Love Raka Vol. 2

part 4's. Decisions

Pov Raka's

Arriving in the room I closed the door Then walked closer to the laptop, then turned on the MP Player to play my favorite melow songs. after the music played, then turned on, I switched my cursor to open Microsoft Word and then wrote a long unresolved story, after getting a few pages later I will continue to write a short story to be displayed in school.

At about 08:00, the door to my room knocked making me type typing activity, then staring at the direction of the sound.

"So, Pah, not locked..," I said, thinking that the person knocking is the father.

"This is Raka's mother, not father. Oh yeah, can I come in?" asked the mother from the outside made me frown a little, because unlike usual Mother came to my room.she preferred to talk to Mommy Vira, maybe because they are both women.

"Oh Mom, just a second mom.....!" I answered, got up and ran to the door to let the woman who loved me so much.

"Again what?" mother asked while scanning the area around my room.

"Mommy's habit is writing short stories to be displayed in the school mading," I replied while sitting next to the mother who had sat first on the edge of the mattress. "Oh yes what are the tumbens of the mother into Raka's room?" I asked while looking at him.

"It's okay, I just want to talk to the mother's child, because all this time Mother is too busy with work, so we don't have much time to talk, so we don't have much time to talk, to the extent that I forget that you have reached the age of adolescence.I'm sorry that Mother has been lacking attention," he said while gently rubbing my back even though every day we always chat, but every day we always talk, whether it is breakfast or dinner, but the chat is only limited to ordinary is not serious until chatting together in the room.

"No, Raka is very proud to have a mother who is very dedicated to her family, even though I am tired of coming home from work, she said, but Mother still takes care and takes care of the family very well to the point that it does not use ART. Rakalah should be the one who should apologize, if all this time Raka just makes it difficult for mother," I replied in a Parau tone, saying, because all my life I have not been able to be the pride of my family, although I can write but it has not given me any achievement in my life.

"You have not spoken like that, for we have our own duties. I have a duty to care for you, to educate you, until you grow up, until you can make your own life choices and your job now as a child is just to learn."

"Yes ma'am, thank you for the warning?"

"Oh yes, if you may know why lately I have noticed you are more silent, even though you are a quiet person, but the silence now is not as silent as before, you're having a problem.Try the same story mom who knew you could help?"

"I'm sorry if you're willing to give a little input to you, because you're the only mother's son. As I said earlier that if we have our own duties, you as a child only learn nothing more than that. I want one day you to be a successful person , in order for your life to be better, so I hope now you should not waste the opportunity of your youth, just to think about things that are not important.if the problem of women is not to be thought about, it is not necessary to think about it, I'm sure when you're established, you're an adult, you can make a choice. Then it's the woman who will come to you to ask to be inaugurated as her husband, because what women see is not how handsome you are, how dashing you are, but what a woman sees is how capable you are of guiding her to be her protector, so now you prepare yourself so that you can be a leader, in order to protect a family like your father." Mom's advice was long as if she was very understanding of what I'm feeling right now.

Hearing the advice from my mother, I just lowered my gaze not daring to lift her up, because What was spoken by my mother felt pierced into my heartstrings. I feel really guilty for wasting the best opportunity of my life to study, I prefer dating that I think can provide happiness, pleasure, in enjoying youth. but my presupposition was wrong, it turned out to feel like falling in love was not entirely sweet.

"Yes, have you prayed yet?" mother asked to switch the conversation, her hand began to stroke my shoulder back as if it was transferring power.

I shook my head in response, for ever since I got up from the ground floor, I focused on writing, blowing my silence with the short story paragraphs I made.

"Then, you pray first let you calm down....! Then continue the writing again," continued Mother, with a smile and then she got up from the seat, and said goodbye to get out of my room.

As soon as mother, I took a deep breath.My eyes kept staring at the door that was not seen anything, my mind again remembered the advice given by the parents, and my thoughts were, that my job is to study hard so that in the future I can succeed.

"Right, I have to be strict with Devina.I must not be fooled anymore, My job is just to learn, I must not date because this greatly interferes with my life's purpose." I muttered while squeezing the bed sheet and then got up from the seat and closed the door that was still open.

After my bedroom door closed, I also headed to the bathroom to take ablution water. finished taking ablution water I mempause MP Player, so as not to interfere with the speciality when worshiping.

After performing the Isha prayer, I continued my delayed writing, because there was a mother who advised. After a long struggle with the keyboard and laptop screen, finally my short story is finished. Immediately I send the file to the printer to print.

After the print out, I turned off the laptop then tidied it up as before, then headed to the mattress to lay down the body, resting from all the shackles and doubts that I experienced lately.

My eyes stared at the ceiling that looked faint, because the lights of my room had been replaced with sleep lights.My imagination returned to the good times with Devina, where every day we are always decorated with smiles, where every day we are always decorated with smiles, but when I remember a relationship that recently felt so boring, I took a deep breath not being able to think about it.

Dissolved into thoughts and delusions, I finally got into my subconscious, resting the body after a day of learning about life.I fell asleep, sleeping, and, rest the mind that goes the extra mile to understand the attitude of the creature named woman.