Love Mita

The Match Will Not Go Where

"You don't want to apologize or straighten out, Non ?"

Because there was no message from Sena from last night until the eve of his departure to Tokyo, inevitably Adit who had to give up. Adit realized he was a man.

"I have to apologize for what? I don't feel wrong."

One of the difficulties of the relationship between the two youngest children.

"I was wrong? Where was my fault?"

"The mistake is in the head of Mas because it thinks far away. Too much of a guess. I just logged out the account anyway, let Mas not mind macem-macem if anyone DM me."

"In fact, I think Sen's macems are gini."

"See? the wrong way of thinking." (Yes, right?)

Did ya? Adit was confused about his own thinking. Not only Sena, his family also said that his way of thinking was wrong. Adit did not reply to Sena's last message, confused as to what to answer.

"Well, not at the airport yet?"

Adit gave up, wanted to contact him first. Now it's Sena's turn to lower the ego.

"Don't want my video call?"

Not yet Adit reply, Sena send a message back.

"I'm at the airport, delivered by Mom."

His heart wanted to see Sena's face. But every look at Sena's face ugly thoughts always appear. The fears continue to loom. Until Adit thinks, it's good not to video call Sena for a while.

On the other hand Sena wants to see Adit, that her lover is fine before flying. Menu video call Sena press, but never answered.

"Not lifted?"

"Crowded, have started boarding." (many)

"Take care, my dear."

Adit let out a long sigh reading Sena's message. He wants to return, but his heart cannot.

"Take care of yourself, that I said yesterday."

"definitely. But you don't give me back, dear. My love claps one hand?"

The words that Damar always said to him, now Sena questioned Adit.

"I love you. I'm airplane mode. Bye."

Is it true that his father said, that he still has past wounds that have not healed? Until Sena who should be affected. Suspicion and crisis of trust.

Retna only watched her youngest child in silence, who looked confused and resigned.

"Same?"

"Sir Ma'am."

Adit smile. However, Adit does not want to make his parents worry.

"Be careful on Deck. So landing, just let me know."

Adit hugs and kisses the cheek of his beloved mother. Ask for blessing to return to finish college.

"Doain Adit let's finish, ma'am."

Adit deliberately took the bussines class so as not to be too full, because his mind was in a mess. He wanted to pull over, wanted to know himself more.

"Crazy, because of instagram doang cave so gini !"

Adit grieves in the heart.

During the seven-hour Jakarta Tokyo trip, Adit was unable to close his eyes due to his own thoughts. Finally, he took the time to reflect on everything. What he saw now was a cloud, which looked sincere, not wishing and asking for anything. Does it have to be like a cloud?

"You can't be a toxic guy. Excessive possessiveness, pity also his Sena."

The Princess's words at breakfast before leaving for the airport, still ringing in her ears.

Is it really toxic?

In what ways should he change his mindset?

"Does the cave have to be sincere Sena?"

Adit kept wondering himself.

Upon arrival in Tokyo, Adit deactivates his personal phone. But the phone connected to the client still he enabled. There's a lot of work he has to do. Intention to return to Indonesia to recharge energy, even mind, Adit resigned.

Huft.

Whatsapp from Sena logged into her work phone. Adit had expected that Sena would contact him.

"I think about everything again."

"What thoughts?"

"We."

"Keep ?"

"I need to take a time."

"Time for what?"

"I am tormented by my own hopes. But I realize, you also have the right to determine what you want."

"This is still the language of log out instagram? Not quite right?"

Sena's emotions began to be provoked, deadlocked by Adit's attitude for him stupid.

"In general's. I wish you were gini, you are. That's your life, I don't have the right to live, do I?"

"I swear I'm dizzy again, Mas know my own duties again-manynya. The language does not go anywhere, made as simple as possible can not?"

"You I'm free there. Let me stay plong, don't expect a macem."

"I mean we broke up?"

"But the marriage is the same as mine. When I came home, I married you. Is that it?"

"What??"

"Ngga broke up, but break until I get back."

"There's no word break in my dictionary, Mas. Just break up or keep going?"

"Sometimes, that gray thing exists."

"Egois. Yesterday I shouldn't have gone home! Hate you!"

"Sorry, Nope."

Sena cried all night, until at breakfast Enin weight, he said,

"Eneng why? Crying out last night? Why didn't you leave the room last night? Enin eat sndiri."

"Many thoughts, Nin."

"Euleuh. slave sakola mah, sakola we heula. Tong mikan nanaon." (schoolboy mahja just yet. Don't think of anything)

After the incident Adit or Sena did not send word even one sentence. For weeks. Adit and Sena are drowning in their respective activities.

Sena tries to understand from Adit's side, as Mita says after she tells him to cry.

"Adit wants to focus first maybe Sen. I can understand that, you should be able to understand more. Sometimes because there is a feeling of belonging, so want it in accordance with what we want. Rich Adit who feels like he has you. So he now seems to be trying sincerely to throw away that feeling so that you don't need much for this."

Sena pondered Mita's words that had a point. Until finally he accepted that the soul mate is not going anywhere.

Now Adit only monitors Sena from the instagram story with his account, and vice versa. So now Sena more post stories than usual. So that Adit knows the situation without having to ask. Although he had to reply some people that he hoped would not reply to his story.

"I'm good."

Only the description that Sena displayed on a white teddy bear photo.

"Even though I miss you, but what can I do."

On other occasions, during group work with his college friends. Many, but much quieter when compared to when with Adit. Although only two.

"No need to talk, I know your heart. And I'm still the same."

And other upset sentences until speculation arose among friends of the Sena campus that Sena and Adit had broken up.

After returning from Indonesia, Adit focused on some abandoned jobs. There was even a project that caught his attention. Being a Brand Ambassador event for the introduction of Indonesian culture held by the Embassy of the Republic of Indonesia (KBRI) in Tokyo.

One night, while Adit was working on a task, there was a DM logged into his instagram account.

"Good night, greet me Silvi from the KBRI Tokyo. We want to offer cooperation with Mas is willing? If you are willing, without prejudice to respect please inform whatsapp contact we can contact. Thank you." Thank you."

Interesting, Inner Adit.

Although there are many jobs and college assignments, with full confidence he will accept this offer without seeing nominal. When can I contribute to the country?

Maybe this is one of the ways God made him pull away from the complicated relationship with Sena. That kept him busy.