Love in the Covenant

I'm sorry

Hisam immediately grabbed his jacket and car keys as soon as he got a call from his mother-in-law, alerting his wife who is now in Jogja.

"Hisam.."Where are you going these nights, baby???"Bu Widya asked as soon as she saw him coming out of her room and looked rushed.

"I want to follow Binar to Jogja ma, turns out he went back there,"Hisam's answer with a bright face.

"Wait a minute Nak"prevent Bu Widya, please,

"What is ma...??"

"Mama had a long talk earlier with your mother-in-law, she asked mama to give you understanding so as not to follow Binar there" said Bu Widya slowly,

"Lho...??why ma???"

"Why can't Hisam catch up with Binar, is she my wife ma, I have a right to know how things are??Tanya Hisam was astonished.

"At this time Binar's condition is still very unstable dear, he needs rest and calmness,"

"Continue Hisam's arrival there, considered to disturb his calm is it..??is that what mama meant???

"That's not what my dear mother meant,

"Then why did you forbid me to go there?What is Binar who refused to meet with me ma???he said full of questions.

"Bu Widya was a bit hesitant to say it, but in the end she could only nod slowly, she said,

"Hisam looked frustrated hearing that, He rubbed his face violently and slowly retreated sitting on the sopa.

"He doesn't want to see you, baby, but give him time to think clearly, now his soul is shaken and fragile,mama is worried that it will worsen her condition even more if you force to meet her at this time"Bu Widya tried to explain slowly to her son.

"I think only he who feels the loss of our Baby candidate, Hisam also ma, even Hisam feels he has lost everything, Hisam just wants to encourage him, at least we can both give each other support, he said,because at this time Hisam knows he needs a backrest and Hisam really needs his presence ma, to make up for my guilt all this time, who can't be a good husband for him, he said,so I beg you not to hinder me ma"his request with a hoarse voice was no longer able to withstand the turmoil of his feelings.

"Mom Widya hugged him,

"I Need Binar ma, I need to see him now...!!!

"yes dear, you know...!!!

Bu Widya could no longer stem her feelings, she joined in crying while hugging her son.

"Then we go together to Jogja well now???"disconnects later.

"Mama and papa do not need to come, let Hisam himself who came to see the condition of Binar, Hisam will immediately notify mom and dad later.

"Okay baby, if that is your will, then,

"Yes.udah ma,Hisam departs now well..!!!he said while taking off his embrace and pecking at Bu Widya's cheek and then leaving.

"Be careful honey...!!!

"Yes ma, ma,

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"About 22.05 Minutes Hisam was new until Jogja, After parking his car in the garage he rushed down and slowly stepped towards the door, but he had not had time to squeeze the bell,the door was opened by Ms Retno in-laws who did not seem to sleep was waiting for her from earlier after being called by Ms Widya.

"Assallamu alaikum Ma'am,

"Waalaikum greetings, Let's go in please Nak,"Take Bu Retno while closing the door again slowly afraid to wake up Binar who had fallen asleep from earlier.

"Let's sit down, son,

"Yes..Ma'am, Hisam's view is fixed in the direction of the room that looks still on his lights.

"Your wife is asleep, son, why are you so desperate to get here at night, son, Mom was so worried when your mom told me about your departure here"Said Ms. Retno with a look of anxiety on her face.

"I'm sorry Hisam Bu, Hisham can't help himself anymore to not come here, I just want to see what his condition is right now...???He answered with a gloomy face,

"Mother Understand Nak, forgive your wife who has made you all worried even confused looking for her, her mind is in a state of turmoil Nak, she even....

Ms. Retno seemed silent not to continue her speech anymore, she looked back at her daughter-in-law who looked very hit, she said,

"She doesn't want to see me, Mom...??He asked Hisam with a sad face.

"Don't want to see you, son"

She just needs some time to be alone, quiet her mind, she's so sad to lose her baby boy, son,

"Yes Ma'am I understand, therefore Hisam wants to share his grief with Mom, He should not feel hurt alone, Hisham also feels the same Mom, Ma'am,and I don't feel like I can get through all this without him by my side" Hisam's answer, to be honest,

"Yesterday he also told mom everything about your relationship all along..!!!Said Bu Retno suddenly, making Hisam stunned, stunned to hear it, he said,

"I'm sorry, Hisam Ma,

Why was only an apology able to come out of his lips at that time,

"Mom never blamed you for this, son, mother even sad because we you were forced to live a relationship that you did not want all this time,It should be before we match you mother or mama you ask about your readiness first, Not even obey our ego, So sacrifice your feelings, forgive mother son"Said Ms. Retno apologizing with teary eyes,

"No Mom, you don't need to apologize, mom or mom is not wrong in this case it is precisely Hisam who has a lot of wrong Mom,Hisam is trying to come to terms with Hisam's past and I promise Bu will make amends for all the mistakes I've made so far, so I beg you to let me see Binar,"Pinta Hisam pleaded.

"Mother never forbid you to see her Son, she's your wife, you're very entitled to see her but now let her mind settle down first, I'm sure she'll get better after this,trust me, my wife will be fine...!!!

"But Ma'am,

"Mother won't tell you to come home, Son, rest here first, because no matter how your relationship has been, you know you're both devastated by this, you know,Tomorrow if your wife wakes up and asks you to leave, Forgive me if you can't do anything, you're both adults, you can certainly solve your own problems, you know,I'm not going to interfere, son" said Ms. Retno.

"Thank you so much Ma'am, Hisam was relieved to hear his mother-in-law's words,"

"Yes, rest my son...!!!

"Tomorrow, you speak well...!!!

"Good Mom, please,

"Oh yeah, Miss Hisam has dinner..??I heard from your mother earlier that if you do not want to eat, then dinner first Son, my mother has cooked your wife's Favorite Cuisine earlier, you do not want to taste it...???Ask Ms. Retno expectantly,

"Binar himself has eaten ma'am..???"He said back, nanya,

"Had child, even though only a little of it must be forced mother,Let's eat well too...!!!

Don't make us anxious to think about your situation, I know this is a hard ordeal but we have to give it away, Son, all this must have a silver lining" said Bu Retno trying to encourage him,

"All right, Mom,

"Come on, kid,

"Hisam resignedly followed his in-laws inside, and,although he himself has no appetite but he is quite happy to be let stay in the house at least tomorrow morning he can meet Binar and apologize.

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Hearing Adhan reverberating, Binar immediately woke up from his sleep.

While still rubbing his eyes, he grabbed the phone that was on the table, making sure that it had entered the dawn time.

"Oh right, it's 5 o'clock shubuh pas"Innya.

The pain in his head and the scars on his abdomen were still felt but did not make him to not wake up,because it has become a habit every hear Adhan shubuh will certainly wake up even though this time it has not been able to fulfill its obligations as usual because it is still in the puhas period.

"Slowly she came down from the top of the bed, and walked towards the bathroom.

Finished cleaning she intends to meet her mother who is sure again in the kitchen cooking something like her habit so far, he said,If he returns to Jogja Bu Retno must always masakin all his favorite food and that is without asking, and he will feel very happy and happy to enjoy it, he said, but why his return this time makes everything feel different, is still recorded clearly in his memory when he came home last month,And Bu Retno still had time to cook all her favorite foods despite being forced to skip all those foods in order to add nutritional intake to her body because she was pregnant at that time,

And without realizing it, a drop of clear tears fell back on his cheek, because remembering all that, even though now only memories remain.

"He quickly wiped his tears and walked to open the door,

How surprised when she opened the door of her room and she found the figure of her husband suddenly standing in front of her at that time,

"Good morning...."Say hello to Hisam while smiling on his lips,

"Again, the Volcano was a little stiff because he did not expect Hisam to be in front of him at that time.

"How are you today???Ask her while looking from the tip of the hair to the tip of the foot,

"The light did not immediately reply, and instead he left Hisam for the kitchen.

"Mom"he called her, but there was no word.

"Mother's back to the store"

Hisam was nongol behind him, and instead he answered his mother's call.

"This piece...???Ask him not to believe it,

"Seusai praying earlier, he said someone wanted to take his shirt order later at 8 but not finished in kepak" Hisam explained,

"Mother could not bear to wake you earlier, so he told me to take care of you,"Hisam said when he saw his wife was just silent and looked at him coldly.

"I'm not a kid anymore to look after,

why did anyone come here???he said with a sharp tone, because he knew his mother deliberately gave time for the two of them on the grounds of going to the Boutique, especially yesterday his mother had asked him to speak from heart to heart about their relationship.

"Shining wait, Hisham immediately pulled out his hand as Binar would pass leaving him, leaving him,

"What else mas,

Right now I just want to be alone mas, please leave me, "She said with teary eyes,

"Please don't torture me like this"Hisam immediately grabbed her into his arms,

"Let go, release me....!!!Binar tried to refuse and release the arms of her husband but his strength is still weak is not comparable to the strength of Hisam,

"You calm down, don't reject it, Let me hug you like this, at least in this way can treat a little bit of my guilt during this time" said Hisam lirih,

"Detach,...Binar still thrashed want to escape but in the end she resigned to tears in her husband's arms.

"I'm sorry, forgive me. It's all my fault, I should be the one being punished for all of this" Hisam regretted with unstoppable tears,

Binar was just silent resignedly, she was only able to cry unable to say anything, She let her husband hug and kiss her many times, she said,

"I'm sorry, baby"Hisam said sorry in his ear.

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