Love Raka Vol. 2

Part 16's. Still Not Accepting

Pov Devina's

"It's the cave sorry, the most important thing is that Lu must remain the spirit because according to the cave mind now we do not have to think about heavy things, we must enjoy our youth with happiness, he said, we shouldn't think of unimportant things that interfere with learning concentration" Rita's advice sounds very mature.

Rita sat back next to me, then her hand rubbed my back, giving me a calmness I couldn't get from my parents. I should be grateful to have a friend like Rita who always supports and advises me when I am down as I am now, not me even burdened with my selfishness.

"What should I do now?" ask me For the umpteenth time Because I still do not have a solution of what I am experiencing right now.

"As for you...!"

"Serius Rita Now the cave will not refute your opinion anymore, the cave really needs enlightenment from you."

"Will you listen to the cave's advice?"

"Yes....!" I answered while nodding my head.

"Look, if the Raka is your soul mate. according to the old man's saying he will not go anywhere, but if not a soul mate....! want Lu to try as hard as anything, as hard as anything, he will still stay away. Now you are patient and focused on you to face obstacles that will be even heavier, now we focus on learning and enjoying our youth, not adding to the less important burdens."

I listened to Rita's advice and lived out all her deliveries, my brain worked to digest what my best friend had said. After a long silence and thought I finally justified what Rita suggested. I shouldn't have to add to my burden with someone who doesn't love me at all.

"Thank you Rita...!" only that word comes out of my mouth.

"Together....! Make all this learning for you in the future, because Gua believes the more age will increase also the weight of the test. And the cave message is the same you later if there is another guy who approaches Lu must first understand his attitude, Lu must first understand his character before you make a decision, so that the incident with Raka does not happen again."

"Thank you Rita, thank you so much....! somehow I have to repay your kindness?"

"Ah basi lu, if you want to repay the goodness of the cave mingan you make the cave noodles instant boiled, because the rain is like this delicious noodle meal."

"Each commander, but help!"

"Even, cook a guest who prides himself."

"Come....!" invite me while pulling Rita's hand to get out of the room directly down the stairs leading to the kitchen to make instant noodles, because it's true what was conveyed by Rita rather than thinking about things that are not important, meningan think of the stomach that began to feel rumbling because of the cold.

Rita and I made boiled instant noodles, while continuing to chat about what I was going through right now. Rita kept advising me to stay fine, so that I would show that I was a strong woman.

After the noodles are ripe, we eat together while laughing cheerfully, because Rita is very good at entertaining people who are sad and with the presence of Rita I slightly forget the incident that happened to me about the disappearance of a boyfriend.

After eating each other's noodles, we went back to my room on the top floor, we both continued chatting while sleeping on a soft mattress.

"If I ask for certainty about our relationship now, what is wrong?" I asked Rita who was sleeping next to me.

"How certain?" rita asked as she turned her face looking at me curiously.

"Yes whether Raka has really decided on me or not, so that I can calm down if I have certainty."

"Oh, so you're still not sure, if Raka has already decided on you?" ask Rita.

"Yes so...! will it add to the new problem?"

Getting approval from Rita, I got up and took the phone on the nightstand, then pressed the Call Raka number button, After a long time calling the phone remained unconnected, the phone was not connected, Maybe he really blocked my messaging app number.

Feeling curious, I also borrowed Rita's number to call her, but unfortunately Raka's number can not be contacted like he was inactive.

I kept thinking about finding a way to get word from Raka, so I remembered that there was one number that had contacted me, but I didn't know whose number it was.

"Well, let's just say whoever knows that's his second number!" rita's advice after I tell her.

I also called the number, until soon the phone was connected then there were voices of women who greeted me from the end there.

"Hello, who doesn't talk?" asked the woman's voice full of astonishment.

"Sorry this is Raka?" I hesitated a little.

"That's not good, if asked even back to ask?" Tight the girl who was on the other end of the phone.

"i'm Devina Kak, Raka's friend...."

"Oh Devin, Raka's girlfriend is yes, Vira's sister's cave is Raka."

"Oh, his brother, Greetings, Brother...! I'm sorry if I'm disturbing, because Raka used to call using this number. I think this is Raka's second number."

"It's okay, what's wrong?" Ask Miss Vira.

"Sorry you have a friend, 'cause I called her number off?"

"Lack of knowing, because Brother is still at work, later if you have returned home Brother searchin ya."

"Really Brother...!" I asked as if I could not believe it.

"Really.....! cook me a lie, yes I've done work first yes!"

"Thank you very much, brother, sorry to interrupt....!" my words are a little sumringah turns out Raka's brother named Kak Vira is very good and very humble.

"How's it?" rita asked while looking at me.

"Later when it gets home, Raka's brother will tell." My answer explains

"thank you then, but if Raka has decided, that she doesn't love you anymore, and she's willing to break up seriously. You want to?"

"don't burden the cave with heavy questions the cave can't afford to think that way." said I who can't imagine what if I lived without Raka, because with Raka my life is more colorful in the midst of difficult family problems.

"must think about it from now on, so that in the future you can move on with life, because usually people are decided by love, they will be heartbroken.The cave as your best friend, you are, the cave does not want to see the only cave friends slumped, because of a breakup."

"getting such a question, I just took a deep breath. confused what to answer, because Until now I was not ready if I was decided by Raka, I do not want my life dark without Love.