Love for One Reason

Did Nata Love Me ?

Eliza Diamond Flower (Lian)'s point of view when the change came to Nata, now my heart wonders if Nata has accepted about Ba Liana and she also learned from everything that has happened so far, Is it possible that Nata can now accept me in her heart?

"Nat, are you able to love me?" I wondered, when I looked at the mirror in my room why I was feeling so discouraged. Although I knew that Nata would marry me, but could Nata love me?

"Ba Lian?" the sound of a little boy behind the bedroom door made me realize from all my thoughts, yes! I almost forgot that today at my house there will be a dinner with my best friend Anggara's family, although he has a family but this dinner is very awake until it is like a culture between my family and the Anggara family.

At the dinner I also invited Nata, how she must be very lonely even though there is not alone but whose name is mostly condolent and not so take care of the condition of her employer.

Messages.

Nata: Li, you're happy not mmm I need this tmn.

Well it's true my word, Nata tonight is lonely and needs a shelter or friends.

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Dinner, the atmosphere in this house is crowded let alone there is baby Kania her son Dewi and Anggara who are super pinter babbling and his babbling it makes us seem to understand what is meant. Never did I think that Nata really likes children even those children really like being with Nata, they look familiar Bubu and Kania does not want to be far from Nata.

"Well, it's a good fit to be a dad" said the Goddess who glanced at me until I could only laugh.

"Why are you glancing at me?" i asked. Nata will be my husband but I will not be as soon as I ask Nata to marry me, he should be able to accept me wholeheartedly if not only was Nata unhappy I also felt guilty.

"But I believe you will love me." said inwardly. I saw Nata's reaction when Dewi was pumping herself there it was obvious that Nata might not have loved me yet because she was just silent and smiling a little, that was the only response from Nata.

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After dinner is over, Nata invited me to go out for cool air and he took me to the highlands on Bukit Tulis road where the road passed the 75 km toll from the Ba Liana accident, which was a traffic accident, I saw Nata back fine, he drove casually and even invited me to send a prayer addressed to Ba Liana.

"Li, we'll pass the 75 km toll (obtain) we pray yes to Liana."

"Yes Nat." answered me while raising both hands, asking the zinc creator so that ba Liana could feel the prayer that we had said.

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Arriving at Bukit Tulis I was led by Nata and we sat on a rock cliff overlooking a beautiful night view, even very romantic. Nata also heaved a sigh of relief, shouting "AAAA AAAA." after shouting he laughed while glancing at me and stood outstretched.

"LIAN! THANK YOU." Nata yelled, making me blush, I smiled at him.

This feeling is very much to be expressed, but I can't possibly say it back if I love Nata. Yep! I can only wait for him, huh why this malma I even hope if Nata says love. The atmosphere tonight is also accompanied by the moon and the stars are even more beautiful than usual because the moon looks bright and round.

Nata asked me to stand up, he grabbed my hands and we faced each other. Again the hope continued to say "If Nata had revealed his heart to me tonight, I would have been happy" I said in my heart.

"Lian?"

"Yes Nat?"

"Yes Nat."

"Gue was very grateful, when he could enjoy everything on the loose." Nata looks very happy and today for the first time I saw Nata carefree after his release.

Tonight the wind shakes all, the air is cold! But this is the night wind, which may not be so good but it can not be denied its beauty, also the milk here is very comfortable can even make us fresh! I do not know that Nata has a simple place but if in if enjoyed no match beauty also atmosphere.

"Lo knows Li, this place is Liana's favorite place!" Nata continued to remember the moment with Liana. Ok it turned out that my guess was wrong, I thought this was the place he used to go and he found this place. Emm turned out to be this place from Ba Liana, I just realized that ba Liana is indeed a connoisseur of the universe just like me.

It's possible that Ba Liana also likes the rain, and likes what I also like. If I think back there are indeed many similarities between me and Ba Liana, Emm why I arrived so badmood. Uh! Lian you don't need to feel jealous or bt because it's true that Nata loves me for one reason.

Once if married, most likely Nata married me Karen's last request from Nonya. Emm God why this must happen to me, your God is almighty over all things and you are the owner of a heart that can flip the help of your servant, strengthen me in the face of this feeling, he said, and allow me to gain a position in Nata's heart.

"Li?"

"Ah... Yes Nat, why?" I was shocked when Nata called me and made me come back to my senses from everything I had thought.

"Gue should ask why?"

"I don't know why I don't have Papa Nat."

"Father, you were silent as if you were thinking of something. Keep your face suddenly pouting, what's the matter Li?"

I can't tell you the truth Nat. "Not a papa."

"OK, I'm sorry I said that about Liana. I shouldn't have to remember him or say anything about him to you."

I don't think that Nata seems to care about my feelings, ah! God does Nata love me?

" No papa kok Nat, it is natural that in a condition we can remember things that have been missed with someone who has good memories, it is natural that in a condition we can remember things that have been missed with someone who has good memories, hehe even with bad things we often remember." Here I try to understand.

"Gue is not wrong to meet your figure, you always understand my condition."

"Sama.." when Nata was about to continue what he was going to say he suddenly stopped, why what he was going to say was actually maybe he was going to say I was the same as Ba Liana, but here Nata did not come and instead said something else.

" Oiya Lian, this is enough." Nata also led me back, and when he got in front of the car Nata looked at me gently he also said that he was very happy to meet me.

"Gue is happy to meet you, who may have Lo take someone's place."

When I heard Nata say "Lo takes someone's place" I thought Nata loved me. Yep! Could Nata have given his heart to me?

But wait, I can't expect too much! Because he could have thought of me as a substitute for someone who interpreted it with friends, friends, family.