Love Mita

Love Mita
He is not confident



Ramah


"Fer, what else?''


''Breakfast. Get ready to work, make money to pay installments. Why?''


****** honestly, her mind is chuckling.


''When is the birth?"


Slow but sure, first sons. Long ago also nyampe. Xixii


"Doctor's forecast is a week away."


He took a breath, tried rilex. It turns out not easy, expressing the intent through the alternative way.


"Gini.. Cave again nyari people make office handle jabodetabek helpin Fima. You have a good candidate...."


Not finished he finished his sentence, but Fery had cut.


"Gga need to convoluted, the cave knows you not just a month and two months. How much do you dare to pay for the cave?"


"Fuck, the danger of the cave has your rich men. Can read the mind of anjir cave."


They laugh together. It is real, Rama can not cover the contents of his brain when talking to Fery.


"But the cave is not good, Rena will want the birth of your time to stay" he continued.


Fery seemed to think for a long time. He is afraid of being rejected. Huhuhoo.


"Two caves want to nemenin Rena here about a month. The cave also fasts Ram can't be tasty."


There is a veiled meaning of Fery's speech, he was a little relieved. Feeling his Fery doesn't matter should be a temporary LDR with Rena.


"Way two days off a week? Thursday is Sunday. Gasoline money please count."


Fery explained in detail the things that were the consequences. The request that he should be able to approve, because the decision of the office is in his hands.


"Jaudah set-up the same Fima. He knows the technicalities later. Salary to Fima. The cave apartment can fill you."


"If the in-laws have returned, the cave invites Rena to no problem means yes in the apartment? He's on three months leave, right back in-law cave he's coming to Jakarta."


"Beres, set-up. During office work there is no cave problem. Clear ya cave so no longer dizzy nyari people. How long is the resign process? There must be a quick way, there are three restaurants that want to be renovated. Fima's getting married, she's getting busy."


"Anjay, he also realized that Lu was not possible."


He laughed. Since college Fima did pay special attention to him. Three close friends with Fery, in fact make Fima like it. As he once told his mother, there is no genuine friendship between a woman and a man. There was at least one of the two that stored the flavor, and it happened to him and Fima.


Fima who always talks as is never cover her feelings one day ever invite her to chat together without Fery. He who came home from college did not think anything.


"Ram, we've been together a long time. No more feelings for me?"


"More how?" After more Fima talks, he began to guess the direction of Fima's conversation.


"Gue likes you. We can be more than just friends?"


"Don't macem-macem deh Fim. Gua nganggep lo pure as friends. Caves are comfortable like gini, three of them are Fery."


"If so, why don't you have a boyfriend? Not because of my ngarep?"


He laughed, it turned out that Fima's confidence level was high.


"Cave law has not been dating, because the cave does not want to. If you like there are some girls who like cave. But yes it does like her.''


His daydreams about the past are spoiled, Fery surprises him.


"Two weeks of the cave is ready to work in the office of boss Rama."


"The best, nohun Fer." (nuhun: thank you)


He stretched his hand muscles. One problem is done.


"What kind of love?"


Ahh. she forgot to ask the girl about visa progress.


"January he's here."


"Is that breaking up like a kid?"


He giggles, breaks up? bodo greatly!


"I don't think so yet."


"Bag, Ram's girlfriend. Sinting is Rama."


He did not pay much attention to the conversation Fery. He took a laptop, reworked the task that he had delayed because his mind kept thinking about his office in Jakarta.


"Cave while doing Fer's job. Many gini cave work, dimeh business that mah bodo very cave nggurusin."


"Where are you, enjoy your perfect life.'' (good to enjoy the perfect life)


"Perfect from where the shucks. Perfect if the cave has married Mita. Perfect cave life."


"Bodo is very, it's up to you."


*****


Lecture has started loose, because it has entered the weeks of midterm exams. After cleaning the bathroom and shower, he opened the book to repeat the material that has been delivered by the lecturer in the classroom.


Adit who since yesterday returned home, has not told him. However he let it go, he thought Adit would contact him if his mood had improved.


Not much material has entered his brain because some think of Adit, a video call from Rama entered, but he let. He focused on the book in front of him.


The second video call came back still from the same person. He picked up, he put his phone in front of the desk clock that he used as a propeller.


"Again what?"


"Learn."


"Bother me dong?"


He did not answer the question that Rama should have known the answer, because it was very disturbing. The test before Rama's eyes! angryness.


"Where is your visa taken care of?"


"What kind of visa is it? Sena didn't say."


"Geez that boy, yeah. Is your passport still there?"


"Not yet."


"When are you on holiday? UTS is off for a week."


"I'm just UTS tomorrow."


"UTS done take care of the passport yes, I told Mr. Karman to transfer to immigration."


"Where's Uncle Karman? Your driver?"


"Yes, the time of Pakai Karman my lecturer in Jakun."


"Sir Karman right in Jakarta, do not you ask your friends in Bandung to make anther me?"


"You want to drive Fery?"


"That's not connecting."


"Urus dong Mita darling. Let's get you here, I miss."


He took a deep breath. Rama has not changed. A year more did not meet, not much changed from Rama even still the same. Still ngeyel!


"Rama, I have Adit. You're rich don't value him."


"How much should I value him?"


He looked at his cell phone stopping reading activity, apparently Rama was doing the same thing with him.


"I'm serious Rama."


"I'm more serious. You can date anyone, but after you graduate I'll go home for your wedding."


"You're ngaco."


"You don't want anything, just take care of yourself."


Rama sounded serious warning.


"I look like a woman who wants to be whizzed?"


"Ngga dong, so I believe in you. That's why I also let you date other men, he's just a rich driver who nganter you doang right?"


He's stunned. He hoped that Adit would not think about what Rama was thinking


*****


Adits


Today**** his meal disappeared, two days Mita did not contact him.


"You didn't miss me?"


Finally he called Mita because her mother had been mengedumel since.


"Why Deck, daritadi urgency."


The mood's a mess.


"It's also free if I say kangen. It's also free for me to chat, phone, no one to answer. I am also testing again, there is no time to think about things that only make me cry. Cape my eyes Mas."


"Mas make you cry? Why?"


"Because I don't believe me."


"I trust you, only I don't trust that man."


"If you believe me, you won't be angry. For what, I forgot him. I chose it, didn't I?"


He's speechless. He recalled his words to Rama before the man departed. Like I'm on glass.


He is not confident.