Love in the Covenant

I want to go home.....!!!!

Almost all night Hisam cried waiting for Binar, He even stayed awake waiting for him until morning, Although Doctor Jayadi has said, If his condition began to stabilize and has passed the critical period after surgery,But why doesn't that immediately calm him down.

As there is anxiety and fear of its own that always appears in his mind, the trauma of the past comes back to haunt him, afraid to feel the loss of his loved ones.

"Binar Hand in his hand was so tightly clasped as he did not want it off, Even he had repeatedly kissed the back of the hand, hoping with his touch could wake Binar from his long sleep.

"Hey...Good morning"

"Let's wake up baby....!!!!

"Why did you fall asleep so soundly...???Say it in a hoarse voice while slowly shrinking the head of his wife gently,although all night he did not sleep but Amazingly that morning he still did not feel drowsiness even he welcomed the sunrise with so his spirit.

"Take it easy Young master, Miss Binar's condition has begun to improve, she has responded enough.."Dr Jayadi said after the operation.

"Why hasn't he woken up yet???Tanya Hisam is still in the emergency room.

"This is still under the influence of the young master's medicine, and I have also injected tranquilizers so that he can rest in peace, another morning if Miss woke up he would feel fitter"Doctor Jayadi replied, trying to convince her.

"Doctor Jayadi's words last night were enough to strengthen him to survive the morning,he was afraid that his wife would wake up and need his help but he did not realize it.His mother-in-law had been forced to go home from last night in between by Leo,although He also strongly insisted to accompany him to wait for Binar but after being convinced, especially by seeing the condition of Bu Retno who was not healthy would not want to force Leo to be willing to leave him.

"Hisam's eyes again glazed over let alone see Binar who still did not give any response even though he had called his name several times, he said,doctor Jayadi himself was very sure that he would soon wake up this morning.

"The sound of the door opening suddenly distracts him, and the tail of his eyes

capturing the figure of two people who were standing in the doorway, and merta made her cry back unstoppable.

"Mama...

"Papa....

Call him shrewd, please,

"Yes.allah mama's daughter-in-law" Shouted Bu Widya Hysteris when she saw the condition of Binar at that time, she immediately held Binar into her arms, her tears spilled unbearably.

"Why can this happen anyway, dear..???

"Hisam, why don't you take care of your wife son, why do you let mama lose her future granddaughter"

Sayup-sayup heard his mother's words, the more she was sliced and depressed, the more regret and guilt haunted his mind.

"Pak Indra immediately hugged his son, trying to strengthen him.

"I'm sicker again ma, I've lost...I don't want to lose him again...!!!"Said Hisam trembling in the arms of Mr. Indra.

"Relax, Patience....!!!

All this has been in the line of fate, We can only surrender to accept this ordeal, you must be strong Nak for the sake of your wife"Pak Indra tried to strengthen his son.

"Hisam wept again, shedding all his sorrow in his heart before his parents.

"I'm sorry, son, we just got through it after all and let you go through all this on your own, I'm sorry dear mama, mama and papa never blamed you for this,it's been an almighty will, Forgive my dear mama"The embrace of Bu Widya just realized her mistake, she forgot that her son had just recovered from his past trauma.

"I lost again ma, I I lost...!!!

"I can't even take good care of him" Hisam regretted feeling increasingly guilty.

"No dear, you have done your best, Trust me everything will be fine...!!!Widya tried to calm her down.

"Lying ma, everyone has lied to me, even the doctor himself only promised a lie, he said this morning he would wake up soon but in fact he remained silent ma, even he did not want to listen to me..!!!Please wake him up, at least I want to see him open his eyes and smile at me"Hisam's love is getting depressed.

"Quiet baby, relax....!!!

"Bu Widya increasingly tightened her embrace, The tears of her eyes increasingly glistening, the events of 5 years ago re-crossed her mind when her son lost his loved ones, she said,he even had to call a psychiatrist to help restore his son's psyche at the time and he was afraid it would happen again if something happened to his son-in-law.

"Oh my God, don't let that happen"he begged.

"Then Retno came with Leo.

"He was stunned when he found his son-in-law who was like a dazed and depressed person.

"Leo, please help me bring Mr. Hisam out first, because it takes time and space to calm himself" asked Mr. Indra who began to be overwhelmed by the emotional face of his son.

"Don't you, I don't want to leave him for a second, I want to wait until he wakes up, what if he wakes up and he doesn't see me, he will definitely look for me pa"Hisam refused.

"Calm down, son, he will get hurt even more when he sees you are out of control like this" said Mr. Indra.

"Come young master, dear Miss let him rest in peace...!!!After he wakes up later I'll tell you, Persuade Leo.

"No need, I will still be here. I will not allow anyone to harm him again, now I will take care of him 24 hours because your men are not all mishandled"His face was fiery.

"Leo did not argue but immediately grabbed him with Mr. Indra and tried to take him out of the room Binar.

"Come on..Son, calm down...!!!

"Come on..Son,...Mr. Indra continued to persuade him until he collapsed and followed where they would take him.

"Bu Retno hugged Bu Widya, they came back with tears.

"Jam 5 shubu had Landing, I and Mas Indra from the airport directly to here..."Said Bu Widya rasping.

"I'm sorry Wid.I should be able to go home as soon as possible so that I can take care of Binar and our future grandchildren" Bu Widya hugged him again.

"We must be patient Wid, maybe God has not entrusted us to be a grandmother" Bu Retno slightly began to behave calmly.

"Yes..Ret..., I will try to make it clear, but I regret that I have not even had time to touch his presence in his mother's stomach, but God has taken it first from our lives"Miss Widya while shrinking her tears.

"Patience..Wid, Return everything to Allah, If we sincerely accept all forms of his trials insha Allah we will get the appropriate reward, may there be wisdom behind all these trials, he said,now we have a tough task to restore the psychic both, because Nak Hisam looks depressed and can not accept this reality, he said,I also can't imagine what will happen if my daughter has started to wake up and knows everything, What can I say to her" Ms Retno said back with tears.

"Bu Widya looked at Binar with a look of pity,

"I'm sorry dear mama, I'm sorry to have left you so long ago, I should think, at a time like this you need a figure in-law who can accompany you,as well as helping and taking care of you at all times but mama and papa are even far away from you, you must be strong well..honey...!!!Mama loves you very much" Said Bu Widya while stroking her and then kissed her forehead.

"Go away...Wid, Nak Hisam now needs you more, calm him down...!!!

"Line let me take care" said Ms. Retno.

"But Ret, what if my daughter-in-law wakes up...???

"I will call you...!!!

"All right, I'll go for a second...!!!

"Don't forget that you need anything, don't hesitate to call us" he said.

"Definitely...Wid....!!!

"Even though not willing to leave his Son-in-law but at the insistence of his best friend and his besi, he finally came out looking for the Existence of Hisam.

"Dead of Bu Widya, Bu Retno approached her daughter,

"Star....honey, you cry....???she was shocked as she made her vision clear again, and sure enough, when from earlier the eyes had begun to get wet with tears when she heard the hysterical screams of her husband,but he remained motionless and tried not to make a sound.

"Binar, you listen to my mother...!!!

Ms. Retno tried to wipe away her tears.

"Before Mom will tell your husband"Bu Retno was so enthusiastic when she slowly saw him beginning to wake up.

But just now he was about to stand up, suddenly the hand of Binar restrained him.

"Bu Retno was quite surprised, when the hand was tightly grasping his hand and then slowly the two eyes began to open.

"Darling...Alhamdulilah You have realized, son...???Ms. Retno hugged him with a sense of hilarity and happiness.

"Binar's tears fell back down his cheeks.

"Bu Retno turned her hands up as an expression of her gratitude and happiness, then kissed her daughters cheeks.

"Don't cry baby, trust me everything will be fine..."Said Ms. Retno trying to strengthen her.

"Binar was unable to say anything, he just shed tears crying over his poor fate, slowly he felt his stomach.

"You must be sincere, dear...!!!Retno hugged him back.

"Why do I have to lose my baby Mom, when I'm being affectionate" she said softly with a trembling voice.

"Bu Retno again shed tears, The moaning of her daughter's cries made her more and more satisfied.

"God is not fair with me Mom, after taking the father from my side now take my baby candidate too...!!!

"Why is God so cruel to me, Mom..."The groaning is so deep.

"Yang Stoic Son, this is the test from the above, Allah swt wants to test to where the patience of his ummah, his,She won't give us trials beyond the limits of our abilities as her ummah and I'm sure the mother's son can get through all this with a breastplate, the mother's son a strong woman, she said,I'm sure the mother's child is very strong"Bu Retno continues to try to strengthen her even though it is very difficult for her especially her daughter.

"Binar shook his head, Unable to say anything more, While his tears were getting louder in his eyes even his mother's face was not clear he saw again.

"It hurts her to lose her baby.

"I call your husband Dad now???pity her, Son Hisam like very hard hit to see your condition like this, Let him see you son.Mom is very sad to see him like a depressed person" asked Ms. Retno.

"Don't..Ma'am, I'm not ready to meet face to face with mas Hisam or mama Widya and papa Indra, I can't ma'am" Binar shook his head in a hoarse voice while palpating the stitches in his head that still hurt.

"But son, they're just as worried about mom, your husband never even sleeps all night waiting for you, just wants to see you wake up soon" Bu Retno tried to convince him.

"I know it's Mom, I even realized the presence of Hisam mas near me, just that I can't open my eyes and look at his face, I can't bear Mom"His mind with tears dripping back on his cheek.

"Mom..I want to go home to Mom...???Pinta Binar suddenly, he,

"Bu Retno looked at her in shock, She was so sorry to see her daughter's mental state at the time, She could only nod her head, assented to her request, trying as hard as possible not to cry again in front of her in order to strengthen her.

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