Love for One Reason

Lying for the Good

Helicopter, we still see the view of Bukit Tulis is so beautiful, cool, and beautiful. But unfortunately my heart changed not like the blooming flowers that spread on as the land of Bukit Tulis. 

My laughter and this joy just to make you feel better, Nat, I can't possibly ruin all this effort of yours. When Nata heard that I was so happy he laughed while hugging from the side yet I knew clearly there was something covered up. 

"Li, where are we going?" Nata asked as he fixed his seat more upright he also took off his embrace and looked towards the window while pointing at the river that contacted the lake of hearts. 

He smiled faintly and looked at me as if inviting me to watch the river as well as the lake of the heart. The heart lake suddenly reminded me of Ba Liana and herself.  That day I prayed to the universe and wished they could have the best path as well as love. 

"May they get the best way, give love to both aamiin ..." whispered in the heart. 

And when I remembered that, I again tried to understand everything 'hope' and the way that the universe gave them both why did they have to fight next and then the universe decided the way between them how Liana left forever, and Nata met me?

Is this really what the universe gave to Nata, and I am the destiny of her love? Maybe Liana was there happy to see me become Nata's lover, so this heart already loves Nata. They're "Ba Liana I'm sorry." my heart whispered.

"Li?"

When I heard Nata calling everything I thought was gone. "Yes why?"

"I should ask you that, why exactly?"

I can't possibly say anything that pleases her (thin smile) if I say that I doubt what you've said to be my lover, most likely you will be disappointed even what you prepare beautifully this will be a bad memory.

I don't know if you can actually control your emotions? Or the opposite is clear I don't want to re-traumatize, because this place once harbored grief in Nata's heart. "Father Nat, maybe I'm just tired because there's so much to do last night so I'm a little quiet."

"Jaudah, we're back, yes, now we're exploring this city."

I smiled at him too. But my thoughts about his heart kept coming up and bothering me. "... there's no way Nata can't remember the moment with ba Liana."

"Is Nata... trying to heal his heart by making sweet moments here?"

"Am I just a tool, a lure so that he is no longer focused on Ba Liana or with all his memories?"

"What about two years someone can accept reality? Forgetting someone, I just can't forget it's even hard to divert what I've witnessed about them."

"... Lian stop, there is no need to overthink all this, this is not good and you also know that nothing can be forgotten. " I continued with a sigh and returned to what was going on.

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The Viewpoint of Putra Cahya Winata.

" Thank you" I'm very happy to see Lian back in the series, unlike earlier when the helicopter looked like it was uncomfortable, even like there was something she was hiding.

Lian although I cannot love you with all my heart, but there is a promise in this heart to learn to accept your presence as a substitute for Liana.

"Together Li."

"Lo know, I'm so grateful that we can finally be lovers." I continued and took Lian to the cafe.

When we step into the cafe everyone cheers up my relationship with Liana, I mean Lian while clapping.

" Congratulations boss, you can finally be the same Lian" Aldi said while shaking hands, I smiled as I patted his shoulder slowly.

"Lo also immediately do not feel at home to be single." ledek.

"Yes right it's Al, besides you are already well established.." continued Anggara with a smile I also saw Anggara who smiled happily while hugging his best friend, Lian.

"Congratulations dear.bro please take care of her heart." Anggara turned my head to tell and patted slowly on this shoulder, I nodded with a thin smile. That's why I'm so worried about what Anggara says 'can I keep Lian's heart?' that's what's been scared of.

Today I see people very happy, so with his tantric Lian occasionally hugged Lian and said 'happy dear' but in fact I have lied and not completely hearted this to Lian.

"I'm sorry I'm all, I shouldn't have said today. But this is all for the sake of Lian as well as her who desperately hopes to marry Lian soon." whispered the heart.

"Nat, you.. Why are you?" asked Lian who looked worried when she saw this face reddened and tears had been kicked, I immediately rubbed before dripping.

I don't know what to say, it's like it's suddenly painful let alone remembering things that have happened here with Liana, my words are rude, this self is selfish... why am I so proud!

"Nat, why are you?" Lian wondered as she hugged me, she rubbed this pungung to make it more calming.

I am indeed very lucky to get Lian, she is exactly the same as Liana who always cares in every condition I have. Only I'm a fool never means what he's been doing all this time.

"Nat, honestly, what's going on?" Lian asked again while looking at me seriously.

"Father Li, I'm just moved to see all this... I feel things I never feel again. Thank you." I said without telling you the truth.

But indeed I should be grateful for all this, the presence of this woman changed everything slowly better.

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" The dream has finally come true, and the universe has granted me my prayers and wishes, even though I'm not on her side."

"That is how the universe always grants a request, or the expectation of someone with great possibilities without having to conform to what is desired but rather replace it with a better one."

Someone smiled broadly as he watched Lian and Nata embrace, "Yes, that hug looks warm.

"Kim.." someone called a man named Kim, and he immediately looked for where the voice came from.

When Kim stepped up to meet someone who was grunting her suddenly Lian called out with a cheerful face.

"Your..." Lian waved her hand.

"Hi friends, Congratulations to your relationship with Nata. " Lian smiled, but he felt something strange as Kim's eyes continued to be fixed on one of the doors of the room.

"What's Kim doing, you look for something?"

"Oh, no! there's nothing Lian."

"Oiya this is a gift for you, happy birthday too."

Lian also thanked him, but he did not come off and looked at the door of the room that was lyricized by Kim. "Will I believe as Holly Black told you about the lies you told Kim." whispered Lian's heart as she let Kim stab everyone.

"Lying until you believe, that's the real secret of lying." (Diamond Black)

Lian laughed to herself who was also lying to Nata, as soon as she shook her head because she felt so funny with this day full of secrets. "Nata has also lied about her feelings."