Love for One Reason

Not Just a Speech

Eliza Diamond Flower Viewpoint

After Nata got the news that the madam was sick, I immediately went with her back to Indonesia. When in Quebec City I saw him so panicked that he immediately pulled this arm to leave the place.

I held him back, "Wait for Nat, calm down." why didn't Nata take it with me as if I had done something wrong.

"What else Lian! What is Nonya sick? If you don't want to come with me already?" nata Bentak.

"I want you to just calm down first." I answered him while hugging him to be calmer, shortly after that I gave him some mineral water and took him to sit for a while.

Not in vain I managed to make himself calmer, at the end he thanked me, also apologized. "Lian thank you yes, I'm better." said Nata gently with a sigh of relief.

Look at Nata, "Li, I also want to apologize for yelling at you." continued Nata, hearing that I was very touched by the different figure of Nata. He was no longer high-minded even willing to apologize to someone.

"Yes Nat, I understand. No papa, yasudah we leave come." take me while holding Nata, here I also see the smile Nata can not be denied I love Nata more and more.

He changed drastically, although sometimes his emotions are still difficult to control but slowly he can calm down if there are always people who help him better.

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Sesampi in the hospital, both I and Nata we are equally shocked because the madam is still in the emergency room (IGD). We really hope that the lady can soon be awake. For about twenty minutes Nata and I waited for Madam to wake up and asked to meet Nata and me.

At that time I was happy, but behind all that I also asked what the Madam would say. In the room the madam looked tired, she broke my hand and Nata immediately jantuk I was pounding so fast why I felt unusual.

This feeling I don't know? I didn't understand what it meant. I smiled at the madam, so the madam smiled at us both. "Young master." said the madam, when the madam beheaded Nata I turned to her.

Slowly the lady stroked my hand. "Lian, Madam asked you to be my daughter-in-law."

I do love Nata, but I can't force Nata to love me whose heart is still for Ba Liana. If I marry Nata will Nata be happy? If she is unhappy how can I say I love her, obviously Nata will feel tormented so with me, I cannot force love.

"Lian?" the madam called me back, I was so nervous I occasionally saw Nata, one time I also saw the madam.

"Madam, why is Madam in such a hurry to see Lian she is so shocked." replied Nata as she gently stroked the lady's hand elus.

"I'm a I'm just asking, let her marry de with you" the Mistress replied beginning to have trouble regulating her breathing.

I still don't know what to say I went back to Nata. Nata looked at me and he smiled. "My lady, you're healing first, aren't you?"

"If indeed Lian is my soul mate we will definitely get married, but for now, we can not force." Nata explained slowly with a full heart. But there the Madam just smiled and said "I really hope it happens."

Seeing that hopeful face I said that I wanted to be Nata's wife. "Yes madam I want to." answered me still hesitating, because I couldn't possibly refuse anything else when I witnessed the madam's condition.

Nata looked at me, as if he were saying "Are you sure of this decision?" looking at that gaze I could only smile then look at the madam.

"thank you, Li Lian, you have granted me this request."

"Lian, please love Nata." those are the last words of the mistress.

"Time of death at 22. 30." said the doctor, and at that time I could only hug Nata while crying, so with Nata he was very sad.

Here I can't do anything, I can't say anything to calm Nata down, because I will never be able to understand the feelings he is currently feeling because today is the hardest part of life when watching someone he loves has died. Here I can only pray that Nata can be given to the firm, and the Madam is happy there.

I promise to love Nata as much as I will, I still love her. "Nata." I said as I rubbed his back and hugged.