Love Story of Flower Village
chapter 4
After 1 hour I continued to cry for Malik's departure, finally I could be calmer thanks to my mother, Malik's mother and her strengthening exit.Malik's mother began to suffer chronologically at the time of the accident,when Malik who saved ponakan and his brother tpi he could not save his own life.I was invited to clean my mother and berwudhu.we do occult prayers, occult prayers,which means special prayer mayit but mayit already GX no d home..
After praying we went to the public cemetery, exactly where Malik d Semayam right,I saw a yellow mound that was still wet because only yesterday the land was dug.on top of the yellow mound was still scattering flowers, and a small board bearing the name Malik.
I started crying back 'cause I still can't believe that Malik's gone ."Malik why did you leave, why did you leave so quickly.."you lied right? Malik quickly came home I had GX able to face this charade of yours, I know this tomb is not yours, I tried to dismiss this reality, I want to wake up from this nightmare, I want to wake up from this nightmare,I pinched my own body strongly, hoping this was just a dream, but instead of pain .I went back hysterically and finally I fainted from exhaustion.
When I woke up I was Malik's mother's house,more precisely in the room owned by malik.me and mother are still staying there because tomorrow night will be held a 3-day study of Malik's departure when I was still daydreaming I was surprised by the arrival of my mother,"I'm up" he said."already Ma'am" answered me .mom hugged me, please son this is a trial for you and the Malik family, he said,we can't fight a sincere destiny for Malik so that he can go in peace .
"yes ma'am, even if it is hard for me to be strong, and say in my heart, God will not test me, surpassing my ability .finished the evening of the 3 days of study Malik's departure.in the morning before me and my mother want to say goodbye to our home,"busuk we want to go home!.capku "cock capat nak , nak ,stay a few more days, said Malik's mother, let your mother go home first he said again".sorry Mom"like my GX can linger here for a long time not that I GX want but my heart still hurts, while looking at the photo Malik on the wall of the house."yes, GX what is "answered Malik's mother but even though Malik has GX there do not break up our relationship well son.!?you will still be my daughter even though GX is my daughter-in-law, she said softly.don't hesitate to play with mommy, mom will always wait for your arrival.!come at any time if there is time."yes buk, I hug the body of Malik's mother, I welcome the hands of all family and neighbors Malik to say goodbye home.
Not felt the departure of Malik has been almost a year, my body looks thinner because for almost a year also my life was like a drifting udders do not know the direction .day night always crying ,weeping over the departure of Malik who will not return ...
my life returned to normal, I began to smile laughing back with my friend friend, sometimes someone introduced his boy friend to me, and finally I met Ridwan .
Ridwan jolly man, white skin clean, his height is almost the same with my height only a few cm difference.
I started making friends with Ridwan, watching parties, walking streets, sometimes meeting just for a casual chat.
even though I cannot forget Malik, it is more accurate that I will not be forgotten, because there is room for Malik in my heart, but I began to open my heart to others ,my life must go on and the leaving will be a memory......🤢
