Love Mita

PMS

The next day he still enjoys the leha-leha time before struggling with the management of his S2 short course registration file before later taking care of the requirements of F-1 student visa (visa USA student).

His memory returns to the figure of the woman he hugged last night warmly. His red eyes when crying when he knew he was going to the US made his mind waver, now he is sure that Mita also loves him. But the plan cannot change, it must go on.

''Where're you? Not busy? I'm gonna talk."

The short message he sent, not how long the phone entered his phone.

''So you're the one who called, the guy got a chat from me?'' it's been a long time since he teased Mita, he misses. Especially later, meet later.

"Judah I'm closed."

And sure enough Mita hung up on him. He smiled happily succeeding in teasing.

*****

Mita

"Octobeyed? I'm kidding." But he didn't intend to answer.

''Mita.'' call Rama lirih.

''Hmmm.'' sounds like the sound of a sleepy person.

''Don't sulk, later if I've left you lash out I can't go home.'' come back there is no answer.

The uncomfortable feeling due to her PMS since yesterday made her a little more sensitive than usual. The urination is unclear.

"Mit, that's our semalem, right?"

What kind of question is this?

''Yes....''

"Could that?" He answers. Rama why did not want to understand his current position.

''Why can't you?" Rama is always forcing.

"It's like you're still nanya. Do you not know or forget what my status is? If you love me please don't put me in a difficult position." he half snapped.

''Why are you anyway? Daritadi. Why does it always end up in your status?''

''You are the one who is why? From semalem you always ngeselin. Is this what you want to talk about? Rama, I don't have the energy to debate!''

Rama took a breath. Mita is in a bad mood.

"OK it's my fault that I was too hopeful. You make me more sure to go. You did not want my presence.''he was aghast, it seems the guess was right.

Could it be that Rama's family already knew of his relationship with Rama?

Not wanting to argue further, he ended the phone call with Rama.

''I have a public lecture. It's good you don't have to call me first.''

His mood today makes it very heavy to step foot to attend public lectures. But the foot must still step where it should be, even though the heart and mind drift somewhere.

*****

Ramah

The following days Rama was preoccupied with registration at the institution of the course to be taken. After a super short and emotional thought process, he decided to take a short course at the University of Washington Foster School of Business in Seattle before starting his new master's degree in January. He thought it would be better if he left for the US sooner. Reorganizing his heart, aware that Mita was the one who was too far away.

The next step is to collect the requirements of F-1 student visa (a USA student visa). It takes time and energy, so there is no more time to please yourself.

''Rama, everything is done?''

His daydream was broken at dinner with his mother that night.

''Udah Ma.'' he realized that he was not alone at this time. His mother has been watching him since.

''You rich don't want to leave? What's up?''

''Not really, usual aja.'' he took back the teriyaki chicken that had been used up on his plate but still left rice.

Ms. Lia took a deep breath, fully understanding the feelings of this child.

''Your place of residence while there is already settled?''

''Udah, I asked for an apartment recommendation to Mas Rudi, the area around the campus.''

Rudi is a senior in his office who has settled in America. He has a USA green card, aka permanent resident card, because he married an American woman.

''I'm really proud of you, you can take care of everything. But tell me know if you need some help.''

''OK, for sure.''

He nodded, just a love affair that he did not take care of. Mourn.