LOVE IN THE SHADOW

CHAPTRE 17

One week has passed.

For that time the condition of the household is still safe, because Raya does not want to make problems or their relationship more tenuous. They have returned to their respective activities, of course, still in a cold state. It's just trying to survive even if it hurts. The pain he felt was not due to being hit or physically beaten. But it was Ravenska's attitude that made her that way.

That morning as usual, Raya had prepared breakfast for them. But Ravenska did not touch the food at all, he just passed it. Surely it makes the heart of Raya very sad.

"Mass?." Raya tried to call your husband. "What's not breakfast?. This is me making provisions for you mas."

"I'm lazy to eat. I have an important meeting today. I can still eat at the office. If you bring supplies I can not, because you are afraid of spilling dishes that you make. My proposal could be ruined." After saying that he just left without caring about how Raya felt at that time.

"Mas?. Do you not love me?." In his heart began to question how Ravenska really felt about him. "Can't I reach you?. Am I the only one who loves you too much?." His heart began to ache, a pain that made his chest even more tight. "Tell me if you don't love me. Then I'll let go of everything." Is it hard to do that?. Or at that time he just vent the disappointment and sadness that is in his heart?. It could be like that's what happened.

...***...

The Salsa house.

At that time he tried to contact Ravenska. The feeling of uneasiness began to feel because this week there was no news of Ravenska?. At last, the call was very well connected.

"Hello mas?. Where the hell are you?. I miss you so much."

"I miss you too, dear."

"Then come to my house. I miss you so much that I can't sleep."

"alright. Tonight I'll come see you. Please be patient?."

"Why not now?. Why wait for the night?. Do you not love me anymore?."

"I certainly love you very much. I will come at night, so that I may see your beautiful beauty still as the moon shines in my heart."

"Oh, ravenska. Don't make me miss your dreadful words."

Salsa was crying because she could not resist the feeling of deep longing for the person she loved. But when he listened to the dreadful seduction of Ravenska, his heart fell out with what he heard.

"Only to You do I make these dreadful words. Because I love you so much."

"Well then will I wait for tonight, huh mas?."

"Yes. Wait for me with your beautiful beauty tonight. I will take you with deep longing."

"Well, I'll wait for that warm hug. I'm going to spill all the longing that's in my heart right now."

At that moment they seemed to throw a feeling of longing through the words, the words of a poet who was holding back the pent-up feeling of love. Are they really blinded by love?. So without shame they just express what they feel.

...***...

Meanwhile Raya is at her house.

All he could do was clean his house with all his heart. Although in fact his mood at that moment was restless. But he tried to get rid of the sadness by doing some work that he could do. But his mind at that moment floated out of nowhere.

"Ray, what do you want to eat?. I'm the laper!."

"Yes anyway. Very laper."

"What do you want to eat?."

"What can be eaten. As long as you don't eat people eating stones let alone eating wood."

"Aahaha!. You could be kidding."

Their closeness at that time was like a pair of lovers who were kasmaran. Although they have not realized the difference in the closeness of friends with the closeness of lovers. But the people who saw their closeness were very envious, because the two looked very harmonious.

"Well, we're eating meatballs, right?."

"May I."

Eventually the two decided to go to the campus cafeteria to eat meatballs. They ordered two servings to eat, and a few drinks.

"Bismilahbornrahmanirrahim." Raya began to enjoy the meatballs they ordered earlier. Likewise with Ravenska who looks very enjoy the meatballs they ordered.

But at that moment somehow suddenly Raya felt an unusual spicy. Until he coughed?.

"Drink." Spontaneously Ravenska took a drink for Raya.

While Raya in a hurry he took and drank it, because it could not stand the spicy taste that spread on his tongue at that time.

"Loh?. How can you be so sad?." He said while giving tissue to Raya.

"Not knowing. It feels fine to eat spicy like gini."

"Maybe you're a thrush again."

"They are yes."

Raya even laughed a little, because she realized that what Ravenska said was true.

"You are this?. Habits that like to forget what I feel."

Back to this moment.

The memory was indeed quite simple, but somehow the memory was so memorable for Raya. For him at that time the attention given by Ravenska was the happiest thing for him. But now what's going on?. Ravenska was so cute to him that she didn't even look at him.

"Do I have to dare to ask you?. Do I have to tell you?. Am I the only one who loves you too much?. Is this marriage wrong?. Don't tell me you don't love me." His heart at that moment felt a deep sadness. "Tell me something. Don't treat me like that, as if you'd coded me that if you didn't love me. But I alone loved you long ago. From the first moment we met, a love that maybe only I felt." In his heart he remembered everything he had been through. But at the time there was nothing wrong with the two of them. It felt like Ravenska welcomed what she had done to the young man she loved so much. There was nothing wrong at the time, both of them seemed like lovers who were dating, and were arranging a great love story.

...***...