
silence .....
Hasan never answered my call ...
I took a chair, I sat on the right side of Hasan's bed....
Let me talk to Hasan, listen to him and answer my questions....
Hasan....
Hasan ..please face me ...
Hasan....
Hasan was facing me even slowly....
I'm sorry, maybe I'm interrupting your rest, sorry I, I can't help and lighten your wounds.....
What is my fault with you until you can shut up me, how much you hate it as much as I do that you don't want me here.....
Answer me Hasan ...!
Hasan did not budge in the slightest, only his eyes were slightly condensed.......
You GX what's wrong,.... You better go rose, go never come back, find a man who deserves to be with you, I don't deserve you, I can't make you happy......
Hasan held back his tears from coming out, I know that his words were contrary to his heart....
I will not go, I will accompany you to heal, I beg you to fight with me, I love you not because of your scales, I love you sincerely.....
No. I don't want you to suffer because of me, you better find another man....
Can you guarantee my happiness if I am with another man.....
Can you guarantee you are also happy , see me go....
Hasan was silent......
then I said with a sigh.."Let's go I want to rest..!
My emotions are rising, Hasan does not continue to obey his ego either, I will use another way....
Hmmm...Well if you really want me to go, I will go, never look for me, because you will never be able to find me anywhere ,I love you, though,...
may you be happy after my departure.I cried I threw his hand in a rough grip, I immediately turned around, and ran out of the room, just up to the door ,.....Bukk..sound fell so loud.I immediately turned around I saw Hasan fall down, I ran over and helped Hasan back sit down in bed although it was hard I kept trying until I could .done helping her I want to turn around again and come out again, my hand held by Hasan......
I'm sorry, rose.....
Excuse me....
Don't apologize, though,...
I've forgiven you...So let me go, you want me to go......???
Hasan kept my hand, do not go roses I love you, I do not want to lose you.
But, I. I. I. am now paralyzed by roses, I am useless, I cannot make you happy, I am afraid that you will leave me in this situation,....
Permission to be a selfish man, .. because I still want you even though I am no longer perfect.......
I will always accompany you no matter what your circumstances ....
we will fight together for your healing.....!!!
after Hasan's health improved, Hasan was allowed to go home, but had to routine control and therapy so that his legs could function again..
after a few months, Hasan's health has stabilized but his legs have not been functioning...
rose, how many months have I been in therapy for my feet, but it has never been fruitful, maybe I will forever be a paralyzed man .
do not despair I will always accompany you, but I want you to propose to me, so that I can accompany you and take care of you without hesitation....!
But what if I can't walk anymore, aren't you ashamed to have a paralyzed husband like me...??
I will not be ashamed, because we love each other.Siklas is just what has happened, God knows what is best for us,...we can only pray and try but the result is only God knows.....
After a few days , Hasan and his family came to propose to me , not long after the application was completed, we immediately held a wedding event even though the event was not so festive, considering the conditions of Hasan , ' said ,we do not want Hasan too tired and too much interaction with many people, we are afraid that someone may mention it,...although the event is simple does not reduce our happiness....
After the show was over, Hasan and I said goodbye to mom and dad, because we were going to Hasan's mom's house...
I shake mom's hand, embrace her body ,....
Ma'am I said, I'll come with my husband, but mother don't be sad I will often visit mother and beauty....
Yes son, mother knows, the wife must follow her husband .mom prayer right so that you are happy forever, become a family sakina ,mawadah , and warohmah ..amin.
Amens...
arriving at Hasan's house, we welcome Hasan's family, I push Hasan's wheelchair ..Mom told us to take a short break and go out to dinner.
I obeyed my mother's words, and pushed Hasan into the room.Until the room I helped Hasan clean himself, as Hasan finished, then I cleaned myself.we took a break by lying on the bed ,to relieve soreness and fatigue....
Honey do you GX regret marrying me, said Hasan with lirih.not fun me I even trouble you...
dear , Enough Yach...enough .I don't want to hear you talk like that anymore........do you not believe me, can't you see my love and sincerity.....???
Sorry"not that I mean it like that.well I'll promise I won't talk like that ...
I'll try to heal so I can spoil you, baby....
honey don't be mad at Yach...
Hasan tried to shift his body to get closer to me, I remained facing the wall, I could not ignore him who kept calling me, so that the heavy hands had been coiled around my waist,...Hasan kept teasing me for a smile...
Hasan wrapped her hands around my waist, she hugged me from behind,..
Honey, don't be angry anymore....
I don't like you being angry with me...
baby don't fuck me.....
I'm sorry, please forgive me...
I have to be how you can forgive me....
I did not answer Hasan, I pura pura sleep, but instead of his silence Hasan even more mischievous.Decapannya tighter, his face sniffed my neck until the roar of his breath, so felt..make me so amused ..His hands did not stay silent Hasan tickled, my waist until I can stand it again to be angry .I immediately laugh....
Hasan ...stop dear...
I'm not strong ..geli darling....
I also reply to tickle Hasan ,..
you also laugh together ,......