
whenever Ridwan came to the house, Hasan was always there, sometimes first Ridwan a little, sometimes when Ridwan came, Hasan was already in my house .until finally Ridwan retreated by himself, and so on,it seems he understood by seeing Hasan's behavior and from the flower story about Hasan.
almost every day Hasan comes, sometimes day, sometimes night.like no other activities other than coming to this house.I also became upset with his arrival, making me unable to activity ,and help the mother work in the neighboring fields, or any of her other work .
One day I vented my frustration with him..
When Hasan came I opened my door to the house with roughness, I greeted his arrival with a frown, and surly face.
"very romantic welcome Hasan's satire to me' I am so happy to welcome my lover with a sweet smile, sweet mango, again to tease me.dg expression has not changed, I answer the temptation yes with cynicism,"anyone who welcomes a guest who does not know the time and the rules must be welcomed with a special welcome, like me.
Hasan just laughed at my answer.
welcomed with a smile as sweet as mango I was happy what else if welcomed with a smile as sweet as honey must be happy to make me fly godanya again.
GX usa has another stale base, I said cynically, what need did you come here for ???if only to chat that GX is important, mending you go home, because I do a lot of work.
Kok so very anyway, he replied ,bikin I added gales deh.he continues to tease me.
I'm being seduced, even more upset.
I got up from the chair, wanted to get some drinking water for hasan.not yet had time to stand, I sat back down because my hands were held by Hasan .
".where, when guests are still at home want to be left alone, he said, I try to hide my smile by putting on a face that is pretentious judges ,"I'm going to the bathroom.you want to come with me?, I want to come come come on!.I stand up and walk.."ayo ," he replied while standing and following me...
I turned around and pushed her back into the chair while saying "what the hell...GX was very embarrassed .then went to the kitchen to fetch water, while the only smile remained while continuing to look at me.
I returned to the living room with a cup of coffee and a cup of water and an empty glass.
Finished compiling the drinking water on the front table we sat down, I sat back in the original place, every way and my activities, not spared from the sight of Hasan's eyes, it makes me feel ashamed and wrong.
"what's wrong with me, so you keep staring at me like that?my insinuations, while looking at myself ."there's nothing wrong with you, it's just your mother who has given birth to a beautiful woman like you .until these eyes cannot turn away from you, he replied
,"I will not be consumed by your globules and seduction, strange man, I replied as long as this heart is happy to hear the praise of Hasan.
"Whoever is a tombal, who speaks the truth."
Yes, I am very beautiful from birth so GX should be told again I already know and already many men who say I am beautiful, answered me origin
I saw his face grimly fade away his smile that from new until it never disappeared.sambi said yes I also already know that many men also like you , ' ' ''you ,until you double or triple my loyalty and love.
"sorry, "my words are clear, I mean GX,.....
"i have not finished speaking Hasan interrupted me."GX usa apologize you GX wrong, maybe I GX deserve you answer .
"sorry "say her again, forgive me if I keep bothering you, sorry if I make you upset, this is all I do because I love you,this is all I do because I don't like other men playing at your house even if it's just chatting,I like GX if you are close to other men except me.But it seems like my way is wrong, like I am no longer in your heart.Sorry I am...if indeed you GX want me to bother again, I GX will bother you again this is the last one I am here, two more weeks I will finish my training, after my business is over ,and I will take a distant task so that I can forget you and find it difficult to go home.
Instantly it was also, my heart seemed to stop. his pain in this heart, he said as if this heart-wrenching indignation, my tears that had been invited in these eyes were unstoppable, no longer,I already know the pain of leaving a loved one, whether I should experience this pain again, "no I won't let my love go this time."
my tears have flowed profusely, without being held back, my tears have broken...."Hasan looked at me like she was worried, then asked what was it??why are you crying .??her word.....
"what's up??what did you say ???
Answer me while you like .
You want to go again right , will even go further , will go ... will go.
You made it.. You even made it.you came just for revenge because I left, and betrayed your love that time.
"i sat listlessly on the 'floor, I kept as much as I could, just go .. 'you go Hasan ... I hate you.....
"i curled up on the floor hugging my knees, Hasan tried to grab me and hug me, but I clapped his hands firmly.I kept saying..Go away,go far away ..as your heart pleases ......
you came, gave me hope, gave me your attention, gave me your time, just to cut the wound in my heart, right,??you're so great Hasan, you're so great.
On the deckap this body tightly, and calm his heart, Hasan continues to say "sorry".moses sorry I, I GX intend to hurt your heart....
Sorry,..sorry ..sorry.sorry me roses.
I kept trying to let go of Hasan's embrace until she slipped away,...
"it's Hasan, there's no need for you to apologize to me, you're GX wrong, I don't deserve to be happy, who am I in your eyes ,just a poor girl who likes to betray, I tried to hold back my tears so as not to cry again even though it was difficult.
you don't deserve me, you're the kid people are, you're good-looking, you're in school, and soon you're gonna be a respectable person.....while I'm just a poor boy who just graduated as basic.lah you go Hasan , you deserve a woman comparable to you......
Even though the limp taste of this body, I am strong right me to walk to the room to avoid hasan.go home Hasan I want to rest , never look again your face in front of me ,you want to go, good-bye....