LOVE GIRL MOSQUITO REPELLENT (Holyness The Tarnished)

PREGNANT

One month already Rani secluded herself in her mother's house, in Kampung Fisherman. Mother herself felt suspicious and surprised because Rani never lived long in the Fisherman's Village.

Rani finds out Iqbal sent a spy to keep an eye on Rani. The martial arts as well as the way of self-defense taught by Iqbal were very beneficial for him. Rani learned a lot from Iqbal.

"Son, it's been almost 1 month you left your cafe in Jakarta. You have a problem what? Why stay in the Fisherman's Village for so long?..." I asked Rani.

"Oh Ma'am, I'm tired, I want to take a break, leave the fatigue in Jakarta. I still miss Mom too. If in the gini interrogation continues I feel unwanted in this house look ma'am."Said Rani whining spoiled.

"It's not that I ngusir you, but Mother is worried about you, because you don't usually stay long in the Fisherman's Village. I'm just afraid you have a problem. Because it's not usually you never stay long in the Fisherman's Village."

"Mom don't worry. Rani is fine." Said Rani who then hugged her mother from behind and kissed her cheek.

"Udah yes Ma'am. I'm gonna take a break. Tired."

"Yes there." Say Mom while rubbing Rani's hair until it's messy.

Rani immediately entered the room, closed the door and locked the door. Rani lay herself on the bed with her body down, she sobbed sobbing her face on the pillow, afraid Isak her tears were heard by outsiders.

Rani is very good at acting, being cheerful in front of many people but grieving if alone.

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"Where's BIL from?" Rani asked Nabila who had just entered the house with a bag of crackles.

"From Mommy's pharmacy."

"You sick?..."

"No, just buy this testek."

"You pregnant?..."

"Not knowing Ma'am, just screwing. Who knows if she's pregnant." Then Nabila put the testpek into a drawer in the living room.

"Well, may you be given a baby soon."

"Aamiin's."

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Lately Rani's body is often carefree, Maybe because Rani rarely eats then her head is often dizzy.

Rani's day is spent alone in the room.

"Mbak Rani's..." Suddenly, Nabila breaks into Rani's room.

"What Bill?"

"Lonely mbak... There's no one."

"Where is your husband?..."

"Nganter Bowo's mother."

"Oh..." Rani again daydreamed looking far away with a blank and empty gaze.

"Not a tepid ass...." Rani's hand unceasingly pressed the skacle button until the lamp perched on her desk turned off and on repeatedly.

Suddenly Rani hears Nabila's sobs.

"Why are you crying?"

"This is a very sad movie." Nabila showed the video he watched through his phone to Rani.

"Si Bella, the village girl who was raped by thugs, she was pregnant, continued to be married to the thug, well she was tortured every day with her husband. It's a pity that the story is so genetic."

Hearing the story from Nabila, Rani remembers her own fate. His fate is not much different from that of Bella, the village girl told by Nabila. Rani's ailing heart is now getting sicker, Rani extinguishes her lights because she has shed tears. Rani was afraid that her sister would see her tears.

***

Sir, it's been more than 1 month, would it not be better for you to meet Miss Rani in the Fisherman's Village and settle your case and Miss Rani." Zain proposed to Iqbal.

"Rani was so angry with me, she wrote me a letter herself so I wouldn't call her again for a while. He still wants to be alone. If I see him, he'll get mad."

"But Sir."

"It's Zain, it's Rani's own wish. Soon we will also get married because the marriage of Nabila is almost 1 year in progress."

"I'm just afraid if Miss Rani gets angry at you, sir."

"Yes, he's already mad at me. Avoiding me is a form of protest from her."

***

"Tok tok tock... Rani's sister Come have breakfast."

"Yes Bill for a minute, I'm still folding this shirt almost done. You go first I'll follow." Rani said from inside the room with a slight shout.

Then Rani came out of the room, Rani felt her world spinning, her head suddenly dizzy. He held his forehead because suddenly his head was twitching because of dizziness.

Rani is back walking probably because she is hungry yet to have breakfast so she is dizzy. Rani sat together with Nabila and her sister-in-law in the dining room, while her mother was poking chili in the kitchen. Rani scoops rice, side dishes and vegetables and Rani eats them because she is very hungry.

Suddenly Rani felt nauseous when her mother came to bring a tidy sambal, Rani ran to the bathroom in her room.

"Hooeeeeekk hooeeeeekk hooeeeeekk." He was vomiting, now his head is back dizzy.

"Mbak why?" Say Nabila.

"It smells so bad, it smells so nauseous." Rani said with a loud breath after spewing out her stomach contents.

"Kayak-mbak pregnant people, smell the pungent smell immediately vomit."

"Deg..." Rani's heart throbbed hearing the words from Nabila she was afraid that what Nabila said became real because lately Rani's body felt uncomfortable and experienced symptoms like a pregnant person.

Rani held her chest because her heart was beating so fast, her heart was pounding so hard, she was afraid that if she was really pregnant then what would happen in her life, what would she do.

***

At 7pm Rani looked at the calendar, she was sitting at the dresser. He circled the last date he had his period marker, then counted his days.

The marker in Rani's hands fell down immediately after Rani realized that almost 2 months she had not come by the moon. Rani is getting g

fearfully, he felt that his world would collapse in a moment.

It was 9pm when all the families were asleep. Rani settles around like a thief walking towards the living room.

Rani opened the drawer and took two tests belonging to Nabila who was in the drawer. Coincidentally Nabila bought a test with a considerable amount. Rani just wanted to make sure that what she feared was really happening.

Rani immediately left the living room and went inside her room. Rani quickly went into the bathroom, she immediately used the test. Rani hopes anxiously waiting for the results of the test, her heart is very nervous.

Rani's knees felt weak unable to support her body. She slumped down on the bathroom floor after seeing the 2-striped test results as a sign that Rani was pregnant. Rani was crying hysterically by biting her hand so that her cries could not be heard coming out.

"My world is broken now, my life is broken, I am completely broken..." Rani was crying.

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