LOVE GIRL MOSQUITO REPELLENT (Holyness The Tarnished)

REPUDIATION

"Zayn...Zaina...Zain please stop. Listen to me for a second... Zain's." Riska ran a little to compensate for Zain's long, hurried footsteps. He continued to walk his feet through the hospital corridor, passing through every room that lined up. Zain did not heed Riska's call.

When he meets Zain, his feelings are stronger and his brain leads him to attract Zain's attention. His heart was crying, lamenting and regretting all his lies in the past.

"ZAINA..." Riska pulled Zain's hand hard until Zain's footsteps stopped.

"Never touch me with your dirty hands." Zain said with his flat face, trying to cover up the pain he was currently feeling. Why have to meet him again when he learns to forget, the incident has been many years but why it still hurts so much what else to see his hopeless face.

"Zain please don't be cold to me." Say Riska with her face.

Instead of answering, Zain stepped away but again Riska confronted him.

"Zain, I'm gonna have a minute for you."

"I don't have time for a woman like you." Instead of leaving, Riska pulled Zain's hand to a quieter place not far from his current position.

"I still love you so much, that feeling doesn't diminish one bit. I regret all my past actions. Zain I miss you so much, I still love you."

Zain did not budge, nor did he want to see Riska.

"Zain please say something, so I can understand. Zain I miss you so much, every day I always think of you, I never love Rangga. Even though we were married but I never gave my love to her."

"Zain I know you still love me, your hatred and your anger show that love is still there for me."

"He can give you anything you want, which I can't give you. So why are you holding me back?..."

"That's how much revenge is lodged in your heart for me until you can't forgive my mistakes. It's been a long time Zain."

Zain held onto both of Riska's shoulders and pushed her against the wall.

"Old... Long time you said... Do you know how long my heart has been hurt?... Your love is so sadistic Riska, your love is so sadistic. Here, here the wound still hasn't healed Riska." Zain patted his own painful chest with a bright, red look.

"Then I want to correct all my past mistakes, it's okay even if you don't love me anymore. I just want to be by your side, I will give my love to you and devote my life to you. You don't need to repay my love. I just want to atone for my sins and be by your side again. The karma I have for my actions in the past is immense, I have paid my treason." Riska began to despair, tears began to flow down her cheeks. But Zain closed his eyes, ears and heart to Riska not caring about the pain he felt.

"I've been kind enough never to intrude on your life again but I'm not stupid enough to trust you."

"Zain please give me one more chance."

"I'm a virgin, abstain from eating another man's bread." Zain said furiously as he remembered the betrayal. Not because of his widow's status he rejected Riska's love, but because of the pride of a man who sees with his own eyes the one he loves fondly with his own best friend.