LOVE IN THE SHADOW
THE CHAPTER 19
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Three days have just passed. Without feeling three days have passed without any news that makes each heart hot. But at that moment he could not vent all the pain in silence without a sound.
"Mas?. Where are you really?. Why are there no news for three days?. Has something happened to you?. Or is there something you're hiding from me?."
Send, Raya tries to contact her husband via private chat. It was a pity that the chat was last active three days ago.
"It feels very painful. You've really been through three days pretty much the same. Waiting for you at this dining table, is like waiting for a very important guest. But you did not come here even though I was disturbed here for three days." At that moment he felt his pain very differently. A feeling of tightness that he could not bear anymore.
Slowly, his eyes began to feel heavy. So that he could not resist the sleepiness, he rested his head on the dining table.
"Hopefully tomorrow morning ravenska is already in this house." That was all his hopes at that moment before he completely closed his eyes to fall asleep for a moment.
Not long after that Ravenska opened the door slowly. He went straight to the kitchen, because at that time he felt thirsty after a long trip.
The deg!.
He was very surprised when he saw Raya who was asleep at the dining table?. At that time he also saw there was a dinner dish in front of the Kingdom. All of them are your favorite foods, foods that were previously made by her mother. But how is it possible?. Can you make that cooking?.
"Mass?."
The deg!.
That time also more surprised because Raya called him?.
"You don't have to do any theatrics ray. I'm not going to be affected by anything you do." In his heart his freedom will not shift in the least bit of his heart to anyone but Salsa. "For me besides my mom, salsa is the woman I love most from my deepest heart. You are very different from what I expected. To me you're just a friend, and I'll never get out of that zone with you." In his heart he was determined that the only woman he loved so much was Salsa. "Even if we have been together for a long time, it does not mean that there is a feeling of love that I instill in you so that you accept the marriage easily." After that he went to his room, because he wanted to rest immediately. "Sorry, I've traveled far enough to feel very tired. So I don't have time to move you." Ravenska just left. He did not care at all about the state of the Kingdom that was sick at that time?. Though it was very clear that he listened to Raya deliriously while asking her whereabouts?. Yes, it is possible that he will not know that, because he does not have any feelings for Raya. Because the love he had at that time was only for Salsa, and he would never share it.
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At 4.45.
Raya woke up listening to the sound of the dawn prayer. It turned out that he had actually fallen asleep at the dinner table. But at that time his head hurt, his body felt hot. However he tried to ignore the feeling, he immediately headed to his room as he wanted to perform the dawn prayer.
At that time Raya did not pay attention to how she was doing, because her head was aching, so she did not pay attention to how the surrounding conditions were at that time. All he did was to perform the morning prayers. Meanwhile Ravenska slowly opened her eyes as she felt a glare coming down on her eyes.
"Richa?." In his heart, he could not believe what he saw. He saw Raya performing dawn prayers?.
"Allah is merciful, merciful. Give strength of heart and strength of faith to the servant. Give strength of heart to the servant to feel how ignored by the very servant. Give the strength of faith to the servant so that the servant faces this temptation with a steadfast heart. Draw our hearts close, and there should be no feeling for us, O God. Verily this love is yours, this feeling is yours. Therefore they are servants of the strength of the heart and the strength of faith, O Allah. Protect your husband wherever he is, stay away from the danger that befalls him. May the husband of the servant be healthy always, may the husband of the servant always be in the protection of Allah. Aamiin's." At that moment there was the sound of his sobs, although only a little.
"Raya." In Ravenska's heart would not have guessed that he would listen to her prayer like that which Raya chanted in her prayer?. But at that moment he pretended not to hear it. He pretended to be asleep so that the people did not suspect, if in fact he listened to what Raya had said in his prayer.
While Raya tried to lay her body beside Ravenska, she seemed to be unconscious because she could not resist the feeling of fever that was afflicting her body at that time. Raya just closed her eyes because of that drowsiness. So that at that time he could not see how the surrounding was anymore. He simply obeyed what was being moved by his body at that moment.
Raya faces towards Ravenska who looks to be watching her. At that time he had accidentally come into contact with Raya.
"It's hot." In his heart Ravenska can feel how hot he feels when he comes into contact with Raya. When seen from his face?. Raya at that time looked very pale, her lips looked dry, and occasionally saw listening to the moaning sound of her lips as if she was indeed sick at that time. "No. I can't pay attention to him. I will not be touched at all even in this state of him." In his heart tried to shake off his mother's feelings towards Raya. "I know you're the queen of theatrics. So I won't get a call with anything you do." Ravenska did not care at all about the state of the Kingdom at that time even though it was clearly a fever?. But why did the young man who was her husband at that time not believe it at all?. Is his feeling really dead towards Raya?. Does he not feel any sympathy for his wife who is ill because he thinks of her?. Miris.
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