
Just about to open the door of my room I've turned around due to the pull by Hasan and it's already in his arms.
"Hasan hugged my body tightly, it felt very comfortable, unconsciously I returned his embrace.
after a few minutes I woke up and I took off his embrace, I was downcast and felt ashamed, I could fall asleep in the arms of Hasan, had already lived my life if I met my mother again the same embrace Hasan.
Hasan only smiled at my behavior that was found embarrassed by the reddened face, and the meta swollen from crying.In his hands tightly with Hasan this hand and then bring it again I sit in a chair.
Hasan again apologized to me, "sorry "say ya
GX usa apologized, . You better go, we're done.
Well I'll go answer her casually,.yah already let's go,.go far away, answered me , dg high.emosi I began to rise.I try to regulate my breath so that my emotions subside ,Hasan just smiled looking at me.Here goes his word wants to go.talk me again.
You really want me to go, you're sure GX will cry if I go far away, like Mali,I said back emotion."Why, why can't I mention his name, can't you forget him yet ,??it seems like Hasan's emotions are starting to rise, but he is also re-igniting my emotions,..iya I replied aloud.I can't forget him yet ,why???even I GX will never be able to forget her and my heart.he was always there for me, when you GX existed, he was my best friend who almost became my husband,he who died I'm without saying goodbye, he also incised the biggest heart wound, the biggest one,he taught me his pain left behind by the people we love.even though I haven't loved him but I love him.I GX will never be able to forget, if you mind no problem for me , ' ' I'll never forget ,who are you to me .you have no right to rule my life,.you can go tp not go like him..go away ..go away ..
Who am I to you???you ask me ,??you're wrong, if you ask who you are for me ?of course I can answer...Hasan began to tease me back, just as Hasan did lure me in so that I would tell him my feelings about Malik.
I was silent, not responding to his rant.
Who am I to you ?said Hasan
I was still quiet pretending not to listen...
"are I ready for you???hasan said back tap a bit hard and approached towards me, I moved away while answering not who.only foreigners come just to give wounds.
Ooooh replied Hasan casually, if only a stranger can give you a wound, I'll GX bring a sharp weapon he replied while smiling ignorant.had answered me already ,you better go if GX is important.I want to go help the mother of work in the neighboring fields.sap me ,I want to end our conversation.yg has made me tired even though it does not work.alaupaun only talk with emotions it takes extra energy.
Come on, I can also help her answer lightly.hasan answered me softly, I beg you to go, I said softly ....
I'm riled, .I GX will go..
Then what do you want?? , I answered emotionally,..
GX usa use emotions, he replied again...
I set my breath, I breathed deeply, I took it slow.....
After you calm down,.."tell me, now what do you want???well that's good, but there's still less of her, her smile is not there yet.
I forced these lips to smile even if I had to, "now talk GX to buy my answer while smiling forcefully .
I want you to be my girlfriend again, even if you are still my boyfriend we have not broken up, he said casually .but because there are many dramas that we have passed ,I want to start again.want to forget your word will never be forgotten, so I want us to keep it as a memory and experience of each of us, GX want there are others among us,I want us to trust each other even though time has traumatized me, but circumstances will force us far apart in a moment.or if you GX allow it ,I GX will go I will cancel everything, I will scribble my mind into the army, because you do not die I return.
I was still silent, I did not answer my words,.up to a few minutes ,Hasan asked again, rose...??do you want to go back to me...????
L'm...
L'm....
My tongue feels mute, I'm confused as to what to answer..
Want to accept but I'm afraid to be left behind, I'm afraid if he has reached his mind, if he really will accept me what there is, I'm afraid,won't he be tempted by another woman of a higher degree .whether my trust in her is not yet full.
My inferiority, and my fear, overcame my confidence in her...
Rose.Call Hasan back.
Yes, I answered, I gasped for waking up from my daydream..
How about, what do you want???
I , I want but......
But, what....??
But..but I want you to stay here...
What do you mean, you want me to cancel my training school..???
"iiii.yes" I replied hesitantly....
I'm good I'll cancel all of them.
As long as I am with you, the army is my mind, but you are my priority.
Are you really going to cancel all of them, when your mind lives, one more step....??
Yes,..Why, do you GX trust me,??
I never play with my words, I will obey your wishes, the way to make money is not just to be a soldier, do what to be a soldier if I can not be with the people I love.....his words are calm.
Well I believe in you, I said .
ten days had passed , Hasan played at home only 2 times a week like his usual other men.Unlike the beginning he returned almost every day he visited.
Weekdays as usual, we go to the weekend just for the road or just to buy a handbody.
Rose,.pagil mother of Hasan.
"yes "i answered me, I turned my head, saw there was a mother whose age was far from my mother but, she looked younger than my mother.
"what's up, huh,?my mother told me, I made sure.
"yes"answered....
Can we talk, ' he said again.....
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