Love Raka Vol. 2

Part 18's. Talk to Kayla

Pov Raka's

"Unfortunately, being beautiful does not require struggle, it does not require sacrifice. Cave has been desperately exercising every day, running every morning, strict diet, going to the salon, body care.who is it for?" kayla ended with a question.

"Who did it for?" I want to know what a woman does.

"Yes for our partner is. But the cave is dead like that, cave guy still rarely have time for the cave.he even often go with his campus friends," obviously Kayla with a lethargic face, Maybe she felt that what she sacrificed did not get a proper reply. Because Kak Derry her boyfriend was never beside her.

The atmosphere in the living room of Kayla's house also sounded Silent, we fly with each other's fantasies. The sound of rain continues to fall soaking the earth punctuated by flashes of light, light, followed by the sound of lightning that is not too big.

I began to gulp back the warm tea that was inside the mug, my eyes sometimes stealing glances towards the upperclassman who looked so beautiful, her hair straight like a crown that complemented her perfection.

"Gua tired Raka, if the cave had to sacrifice continuously, but not considered at all." continued Kayla break the silence of the atmosphere, her left hand fix the hair tucked behind the ear.

"Keep how?" I asked like a fool who really does not understand what a woman wants, which I know the woman is only angry and can blame, without being able to understand the contents in her heart.

"Well, why are we dating, but we only get tired, incomprehensible to our girlfriends, irritability that must continue to sacrifice without being treated more, he said, the fatigue that must be every time you give up. Then what's the point of us dating, then what's the point of us dating, if only to torture ourselves?"

Hearing Kayla's explanation I took a deep breath in confirming What my upperclassman said. it is true why we waste time just to feel the taste of falling in love that there is no sweetness at all, it is the same that we are torturing ourselves slowly while waiting for death.

"Right, I also feel the same way.the cave also feels tired if the cave has to lie continuously, because we can not be honest with a partner, can not be honest with ourselves, can not be honest with ourselves, and the cave is not, So what's the point of us dating, if we just feel tired?"

"What the hell we do, we have girlfriends but we still often feel alone" added Kayla who made the corner of my lips smile because we were as thought.

Kayla and I, in each other's little hearts, don't want to date, but we don't want to have a boyfriend that burdens our lives, or ignores our lives. What Kayla and I want is to have a partner who is always responsive, who is always there for us without disturbing each other's lives.

"So Brother wants an understanding girlfriend huh?" my reply began to tease her breaking the serious mood by slipping a seductive smile from the corner of my lips.

"What the hell....! Yes it is who does not want to have a very understanding partner, who is always there when his girlfriend needs, who always understands when his girlfriend wants."

"I also want a partner who is considerate, but not overprotective, not to ask me every time even every second.I just want to have the confidence of the couple, he said, that I wouldn't dare to try to do the unexpected, because I as a man have a responsibility, I will be responsible for what I have said. when I say 'I love you' so until whenever I will still love him. with a note he does not poison my feelings with over-thinking attitudes, because if my feelings of love continue to be disturbed, then gradually the feeling will be eroded, the feeling will erode, like water passing through a rock."

"I'm not over-thinking, all I want is for him to have time for me. I never asked him the news when he was doing his activities, when he was in college or was running a routine that he was used to doing. I only ask for his time when he is free, because although as busy as any human being they will surely have time to rest, time for family, time for a partner."

From our conversation I increasingly understand, that it turns out communication when it comes to relationships is very important and understanding the feelings of the couple is also no less important, because if discussed carefully then we will find a solution.

After a long chat, the rain began to subside though not completely, because there was still a drizzle that fell. I, who had felt that I had been at Kayla's house for too long, immediately ended a very exciting conversation.

"It turns out you're an adult too!" Praise Kayla as she throws a smile at me, making this heart feel Stop Perched, as if it doesn't want to disturb when I stare at the beautiful smile on its face

"No, maybe the person speaking will get carried away by the interlocutor."

"meaning?"

"Yes when the person who invites us to chat is a more mature person, then gradually our mindset will change as well.Thank you for all this chatter, I think, I'm starting to understand what I have to do now."

"No doubt, I'm not the Junior High you can easily dig up." Kayla replied as she looked away hiding a faint smile on her lips, hiding a face that looked red as a tomato.

"I'm not praising, I'm telling the truth. Oh yeah, not that I don't." I said, stopping the conversation feeling bad, afraid Kayla was offended.

"It's okay?" kayla asked while turning her face around, so that our two gazes clashed to make my heart thump, Like fear of losing that beautiful smile.

"As the rain has subsided, I want to leave first, fearing that my parents are worried."

"Oh so, don't wait to bokap same nyokap cave home from the office?"

"Other times, I'll play here again if I can."

"Have it, Lagian entertains your little sister kayak lo not too much trouble, enough with a cup of tea you feel at home to linger in my house."

"How not to be at home if there is an angel who accompanies."

"Don't stop tinkering, I told you your words won't work. Yeah, it's there if you want to go home carefully on the road."

"You kicked me out of key?"

"Yeeey! How the hell, he said he wanted to go home, but was told to go home and even recriminate like that?" kayla replied as she bent her face making her look even more beautiful.