LOVE IN THE SHADOW

CHAPTRE 16

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They are all preparing for a very satisfying result, one that can reach all?. Will they succeed in doing that later?. Meanwhile Ravenska and Bambang were waiting outside. Both are waiting for how will that result be?. Surely father and son, they were talking to each other, right?.

"Your mom told me the same papa. If you're not the same cake."

"What about pa?."

"It's not the cake first. You're the same guy, how come it's the same papa?."

Ravenska was silent for a moment, trying to think about what her father had said about his relationship with Raya before they got married?.

"You are the one who has been with the universe, you who have extended your feelings of love with him?. So you're the one responsible?. For what you have given me."

"Growing out feelings of love?. Since when do I give the same feeling of love to me?. I don't remember at all." In his heart trying to remember where the outlines of the feelings of love are?. "It feels like what I'm doing is normal." In his heart was very confused, and he had thought about it very correctly, and he had never forgotten what he had gone through with Raya. "It was just plain attention, casual friendship, and nothing special. But why do you insist on marrying me?. What's more he has a very good affinity with the universe." In his heart he still had not found anything special about it. "If only salsa had met my mother first?. Maybe the highway will never be a barrier between my relationship with salsa. Why do you have to be the wall that blocks my love as salsa ray?. I do not love you. Because the woman I love salsa, not you." In his heart still had not accepted with what had happened before his eyes back then?. In religious and state views he has been bound by a very deep promise of marriage. Why does his heart have a will?. Can't accept that with a chest?. Was his heart really fixed on Salsa who had given him the love he wanted?. No one can measure how deep one's feelings of love are, only selfish feelings are capable of doing that.

While Maisya was enjoying the photo shoot, she actually appeared like a very professional model.

"Well, that's pretty mom. Yeah, to the left a little." The cameraman on duty at the time was very happy to take the picture. It feels like he really took a really amazing picture. "Ok, her sweet smile. Sip. Best mom. Really good enough."

All of them who listened to it even followed up laughing, unable to bear the cameraman's words that could not stand the extraordinary pose of Maisya who was like a professional model.

"OK, sip. Take a break." Speak with spirit. "Please make up team. Makeup back to the model." In a flirtatious tone he said like that, thus inviting the laughter of all of them.

"OKs. Sip."

"So cool mom."

"Hehehe. Thanks to ray."

At that time they really worked very well together, for the smooth running of the new program they had created with the results of teamwork which was perfect for good results as well.

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The model session had already passed, and they had returned home to rest. 

"Don't praise mama cake too much. I think mom's back to being young."

Raya and Bambang laughed, listening to what Maisya had said. While Ravenska just silently watched them like that. Was there not a feeling of envy that he felt?. If papa and his mother were closer to Raya?.

"If so, my mom rest first. Mama must be tired of being a model."

"Yes, mama knows that you want to be just as happy. But don't throw the mama in the cake."

"Mama can do it."

Raya even blushed embarrassed listening to it, while Ravenska was very sad to hear the speech. "What a mama." That's all the response.

"Pa, let's go to the room for a break. Let our son be with his beloved wife here."

"Every beautiful mother." He held Maisya's hand very warmly. As if they were back young, doing something very romantic like a newly married couple.

"What the hell is ma?. Shame to see." Ravenska was embarrassed by the behavior of her parents like that.

After that Raya took the ointment medicine that she had bought before they returned. Slowly he went to his waist which still hurt very much. It was very clear that there was sweat soaking his head, and at that time he looked very pale. "Oh, it hurts a lot." He rested his head on the table to hold his body. For a moment he absorbed the medicine that had fused with his skin, as it relieved the pain that had plagued his waist after receiving a hard blow.

The deg!.

Somehow Ravenska felt unbearable when she saw that, but another feeling said to ignore that?. Although all day Raya has struggled to withstand the pain in her waist to hide what she had felt at that time?. "Have I gone too far with him?." In his heart was asking such a question to himself?.

"Mas. Can you help me get to the room?. It hurts so much." His voice sounded extremely weak while enduring the pain.

But what happened?. Ravenska then just left without feeling guilty?. He seemed not to listen to what the Kingdom had said at that time?.

"Is this your reply?. After I tried with all my might I endured this painful feeling?." In his heart was very sick, and involuntarily his tears flowed by themselves wetting his cheeks. But unfortunately he cried without a sound, he kept the sound of his crying into his heart. Not that he was crying because of the pain that was afflicting his waist. But he kept to strengthen his heart, he caught it clearly, that there was no love he got from what he had given to Ravenska all this time. "Why should I marry him?. If I can't feel that love from her?. Was I the one who was wrong?. Too confident if he'll love me too?." In his heart was very sick with what he had wanted when he was an adult this time. Did he regret it after he felt that Ravenska did not love him?. Keep reading the story.

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