LOVE IN THE SHADOW

CHAPTRE 18

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When Ravenska had just arrived at Salsa's house, she rushed into the house. He could no longer hold back the longing he felt at that moment.

"Salves." He hugged Salsa with a deep feeling of love.

"Mas ravenska?." Salsa was very surprised by the hug.

At that moment they were releasing a deep longing. The feeling of love they felt at that time was very strong, as if nothing could separate them but God willing. A feeling of longing that they cannot bear, so they express that feeling of longing.

"I'm sorry, ca?. I didn't mean to leave you. I love you so much." He hugged his lover tightly.

"I'm so scared if you leave me. You haven't had any news in a week." At that time he tried not to cry because of the feeling of longing that was able to become in his heart.

"Yes, that's why I'm, I'm sorry to you dear."

"I thought you were going to leave me. I'm afraid to think about if that happens."

"You don't have to think bad things about me. I will never escape the love I hold today. Because you are the beautiful moon I once had."

"You are the sun to me, nor will I ever take my eyes off me."

Both of them at that moment actually revealed what they were feeling. Was the love they felt at the time just blind love?. Or the feeling of love that really grows and their day?. Is there a problem with love?.

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Meanwhile Raya.

At 7:15 p.m.

At that time he was in the kitchen. She had prepared all the food that became her husband's favorite. For some reason at that moment he felt an extraordinary salvation.

"Do I have to ask first what happened to mas ravenska?. Is it possible out there that you have someone you love so much?. Do I have to find out what mas ravenska is really hiding?." For some reason at that time he could feel there was something strange in their marriage relationship. Especially with the attitude of Ravenska is very different from when they were together first. "Why is my head suddenly dizzy?." I felt a pain in his back head. "Mass?." Raya tried to contact Ravenska, but at that time there was no response at all even the number was active?. "Where did you actually go?. Is this home not a place for you to live?. Do you have a place other than where we were together?." His bad thoughts began to kite out of nowhere thinking about the bad possibilities. "Who should I ask about the real you?. Sometimes we have a good bond. But why did you suddenly change when we got married?. Did I not get married and have time to attract you again?. Have you been doing the show all this time?. When we were together, what kind of feeling did you feel at that moment?. So now it's just the look of hatred you gave me?." His heart often asked like that, but why when he was with Ravenska?. The feeling was lost somewhere. For him just being with Ravenska was enough?.

Is he sure it can be like that?. Is he sure it is like that?.

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"Today's dinner is very special. Moreover, your cooking is very good. Makes me want to be with you more and more."

"You are that, huh?. Not in the chat, not directly?. You're the king of zombies, aren't you?."

"I'm just going to fight one woman. So that I could see his smile alone. The smile that only I can have, I won't let anyone see that smile but me."

"Oh. You are the one I love the most. It feels like I really want to melt with what you've said mas."

That is what happens when the two people meet and express the feelings that are in their hearts. The dinner was romantic for both of them. Besides expressing feelings of love?. They have also let go of pent-up longing even though it is only the environment of the week that they do not meet.

"Then tonight I'm going to sleep until the house hits you. So I can tell you that I really miss you a lot."

"We just met, don't immediately express that longing feeling to me. Because I won't be able to accommodate this feeling of longing if you go again from my side mas."

"I'm only gone for a moment. It will be impossible for me to leave you forever. Because my moon and my eyes are here with you."

"Yes. I think it's true."

I don't know what the two people felt when they fell in love, but the feeling was really very real. So that both of them without revealing what is in their hearts. Without shame or awkward feelings, they easily express the feeling of love in their hearts. 

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At 23.27.

Raya continued to pay attention to the clock on her phone, it felt so long for her to wait for someone who had not yet come.

"Will he not come home tonight?. Is it for work reasons?. I'm working on something I probably can't figure out what it is?."

He contacted Ravenska, but the number could not be reached at all. "What planet are you on now?. I can't I can't call you at all." There was a feeling of annoyance that he felt at that moment. "Are you currently shrouded by the mist of love out there?." Suddenly his feelings were heating up, it felt like he could not hold himself back anymore. Everything he did at the time was in vain. "Why am I going to keep going like this?. Do you like that she doesn't want to marry me?. Why is he treating me like this?. Did he not have any ill feelings when treated like this?." Raya tries to pay attention to Ravenska's attitude of cooking differently. Is she a stupid woman?. Who only rely on the feeling of love for a moment?. Is it only you who have excessive love?. Can't his brother see his true state?. Is this the true love?. It was impossible for a normal person.

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