
"Eat you a lot, but yesterday did not want to eat." Said Reni again.
"Yes dong, because Adit is not married." I said with a laugh.
"Seriously you? Congratulations to Ri." Reni said then hugged me.
"Btw your body smells so sweet Ri, you must not have taken a shower from yesterday." Reni said while covering her nose.
"Hehehe sorry, yes I don't shower all day, abis eat me take a shower, keep us to the Hospital ya."
The day goes on, now on June 15, it doesn't feel like we've been in France for 3 more months, Papa's condition has improved lately, all the tools attached to his body have been removed only the infusion tube and breathing apparatus are still attached, Papa is not fully aware, Papa is not yet fully aware, but he has already begun to be able to respond to our conversation by moving his hands.
That morning it was my turn to look after Papa, as usual I was sitting next to him, on that day a miracle happened, suddenly Papa opened his eyes and called my name slowly.
"Relene." Said Papa.
"Pa...Papa." I said holding his hand.
"I'm sorry Papa." The first word Papa said.
"Yes Pa, Riri has forgiven Papa." My answer.
When Papa was seen shedding tears, his hands were very tight at the time, I called the Doctor to check on Papa.
The doctor said this is very good, maybe soon Papa can recover completely, even though for now Papa's breathing still needs to be helped, I then call Reni to report the happy news, this news, I'd love to tell Rai too, but somehow his phone hasn't been in contact since he last told me about Adit's wedding cancellation, but that's okay because I'll be home soon and see him.
Before long Bams and Reni came after getting news from me, we hugged in the room, we were all happy to welcome Papa's recovery because these 3 months we have fought as much as we can for Papa.
"Congratulations Ri." Reni.
"Thank you Ren, it's thanks to you guys who've been with me all this time." I said.
"Wah means soon we go home to Indonesia dong boss? I've missed my mother and sisters so much in the Panti." Bams.
"Yes Bams, thank you." I said smile at him.
It turned out that we were all upset by the Doctor who examined Papa because of the noise in the room, because he thought Papa still needed rest, and then we got out of there.
